About This File
If envisioning my skinnier self while watching my fat body on camera gets me off, actually seeing my skinnier self while watching my fat body on camera would just get me off even harder, right? 😛
I've had this idea in my head for quite a while now, but never felt particularly inspired to film it. I plop my fat ass in front of a mirror with this photo taped to the right of it:
Wearing the same shirt from the photo, I get hornyyy over the comparison between then and now. I had lots of ideas for things to talk about during this clip, but ended up pretty distracted by the visual..I talk some about my now bulging gut, thick double chin, and how the girl in the photo never, ever imagined she'd balloon this big…
The 15-20 lbs I gained a little over a year ago (when this clip idea initially came to mind) pushed me into a level of obesity I've never experienced before. Although I was quite visibly fat 20 lbs prior, ~245 to ~265 lbs felt like a huge shift. I really could no longer deny just how huge I had become..it showed no matter what I did.
In many ways, crossing that threshold has made me feel what I can best describe as certifiably obese 😬
This was very hot to film -- let me know if it’s a concept you'd like to see me revisit : )
Edited by ChubbieBunnie