bgilroy

All blown up 😇

Why’d my family laugh when I said this was one of my conservative bathing suits 🙁

pre pool  

Although it often feels like a contradictory desire due to the nature of this kink, engaging with it in a balanced, relatively healthy way is important to me. 
Because the decision to share my journey publicly came from a very empowering but also very personal place, I have such a visceral reaction to feeling like I’m sharing out of obligation or not honoring my authentic self. I’ve experienced a lot of conflict and confusion around kinky stuff lately and really don’t want those feelings to manifest into resentment towards the community or fetish as a whole.  
This will always be a part of me and I have so much fun with it when I’m in a good place. Just wanting to reconnect with who I am outside of my sexuality and some time away from Curvage feels necessary to do so. 
Not goodbye, just see you later ❤️ 

🥵🥵 oh my 

The photo on the left was taken 6 years ago today…the photo on the right was taken yesterday after stuffing my fat belly 🐷
Haven’t made a b&a that’s turned me on as much as this one in a while — feels very “hot party girl eats her way to fat, lazy blob” 

Big fat belly poking out of everything 🐷

Hope you’re having a wonderful Sunday 🤗