Curvage Model Kaybearcutie95 CLIPS Posted February 23, 2017 Author Curvage Model Share Posted February 23, 2017 Okay, After reading everyone's comments this is all i have to say. Yes i do have mental disabilities. i have severe depression/ anxiety. BPD, PTSD. As far as this goes after a year i have worked really hard staying on my medications and fixing the way i react towards people. instead of going crazy when someone says something bad about me or other issues i had before. i also have a service dog. All I'm trying to say is that i don't think my mental disabilities should define who i am. I am actually a very genuine, caring person. I was young and had never done what i was doing before so i was trying to imitate the other girls i had seen and what they did. I've always had problems with my weight and have tried going on diets but it never works. I feel like most of you who are commenting don't really take obesity like dieting a drug. Food is a drug to my life i wasn't eating for anyone but my cravings. Every time i tried to diet i would get sick to my stomach basically have withdraws. It was extremely hard to do something that made me feel absolutely sick. i went from eating about 6,000 calories a day to trying to eat about 1,500. It was hard for me. I didn't want to leave everyone i was in a very controlling relationship until i finally decided i had enough of it and walked away. I am not upset at anyone who have said anything negative about me because i am 100% postive that if everyone hear really gives me the chance to getting to know me again they will see progress, change, and be glad im a friend. That is all ! i love all of you - Kayla Bear <3 Disturbed3131, Gainer_admirer, Henke and 37 others 40 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Curvage Model Kaybearcutie95 CLIPS Posted February 23, 2017 Author Curvage Model Share Posted February 23, 2017 here not hear..! maybejames, Disturbed3131, thegenious and 1 other 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lecroy23 Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 52 minutes ago, Kaybearcutie95 said: Okay, After reading everyone's comments this is all i have to say. Yes i do have mental disabilities. i have severe depression/ anxiety. BPD, PTSD. As far as this goes after a year i have worked really hard staying on my medications and fixing the way i react towards people. instead of going crazy when someone says something bad about me or other issues i had before. i also have a service dog. All I'm trying to say is that i don't think my mental disabilities should define who i am. I am actually a very genuine, caring person. I was young and had never done what i was doing before so i was trying to imitate the other girls i had seen and what they did. I've always had problems with my weight and have tried going on diets but it never works. I feel like most of you who are commenting don't really take obesity like dieting a drug. Food is a drug to my life i wasn't eating for anyone but my cravings. Every time i tried to diet i would get sick to my stomach basically have withdraws. It was extremely hard to do something that made me feel absolutely sick. i went from eating about 6,000 calories a day to trying to eat about 1,500. It was hard for me. I didn't want to leave everyone i was in a very controlling relationship until i finally decided i had enough of it and walked away. I am not upset at anyone who have said anything negative about me because i am 100% postive that if everyone hear really gives me the chance to getting to know me again they will see progress, change, and be glad im a friend. That is all ! i love all of you - Kayla Bear <3 The stigma around mental disorders is a strong one. It is amazing once you realize the everyone is at least a little fucked up and that as people we try to do our best. Everyone from whom we idolize for their curves to who made us laugh as children. Thank you for sharing how you have grown not only soft and round but as a person overcoming your own personal challenges. I feel thats often lost with the fetishized perspective on people that this community has at times. John Smith 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jabba Desilijic Tiure Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 4 hours ago, Kaybearcutie95 said: Okay, After reading everyone's comments this is all i have to say. Yes i do have mental disabilities. i have severe depression/ anxiety. BPD, PTSD. As far as this goes after a year i have worked really hard staying on my medications and fixing the way i react towards people. instead of going crazy when someone says something bad about me or other issues i had before. i also have a service dog. All I'm trying to say is that i don't think my mental disabilities should define who i am. I am actually a very genuine, caring person. I was young and had never done what i was doing before so i was trying to imitate the other girls i had seen and what they did. I've always had problems with my weight and have tried going on diets but it never works. I feel like most of you who are commenting don't really take obesity like dieting a drug. Food is a drug to my life i wasn't eating for anyone but my cravings. Every time i tried to diet i would get sick to my stomach basically have withdraws. It was extremely hard to do something that made me feel absolutely sick. i went from eating about 6,000 calories a day to trying to eat about 1,500. It was hard for me. I didn't want to leave everyone i was in a very controlling relationship until i finally decided i had enough of it and walked away. I am not upset at anyone who have said anything negative about me because i am 100% postive that if everyone hear really gives me the chance to getting to know me again they will see progress, change, and be glad im a friend. That is all ! i love all of you - Kayla Bear <3 Sounds like you are making progress. Take care! S77 and damntastic 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chriskin8 Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 Honestly I personally have a lot of respect for anyone who is willing to be open and honest and wants to make a change to better themselves regardless of what that might be, Yes we all enjoy seeing you post, and some almost go a little crazy when a young thick girl chooses to intentionally gain weight because it is a fantasy for some and a reality for others. Point being is whatever you choose to do I fully hope you do it because it is what you want and you're doing it for you. S77, Gusto and Kaybearcutie95 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gusto Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 Thank you for letting us know what you've been going through. I want to apologize for my earlier post where I said I wish you didn't have to go on a diet. When I posted that I didn't realize the struggles you've been going through. Sometimes this fetish makes me lose perspective of what really matters. I've always been attracted to your courage, honesty and childlike enthusiasm. You're a beautiful person inside and out, and it's evident that you bring a lot of joy to the lives of others. I'm so sorry if anything I said made you feel devalued and objectified. I greatly admire you for making positive adjustments in your life that will lead to greater health and happiness, and I support you 100%. fatowl, kachenjunga and Kaybearcutie95 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thegenious Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 14 hours ago, Kaybearcutie95 said: Okay, After reading everyone's comments this is all i have to say. Yes i do have mental disabilities. i have severe depression/ anxiety. BPD, PTSD. As far as this goes after a year i have worked really hard staying on my medications and fixing the way i react towards people. instead of going crazy when someone says something bad about me or other issues i had before. i also have a service dog. All I'm trying to say is that i don't think my mental disabilities should define who i am. I am actually a very genuine, caring person. I was young and had never done what i was doing before so i was trying to imitate the other girls i had seen and what they did. I've always had problems with my weight and have tried going on diets but it never works. I feel like most of you who are commenting don't really take obesity like dieting a drug. Food is a drug to my life i wasn't eating for anyone but my cravings. Every time i tried to diet i would get sick to my stomach basically have withdraws. It was extremely hard to do something that made me feel absolutely sick. i went from eating about 6,000 calories a day to trying to eat about 1,500. It was hard for me. I didn't want to leave everyone i was in a very controlling relationship until i finally decided i had enough of it and walked away. I am not upset at anyone who have said anything negative about me because i am 100% postive that if everyone hear really gives me the chance to getting to know me again they will see progress, change, and be glad im a friend. That is all ! i love all of you - Kayla Bear <3 I think you react very cool, polite and open minded. Also, you seem to be very creative and dynamic. You have a wonderful freshness when you don't try to be that serious (like in the piano singing video)! S77 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pleeboos Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 Happy for you Kayla! Relationships can really screw with people, so I'm glad you're gonna be doing your own thing, whether it be gaining or losing! Luv2Cook4U and S77 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vdubs Posted February 24, 2017 Share Posted February 24, 2017 23 hours ago, Kaybearcutie95 said: Okay, After reading everyone's comments this is all i have to say. Yes i do have mental disabilities. i have severe depression/ anxiety. BPD, PTSD. As far as this goes after a year i have worked really hard staying on my medications and fixing the way i react towards people. instead of going crazy when someone says something bad about me or other issues i had before. i also have a service dog. All I'm trying to say is that i don't think my mental disabilities should define who i am. I am actually a very genuine, caring person. I was young and had never done what i was doing before so i was trying to imitate the other girls i had seen and what they did. I've always had problems with my weight and have tried going on diets but it never works. I feel like most of you who are commenting don't really take obesity like dieting a drug. Food is a drug to my life i wasn't eating for anyone but my cravings. Every time i tried to diet i would get sick to my stomach basically have withdraws. It was extremely hard to do something that made me feel absolutely sick. i went from eating about 6,000 calories a day to trying to eat about 1,500. It was hard for me. I didn't want to leave everyone i was in a very controlling relationship until i finally decided i had enough of it and walked away. I am not upset at anyone who have said anything negative about me because i am 100% postive that if everyone hear really gives me the chance to getting to know me again they will see progress, change, and be glad im a friend. That is all ! i love all of you - Kayla Bear <3 well said! S77 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OscarWinner Posted February 27, 2017 Share Posted February 27, 2017 On 2/23/2017 at 0:53 AM, Kaybearcutie95 said: Okay, After reading everyone's comments this is all i have to say. Yes i do have mental disabilities. i have severe depression/ anxiety. BPD, PTSD. As far as this goes after a year i have worked really hard staying on my medications and fixing the way i react towards people. instead of going crazy when someone says something bad about me or other issues i had before. i also have a service dog. All I'm trying to say is that i don't think my mental disabilities should define who i am. I am actually a very genuine, caring person. I was young and had never done what i was doing before so i was trying to imitate the other girls i had seen and what they did. I've always had problems with my weight and have tried going on diets but it never works. I feel like most of you who are commenting don't really take obesity like dieting a drug. Food is a drug to my life i wasn't eating for anyone but my cravings. Every time i tried to diet i would get sick to my stomach basically have withdraws. It was extremely hard to do something that made me feel absolutely sick. i went from eating about 6,000 calories a day to trying to eat about 1,500. It was hard for me. I didn't want to leave everyone i was in a very controlling relationship until i finally decided i had enough of it and walked away. I am not upset at anyone who have said anything negative about me because i am 100% postive that if everyone hear really gives me the chance to getting to know me again they will see progress, change, and be glad im a friend. That is all ! i love all of you - Kayla Bear <3 Ever tried marijuana? Warning: you probably shouldn't mix it with your meds, just to be safe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
punxpunxpunx Posted February 27, 2017 Share Posted February 27, 2017 im like 99% people were referring to her trump support (tho equating that w/ mental illness is fucked up / ragging on some for mental illness is fucked up) signed- another person w/ a therapy dog Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest rhrthwrh Posted March 14, 2017 Share Posted March 14, 2017 She's now back in said "very controlling relationship". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sneakysnake Posted March 17, 2017 Share Posted March 17, 2017 Of course Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fatties4Life Posted March 23, 2017 Share Posted March 23, 2017 Apparently she's knocked up... Now we wait. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mike Rotch Posted March 23, 2017 Share Posted March 23, 2017 59 minutes ago, Fatties4Life said: Apparently she's knocked up... Now we wait. If that is true, I feel really sorry for that kid. twimp and Jabba Desilijic Tiure 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest rhrthwrh Posted March 24, 2017 Share Posted March 24, 2017 On 23/03/2017 at 0:27 AM, Fatties4Life said: Apparently she's knocked up... Now we wait. Source? If that's true she'll blow up like crazy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jabba Desilijic Tiure Posted March 24, 2017 Share Posted March 24, 2017 1 hour ago, rhrthwrh said: Source? If that's true she'll blow up like crazy. I'd like to know the source, too. I can't find anyplace where she announced that. Hopefully it's not true. She's not fit to look after a goldfish, let alone a defenseless human being. Mike Rotch 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest high Posted March 25, 2017 Share Posted March 25, 2017 Stay classy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mike Rotch Posted March 25, 2017 Share Posted March 25, 2017 8 hours ago, Jabba Desilijic Tiure said: I'd like to know the source, too. I can't find anyplace where she announced that. Hopefully it's not true. She's not fit to look after a goldfish, let alone a defenseless human being. Agreed. She seems like a very sweet person, but her (admittedly poor) state of mental/emotional health makes this troubling, particularly in the context of her "very controlling" relationship. If it is true, I hope she sorts herself out. ChubbyThickplz, Jabba Desilijic Tiure and jwhales 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Coretz Posted March 30, 2017 Share Posted March 30, 2017 Howarddonaldson3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sneakysnake Posted March 30, 2017 Share Posted March 30, 2017 Game over Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sneakysnake Posted March 30, 2017 Share Posted March 30, 2017 On 3/24/2017 at 10:05 PM, Mike Rotch said: Agreed. She seems like a very sweet person, but her (admittedly poor) state of mental/emotional health makes this troubling, particularly in the context of her "very controlling" relationship. If it is true, I hope she sorts herself out. I doubt the guy in her "very controlling relationship" even stuck around After this due to that screen shot picture showing "single" probably wasn't his Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sneakysnake Posted March 30, 2017 Share Posted March 30, 2017 On 3/24/2017 at 0:21 PM, rhrthwrh said: Source? If that's true she'll blow up like crazy. Doubt it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boyo Posted March 30, 2017 Share Posted March 30, 2017 On 3/24/2017 at 3:21 PM, rhrthwrh said: Source? If that's true she'll blow up like crazy. It was on her snapchat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cmoneytheman Posted April 1, 2017 Share Posted April 1, 2017 Quote i always loved her whole body she got it all curvy super fat hips thighs legs butt tits belly and baby face and voice not many women got that combo im the one who edited and posted that vid of her dancing on page 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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