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Howard Roark

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  1. It has been a long time since Shar's last post or video. That leads to all kinds of speculation. One option is that she has tired of downing gallons of weight gain shakes and has moved on to other adventures. Another option is that she has been spending so much time downing shakes that she hasn't had the chance to post. I realize that there are many other options, but I have fantasized on her doubling down on the downing of weight gain shakes. That led me to speculate on the ramifications of that effort since her last video in Spring. Attached is my visualization of those ramifications.

    I hope she is doing well and having fun. Merry Christmas!

     

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  2. If you are averaging more than 50,000 calories a week, that is more than 7,142 calories a day. While you protest that you do nothing but sit around, which would mean calculating the number of calories that you need to maintain a pound at 8 to 10, I calculated where you will get to, if you are active enough to require 12 calories per pound per day. If you are wondering why you are getting so fat, that number of calories per day will eventually get you to 595 pounds. Figuring that you are maybe 230 by now, that means that, at 12 calories per pound, you need 2,760 calories to maintain. If you eat 7,142 calories per day, that is 4,382 extra per day - enough to gain 1.25 pounds per day. Once you hit around 290, you gain would slow to less than a pound a day. By the time that you hit 500 pounds, you will need 3 days to gain another pound.  If this is a goal, I recommend that you start a serious conditioning program, since you are going to need some strong muscles to move yourself around. That is one reason that I am figuring 12 calories per pound for maintenance, which assumes that you a moderately active. It is amazing that you have been able to maintain that kind of an intake on a regular basis. How far are you planning to take this?

  3. When Carmen left and was gone for so long, I assumed something was going on. Maybe she was going to have a baby. Maybe she got tired of this scene. Maybe her family and friends staged an intervention and convinced her that she was getting too fat. I had convinced myself that, if she ever came back, she would maybe still be chubby, but have lost some of the weight that she had piled on. 

    Amazingly, It looks to me like she is actually fatter, but maybe less inflated looking. Her belly is a little different. As she says, it is not just a ball anymore. It has shifted a little so that it is hanging lower and it seems like it is fleshier. It is almost as if she is fatter, but less bloated; like she has more subcutaneous fat compared to her visceral fat. Technically, that is healthier.

    The biggest difference seems to be that she has new clothes that fit. I am guessing those shorts are 5X or maybe even 6X. Fat women buying clothes that fit after a gain is a good sign.

    I have made up a whole story in my head around the intervention idea, which fits with many of Carmen''s videos. It basically starts with her agreeing to diet and she really tries. After a month, she is down 10 pounds, but after another month, she has only lost another 2 pounds, even though she feels like she is starving. 12 pounds lost in two months is actually reasonable, but when you are more than 100 pounds overweight, it is daunting to think how long that will take. Carmen gets frustrated and has a weekend binge, during which she regains 6 pounds. Two months to lose 12 pounds and two days to regain half of it. From outward appearances, she puts on a good show that she is still dieting, but secretly she is snacking. After another couple of months, she has yo yo'd back to where she was, with the frustration that more than half the time she was hungry. She finally decides that, if she keeps this up she will only get fatter and figures that maybe if she stops dieting she will stabilize. 

    Where does someone buy shorts that big?

    Thank you Carmen for being so amazing.

  4. Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.

     

  5. Carmen and Shar are both beautiful women who for whatever reason decided that they felt more like themselves fatter. They are both wonderful and very generous sharing themselves with those of us who, for whatever reason, feel that fatter women are either beautiful also, or maybe more beautiful when compared to the more commonly accepted, but more limited, standards that beauty belongs to slimmer women. As much fun as I think it would be to take the two of them out to dinner together and see them compete with one another on who has the bigger appetite, I don't think that there is any benefit to think about one being at the top and the other successor. I have no idea why Carmen decided to stop posting, but it is clearly her right to do so and not ours to question. Hopefully, it is for a reason that is bringing her happiness. Shar has been here since the beginning and has always been remarkable in both her appetite and beauty. I think we are all so lucky that there are beautiful women who are willing to share there beauty with us. For anyone who has not already done so, I recommend downloading Shar's latest video in which she eats donuts dipped into her weight gain shake. I find her commitment to the combination of getting fatter and succumbing to her appetites amazing. As she says, it is going to be a fat Christmas. I just wish she would step on the scales soon. It would be fun to know if she has achieved her goal of gaining to 250 pounds, at which point she will have doubled her weight when she was living with a physical trainer perhaps to obsessed with women needing to be thin to be beautiful.

  6. A friend just e-mailed me that scintillating is not used correctly in my post, as the bulge in Bianca's bra is not shiny.or sparkling. I have used the word based on its definition, "Rapid changes in the brightness of a celestial body." I realize that it is not necessarily "brightness," but it is certainly a celestial body and it seems to be a change that is happening rapidly.

  7. Oh, my goodness!

    I tend to fixate on the collateral impacts of weight gain as they display themselves in curious details.  In the comparison of the orange bikini to you with your generous belly under a heroic pink bra, it is the way that your side fat causes the generous bulge in the side of your bra that I find scintillating. Hope you are having fun and feeling good. What you are doing does not help me understand my fetish, but it sure makes it enjoyable.

  8. Definitely time for a weigh in and measuring video. While I understand that Shar is not into appearing naked, I would like to see her without the bras that look like they are squashing her. Maybe just a t-shirt with no bra. Her upper belly is dramatic and I think it would be interesting to see how it affects her shape without the shaper wear.

    Gorgeous as always.

  9. Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

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  10. I am watching a video that has Carmen coming home after a hard day working at Burger King and proceeding to stuff herself with onion rings, french fries, and multiple kinds of sandwiches. I suspect, however, that she may be concerned about that definitive double chin and could be trying to reduce her weight. How else to explain that she is drinking water instead of milk shakes. Maybe someone should tell her that she should be eating more salads to help get her weight down. Salads could help her reduce. Potato salad, pasta salad, cole slaw, macaroni salad, salad, chicken salad, maybe even fruit salad with berries and cream.

  11. Carmen has gotten absolutely huge. Moving around looks to be a real effort. A lot of her latest videos show her spending most of her time sitting. She is becoming the epitome of the little pig in Pigs is Pigs, the 1937 cartoon that first triggered some strange awareness of this fetish in my brain. Carmen could make an amazing video, but it would need to be carefully written and produced. I fear that it would also have to be filmed soon before Carmen gets any fatter, since soon she will be so perfectly round that the constant feeding by the evil professor will not show much difference. And still she is beautiful.

  12. 16 hours ago, John Smith said:

    Screenshot_20190512-165751_Instagram.jpg I just watched Carmen latest video and it really is a bit shocking. I am not sure whether she is play acting with the idea that she can not fit into her clothes or whether  she has really gotten that much bigger. Probably a combination of both.  I would have liked to see her stand up to try to get her blue jean pants on, but they did look tight on her calves.  Previously, Carmen's belly had a slope out from under her breasts to where it hung over her thighs. Now it looks like the upper part of her belly has gotten bigger, making her even more spherical. Most impressive to me is that thick roll of fat that continues from her breasts and overflows her bra, bulging out under her arms, and then melding into her thick back fat. She somehow skipped the idea of love handles. Every thing on her body is a handle. Her face has gotten so much fuller that her chin is on the verge of obscuring her neck. It is past time for a weigh in and measuring video. If a previous measuring video more than a year ago, when she was at least 10 kilos thinner, was right, she now has to be as big around the waist as she is tall.

    On 4/2/2019 at 12:33 AM, tranquilo said:

    I think you answered your own question, hot shot

     

  13. On 4/1/2019 at 11:01 AM, albena1 said:

    @Carmen Lafox could you tell me what happend with your boobs??? they are getting bigger and bigger in every video🤔🤔🤔

    When I read this question, it did make me wonder about one thing. Carmen used to be comfortable going topless in her videos, but for a while now, even when she is otherwise naked, she keeps her bra on. Many of those bras or tops look painful to wear, cutting into her back fat and squishing her boobs. Is there a reason that she doesn't want to go topless now?

    While obviously succumbing to objectifying a woman's body, I am surprisingly fixated on the roll of fat that Carmen has on her sides, under her arms, where the fat of her breasts seems to simply continue around to her back. At some point, it will be difficult for her to put her arms down at her sides, although her expanding girth is cooperating, as it expands. Maybe it is simply by design that, as her arms begin to be held up by her fat, the sides of her belly fill in to give her arms something to rest on.

    For those of us who tend to obsess on numbers, we must be getting close to a weigh in and some measurements. Since it is going to be hard for Carmen to measure herself, maybe she can work it into a story line: perhaps getting fitted for a bridesmaid dress or similar.

  14. On 3/19/2019 at 8:38 AM, ChocolateCookie said:

    Well she had been gaining weight slowly over the years and she wanted to lose weight for a long time. I actually agreed with that and I tried to help. I'm basically in to girls of all sizes so it didn't really bother me.

    I don't really remember the timeline or anything and we've always been really open about everything to each other so it wasn't too hard to talk about this. There probably wasn't any single conversation we had. We've always talked about our sexual preferences to each other and I sometimes showed pictures of BBWs that I thought were sexy and to my surprise she also thought they were beautiful. Even though I like girls of all sizes I'm definitely more in to big girls and I also told her that in some of our conversations. She knew that I would find it hot if she gained weight and at some point we both realized that weight loss wasn't really working for her. I was a bit worried once she decided to do it because I didn't want to push her to gain weight just for me. But she assured me that she wanted to do it and I've just made sure that I've been extra nice to her ever since 😊 

    Overall, I think it was really easy for me to tell her. We've known each other for years and we've talked about our embarrasing kinks and everything with each other before. I think some people are not as open about their feelings and preferences to their partners and in those situations it's probably really hard to do.

    I talked about this whole thing with her today and she also agreed that she looks better now than compared to when she was 150-175 pounds. We both agree that she would also look sexy if she was skinny but that was just too much work for her 😄 I've also realized during this "journey" how much I'm in to the weight gain aspect of BBWs, so I'm definitely enjoying this 😍

    You may want to check out the story Eric and Collette in the Stories section under Forums. While the girl in that story has gained over a shorter time, there are a lot of similarities.

    Glad that you are both enjoying this and each other.

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