Howard Roark

I am really getting nervous! You have turned into a human cream filled donut; an overfilled one at that. But those long nails look sharp. With your skin so stretched tight from the onslaught of filling, it looks like you could be in danger of puncturing your belly. What would happen? Would the cream filling come oozing out? Or would you fly around the room for a minute? Any chance that you could accidentally step on a scale in the near future. Or maybe see if your tape measure can still make it all of the way around your butt and belly? In some of your older videos, you included walking from one place to another. It would be fun to see what it is like these days with you walking a distance or even climbing a flight of stairs. I can imagine it being quite the challenge.

So many of Shar's videos are terrific, but this one hits some new territory. The split screen image adds an entirely different dimension. She clearly has put on more weight since her last weigh in, although it is difficult to really assess where she may be at the moment. While Shar has toyed in past videos about losing her enthusiasm for exercise, I suspect that she actually maintains a fitness routine to maintain tone. When she dances, it is clear that she has a good underlying structure of muscles. She can move. That said, it is also clear that her layers of fat are gaining ground. She is both rounder and wider. She asks the question in this video about what we would think if we saw her on the street. I would definitely see her as a fat girl. A very beautiful, attractive fat girl. At one point in the video, the camera angle shows Shar's face while she is eating and her double chin is evolving to jowls that wiggle as she chews. She wonders about 300 pounds. She clearly likes to eat and her capacity has increased. As she mentions, her thinner self would never have been comfortable powering down the quantities that seem now to be standard fair. I suspect that, even if she wanted to, it would be tough for her to gain control over her appetites to not see 300 pounds as inevitable. Imagining her with maybe 40 additional pounds encouraged me to try out a morph. For me, her beauty simply expands with the additional pounds. It seems like it is time for a weigh in and some measuring. Shar should check before she tries that to make sure that the tape measure she has is long enough.

So, today was the first that I noticed Cookie. I downloaded her weigh in and measuring video, since I have always been fixated on numbers. Watching that prompted me to download another. I downloaded her video eating Indian food, which was also enjoyable. I figured that was good enough for one day, but then as I was working on some things, the image of "How Much Pizza Can I Eat" just kept resonating, kind of like when you hear a song and then can't get it out of your head. Finally, after lunch I decided to download that one, and I am glad that I did. It is certainly as good as the other two and includes Cookie trying to find a way to get comfortable with her belly full of pizza. Watching her try to shift around with her huge belly clearly in the way was very entertaining. She did a great job on the pizza, but I still think she needs a coach. I mean, there wasn't that much left. A couple of laps around the room and a short belly massage could probably have freed up the space that she needed to not only polish off the pizza, but move on to the ice cream that she was looking forward to. The thing with ice cream is that it melts in your belly and fills in the nooks and crannies. There is always room for ice cream. Thanks, Cookie, for being so sweet.

So I have just become aware of Cookie this morning and downloaded this video of her powering through a very generous serving of highly spicy Indian chicken. She does a great job and comes close to finishing it all, before she has to go lie down. I think she needs a coach. She comes so close to finishing. Just three little pieces of chicken left. She needs someone encouraging her to maybe take a minute, but then clean her plate. So close, but still heroic. She complains near the start so I suspect that it has not been that long since she ate last. Kind of along the lines of "you can't have your dessert until you finish your cake." While her recent weigh in video demonstrates that she is working hard to better endow her curvy figure, it is not as if she is throwing all caution to the wind. I suspect that is the reason for the Diet Coke. Again, a coach could help her with that. Also, an experienced coach could help her with balancing foods that work well in tandem. To handle that spicy chicken, she needed something cooling and creamy. I would suggest a few bites of French vanilla ice cream just to help offset the spicy food. One thing I would like to see in future videos is Cookie moving around a bit. The before and after comparisons of a meal like that are difficult to see when she is seated. But what a beautiful belly. She is also amusing with her apologies after deep guttural burps. She has no choice but to let the air out, if she is going to finish that much food. The burps emphasize her admission that she feels like she could pop. What a cute woman!

Cookie is a very cute woman who seems to be dedicated to gaining weight. This video compares where she was in January to where she is now in August. Daunting! She also measures her dimensions and needs a new, longer measuring tape. She seems to just be starting out with this community, but at a point that is already impressive. It would be fun to have a video that explains her goals, lifestyle, interests, and objectives. At this point with a circumference that is bigger than her height, does she have a target that she is working towards.

This is a fun video. Shar flirting with a guy on Tinder. He has obviously seen pictures of Shar maybe 100 pounds ago and is clearly taken by her. He is nervous though, admitting that he has been catfished before by fat girls. Shar keeps the flirt going and even acknowledges the risk that she could get a bit chubby during the lockdown, but the guy just laughs it of as Shar joking. He can tell from her pictures that Shar takes good care of herself and would never get fat. He offers to take her on a vacation with him to go scuba diving. He is clearly looking forward to seeing her in a bikini. Most of the time during this video Shar is planted on her couch. It seems that "couch potato" could be a self-identifying image for Shar. She does seem to get a bit horny chatting with Luke and starts to get a bit friendly with some of the pillows. This results in an ultimate shot of Shar from the back in her tight pants getting a bit of a rub from the pillows. Watching her hips and ass in motion is impressive. So much attention has been given to Shar's belly, it seems that we may just be noticing how wide she is getting. While they are not in the video, Shar has recently posted several photos that show her hips are much wider, even seeming to be proportional to that amazing belly. With the idea that Luke wants to see her in a bikini, Shar tries one on and gives a good look at herself in the mirror acknowledging that she would have to lose a lot of fat before she could take a photo in her bikini and send it to Luke. During the video, Shar calms her inner hungers with a huge baguette sandwich. If Shar keeps eating like that, it is doubtful that she will be sending Luke any new photos for a long while. The only question I have is the obvious: why waste time with someone who would not take one look at Shar and just be in heaven. She may be fat, but she is also beautiful, sexy, and someone who could be a lot of fun. Given the alternatives of eating what her hunger desires versus a rigid dieting regime, I suspect that Shar is a lot more fun to be with when her cravings are fed. One wish for future videos: while I can understand why Shar wants to spend more time sitting, since it must take a lot of effort to be on her feet with the extra weight she has generously added to her luscious body, I am craving a video of Shar moving around more. The ideal would be a video of her walking somewhere so we could really get a better sense of her girth and the way her body moves. As I said, the photos that she has posted suggest that she has really gotten a lot wider. She started noticing that about a year ago and it seems like she is now expanding more to the sides. A video of her on a good walk would show that. She is allowed out of lockdown, if it is essential and I would rank that video as essential. As long as she is safe.