freedombell2001

YouTube Update Continued...
Just giving you all an update of what's been going on with my YouTube.
Well I was suspended for two weeks as I have been flagged yet again by fat haters for (apparently)
having pornographic content or nudity.
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Seriously, I don't do nudity on YouTube, and what I post is far from pornographic!!
Anyway I now can upload on YouTube again.
Yay!!
But now I have to tone down my videos because they are too sexy (apparently), otherwise my channel will be banned. ffs
So I've posted a preview of my two 6 Dresses videos.  (without me in lingerie and only in Dresses)
Sorry Peeps
YouTube Code of Contact. 
 
 
 
 
 

I use to be a gym junky!!
Before I started weight gaining I use to be a gym junky, I usually went to gym 5 days a week for one to two hours a day.
I use to do 500 sit ups a day and also jogged daily. My personal trainer had me on a program that they use to give to volleyball athletes. I loved it, it also gave me the opportunity to be able to attend these Blood, sweat, and tears classes that were mainly for men. It was extremely hard, but I was use to pushing myself. I use to out last the men as they would always give up and I was always the last one standing. They use to call me the pocket rocket. lol

Now instead of my jogging shoes I have high heals. Instead of exercising I have getting off the couch and walking to the shop. lol Lucky for me my gym shirt has a lot of stretch, well you can see how I go trying on my gym clothing in my latest video. lol
People change, but I am happy with who I am now. I love my curves, and all my fat!!
The below photo; the top left is me after one month on weight gaining.
The top right photo is me in my old skinny gym clothing, photo taken three days ago.
The two bottom photos are me. photo taken three days ago.

Welcome to my Blog
My first Blog entry
My Bras don't fit me anymore
Hey all, this is my first blog entry, so I've decided to talk about my Bras/Boobs lol
(Ok I'll get to my tummy in another blog) lol
I've been meaning to sort out my bra drawers for ages now, yes I have two drawers full!!  It's getting beyond a joke now, why keep my bras that don't fit me anymore?!?
No point really, plus I need the space, so I've decided to make a Vlog and a blog about my ordeal.  (yes I say ordeal because I was so exhausted afterwards.
So lets start at the beginning, like three years ago beginning because it was all about my boobs that got me started with gaining!! Oh yeah, and a over excited boyfriend that wanted to see my then E cup boobs become bigger and bigger by gaining weight.  Yes I gained the weight, but haven't stopped.hahaha
Anyway here I am with size HH boobs who's about to out grow even that size!!
I thought it would be less stressful/painful to sort through 31+ bras by sitting down, haha  Big Boobs problems.
I thought the best way was to just put the bras up against my boobs for cup size sorting first, otherwise this would of taken me over an hour trying on all the bras, and seriously I'm always opting for the easiest method. Big Lazy Woman problems.  lol
I was amazed how small some of my bras were, not only in cup size but in actual dress size. Like when I started gaining my boobs were not small, far from it. Cup size E is not small. I was also dress size 8 (Australian size)  I am now dress size 22.
I could look at thousand photos of myself and not really comprehend how big my boobs have gotten, actually by seeing my old bras against my boobs now has finally sank in that my boobs are HUGE !!
lol
Out of the 31+ bras I have, I narrowed it down to about 7 to try on.
You will be surprised at how many bras fitted me properly.
Only 4 !!!
NOW I NEED NEW BRAS !!!
 

When people look at Taytay, what do they see? Most likely, somebody that is beautiful and knows it! That wasn't always true. It took a ton of arguing with myself about what beauty is. As you may know, beauty is in the eye of the beholder... Easy to say, not so easy to genuinely believe.
 I used to believe society's standard of "beauty is skinny". Seeing as I had a good 50lbs of baby weight growing up, I put myself through a ton of mental anguish. Half the time, I wanted that 50lbs to just go away!! The other half, I wanted to turn that 50 into 100.
One day, after eating boxes and boxes of snack cakes and regretting it yet again, a lightbulb turned on in my head. I think chubby girls are the cutest things ever, so why do i not feel that way about myself?
From that day forth, I started seeing myself from the point of view of an FA.  A brilliant, shining light was permanently flipped on inside of me. I can still hear my mother telling me this as a child: "Beauty comes from within, once you find it, everybody sees it. Almost like a glow the radiates from you." Self confidence is one of the strongest powers a person can possess, in my opinion.
Well thats all for tonight!
Taytay