Guest footballmad Posted March 27 Share Posted March 27 Hey guys! I'm Ruby and I'm a 19 year old woman. I've been very slim my entire life and on my 18th birthday I weighed around 116lbs at the time which is on the lower scale of healthy for my height (I'm 5'4). Throughout my life I've been a big eater and this continued as I became an adult yet I experienced zero weight gain. Up until this point I've looked like a teenager but in the past few months, since spring of 23 (I turned 19 in October 23), everything has flipped on its head. I'm quickly heading to becoming classed as obese. My waist has expanded massively, my boobs have grown massively and my once tiny thin legs are looking fat and I've not even mentioned my face. My face has just filled out massively and I've in the past two months developed a double chin. I'm 19 so I aint got that much money, hardly any of my clothes fit and I can't afford to massively change out my closet. And when I reached 130lbs back in September of 23 I immediately stopped eating as much and started eating very healthily. But nope nothing has changed, this is what I've weighed in at in the past few months. October 22 - 116 January 23 - 117 February 23 - 115 March 23 - 117 April 23 - 120 May 23 - 123 June 23 - 126 July 23 - 127 August 23 - 128 September 23 - 132 October 23 - 134 November 23 - 136 December 23 - 140 January 24 - 143 February 24 - 149 March 24 - 153 I'm really losing faith and considering giving up on this and just giving in. I'm really struggling mentally and have resorted to binge eating due to me starving myself then eating a lot of food. I've had conversations with many people and whatever I've tried has failed. I'm honestly considering forgetting a diet and eating what I want, I just want myself to be happy again, rather than having a beach bod. I'd honestly just feel a whole more attractive and happy if I was jus enjoying life and eating what I want, when I want. Maybe I'm just not meant to be thin and I'm destined to have curves. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lw4444 Posted March 27 Share Posted March 27 Just do what makes you happy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FitGuy123 Posted March 27 Share Posted March 27 Exercise consistently and things will improve. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
extra_m13 Posted March 27 Share Posted March 27 my lady is 5'1 and currently almost 220pounds, but she started at 120pounds 10 years ago, my thinking it that she could have enjoyed the journey a lot more if she took a more relaxed stance towards having some curves. empee 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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