I'm at my wits end with this fetish...

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i think you posted this on another thread but... i will answer only. this is a very common situation mate. you don't say how old are you but i am guessing you are younger than me. i can assure it is the same struggle for people with 'regular' tastes. it is just plain difficult to find another person and to have it all, a nice relationship, fun, passion and to satisfy our kinks at the same time. but, we just gotta keep looking, there is no other way, she will definitely not come to our door one day. and while apps may help, there are other complementary ways. don't know where you live but remember that we have more and more public dating places for large woman and well, it is just about being patient i guess. cheer up.