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Yes yes YESSS! So I've finally hit 201lbs!!! And I just had to blog this!!!Apart from the obvious struggles of being an actual fat girl now like - struggling to cross my legs, having to sit down when putting my shoes on,feeling a Lil extra tired etc.. I am actually feeling great in myself!! So you are probably wondering where do I go from here? Am I gonna continue to gain more weight? Erm hell yes! My next goal is 220lbs!! Lets do this!!🙌🏽
Gs X x

Ok so I've had some mixed reactions from my sudden gain..starting with my mum that noticed I put some timber on a few months ago now,she likes to tell me how prettier I am and how healthier I'm looking at moment,shes told me I'm glowing 🙈On the other hand my sis has done nothing but tease and wind me up the last month.. telling me how fat I'm getting, I get shy and laugh it off majority of the time. My sis has  always been one to rob and wear my clothes so this last month I gave her  majority of them I've outgrown. I work with a number of girls at my salon, I see them near enough every day, they haven't really said much apart from asking me how I've gained a bigger bum recently,they don't know I'm trying to gain,I've told them I'm doing less gym time but more squats. Personally I think they've noticed my overall gain but maybe don't wanna try and offend me by asking.. who know's.. I met up with a few friends not so long ago, I hadn't seen them since our girly holiday back in July 2016.. I was so nervous cos I knew they were gonna notice straight away 🙈 I literally must of tried breathing and sucking myself in for the first hour,pulling my dress away from clinging at my tummy before they said I've put on so much weight since they last saw me, I had to re-ask them if they honestly thought that or was they just saying it,I'm so use to my sis winding me up about it I actually thought they were! I'm guessing they wasn't tho and they were just be honest,I just went shy and changed the subject 🙊🙈 
anyway that's it for tonight,I'm off to get some beauty sleep. 
GS X x 
 

Just a quick update on my weight.. ok so I started at curvage weighing 9 and half stone maybe jus slightly less.. I stepped on the scales last week and I'm NOW weighing 10stone6!!!

I've always loved tattoos. I get a lot of people asking me 'do my tattoos mean anything to me? My answer is NO! The one tattoo I get asked about the most is 'mr wrong' on my left thigh..people probably think was i dating a bad guy that made me go out and get it or that I love bad guys.. but my answer is nahhh,it's actually just a song lyric from a well known song I loved at that time..and still do..crazy but true. 
I've got my belly,right nipple and tragus pierced, not really a massive lover of piercings but there's something about the nipple I find sexy, it hurt like crazy but i love ittt! im not into facial piercings and never will be. 
I have an obsession with pouty lips they are probably my favourite feature on my face right now,they never was a few years back but having a salon and seeing all my girls get their lips done made me want to get my done,so I did!  
That's all I'm telling for tonight 😋
Goodnight,
Goddess Shar X x