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This is something I've wanted to share for a while now. As some of you know, I really enjoy writing. I'm not the best at it but I have always loved weight gain stories and it has been a dream of mine for a while now to someday share my own. I have been working on this saga for almost 6 months. I am going to start sharing bits and pieces with it on this thread. I'm thinking one part a week for the next few weeks. It's as honest as it gets. So here we go Be gentle, this is my first time doing something like this! Hope you enjoy --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- CASEY'S STORY I vividly remember being in 2nd grade when I first started to understand the concept of weight. I went to a Catholic school where we made our first communion in 2nd grade. Girls got beautiful pretty white dresses to wear for the ceremony. I remember going to get mine with my mother. It was beautiful. The day of my first communion came and my mom went to get me ready, only the dress wouldn't zip. I had outgrown it. Being only 7 years old, I had no idea what was going on. It was the first time in my life I ever realized body could change so fast. I remember being in 2nd grade, and being the only girl in my class who had to watch what she ate, because inevitably my mother became paranoid about my weight after that.... I continued to struggle throughout elementary school a little bit chubbier than my friends, but never huge. I used to get off the bus after school and hid my snack wrappers in between the couch cushions so my mother wouldn't see. The fixation with over indulgence was always there and I knew it was wrong. Middle school came along and with that came the changes to my body from puberty. I grew into my figure a bit and was more "average" sized compared to my friends. I was no longer the chubby girl, but I was still obsessed with food. I suppressed my fixation with food for so long. Until I was 18 years old, I was a competitive figure skater. In high school, I developed the unhealthy habit of both starvation and occasionally binge eating. This destroyed my metabolism, which is why later on it was so easy for me to BLOW up. But we will get into that later. High school was weird and confusing. I was skinny, but I was obsessed with my belly. Unaware of what feederism was, I always resented myself for this curiosity because it made me feel like a freak. Why couldn't I just want to be skinny like the other girls? I'd starve myself for weeks leading up to a skating competition and then when it was over, I remember I would eat so much so fast until it made me absolutely sick. I vividly remember the sensation of my belly being so full with so much food. It turned me on more than any guy ever had. It was so hard because it was SO confusing. It wasn't normal and it wasn't right. I was so lost in my thoughts and scared of this desire inside me. There were a handful of guys I dated in high school. There was one guy, however, who changed me. I had awful period cramps one night, so my boyfriend at the time rubbed my belly. It was thin then, but the sensation of having my belly rubbed gently and sensually was so erotic and satisfying. I became obsessed with it. I would fake period cramps sometimes just to get him to rub my belly for me. When we cuddled, I would move his hands onto my little belly. I was obsessed, but still not gaining. My senior year was when my over eating started to take it's true form. I was no longer skating, so I wasn't starving myself. I still knew I needed to be thin because that was the social norm. So instead, I would get home from school every day and stuff myself like crazy. Everything in the kitchen. Bags of chips, donuts, cheese, slices of bread, anything I could sneak away and get my hands on. My parents would come home and I'd eat dinner with them as if I wasn't already so full. And then before bed I would pretend to take a shower and purge myself in the bathroom to maintain my small figure. I wanted the fullness and the food, but was afraid to let my body take it's true form. This all changed in college..... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- More? Make sure you follow this thread to get updates when I post them!

Hi, So I am back after a while when I needed a break from social media. I have stayed at a similar weight but am now back and want to share with you my journey and I hope you like my content! I hope to keep adding photos and videos. Let me know what you would like me to do and I will try to do something. Keep a look out for them! Becclescake 😊

Hello everyone, Pixie pot pie here- I’m on a journey to gain weight and be beautiful! I have a pot belly and want an even bigger one. The bigger the better. Come watch me eat and help me on my way to my goal 🥧

I’m trying to drink milkshakes everyday- but one small glass isn’t enough. I’m blending chocolate milk with vanilla ice cream. Its super thick and I am having trouble sucking it through the straw 💁🏻‍♀️ One of these huge milkshakes a day and I’ll be growing every minute!

Well hello again! Maybe third time will be the charm with this. When I first came here, someone made a thread for me and it had lots of pictures of me at different weights over the years. It was nice because you could see the changes but I'll have to do this without those photos. That thread died as quickly as it was born, thanks to the ChrisChan catfish bomb that was dropped. 😬 Long story short, someone saw the pictures in the thread and said they looked like the same girl involved in a catfishing of ChrisChan. It was news to me, I sort of didn't believe it at first, but then he sent some links and I was like 😮 woooowwww! Sure enough, someone used my old pictures from Facebook, Instagram and other photos that I sent to them directly, which made it obvious who was behind it. Shame, shame, btw. I didn't know who Chris Chan was. I did a little research, found that he was a vulnerable person, a easy target which just makes the whole thing look that much worse for the person who did it. Pick on someone of your own mental capacity, maybe? Better yet, don't catfish people at all. I've thought about contacting ChrisChan so that he would know for sure that he was never actually talking to me, but from what I saw, the internet did a pretty good job of proving to him that it wasn't me. So it's probably better to just let it rest in peace. Aaaaaanyway. A little while after that, I made a thread for myself, but obviously didn't know what I was doing. 😄 It's ok. I've been learning a lot since then and I've been having fun interacting with people through PM's and stuff. A very helpful moderator suggested making a gorJESS thread, so here I am! I still don't know what belongs in a thread... it looks like some of the models start with a backstory of their weight gain journey, but I kind of already explained that in a blog post. Now I realize it would've been a better idea to put that here but 🤷‍♀️ woopsies! I learn new things every day here lol. It's been a bit of a ride here. I've had some ups and downs, but usually the downs are mostly fabricated in my head. That's what overthinking does. I struggled in the beginning with uploads... I could write a whole thing about that, but... once that was finally taken care of, I've been having a fantastic time here. This is such a nice place to be on the internet. So far I've seen a lot of support and encouragement among users. There seems to be one aspect that sort of promotes competition but I'm not here for that. I've seen some very pretty women around here and I think that what they're doing is wonderful. I believe that women can empower each other more than anything else and there's no sense in competing. What I like the best about this place is the variety. So many people with so many different preferences! Talking to new people has opened my mind even more and I plan to stick around! As of right now, I have a little goal of 180 lbs. I was 147 when I got here and am currently about 157. At my heaviest I was 186lbs in 2016. My favorite part of all of it was the feeling of freedom to eat as I pleased. The societal pressure to be thin was no longer on my radar. It was a happy, free feeling. My favorite part of the gain was in my bra, lol. Anyone who has been interacting with me knows how I feel about the boobies!!! 😆 I think it's sexy to have a more squeezable body and I'm looking forward to the rest of this journey. I thank you all so much for your kind words, support, encouragement and love. I'll throw some pictures on here and then I'm going outside to tan my legs! It's very hot and sunny today yesss. 😎 But I'll be around! XXXO! ❤️Jess