Ayumi_Chan

I may not be completely Asian, but when my Asian side shows, I choose Anime. Dos Equis

I'm kind of asking because I am planning to do a video soon where I talk about what I've been watching/reading and kind of review stuff. I just wanted to know what you guys were in to currently, or anything in general?

Lol I love the camera, and hopefully the camera loves me! :3 lol I just really like to do videos, and I was excited since I finally had time to do one!

Thank you, Wilan. You are a delight yourself.

Welcome back! Very nice to hear that you'll be back,on the site once again!

I think you might misunderstand, I'm not upset. I was just letting everyone know in general so I don't have to re-answer people if they ask about the video quality. Normally, while my webcamera doesn't take the best videos, I haven't experienced quality issues like this when recording to YouTube, so I highly believe it's something on DailyMotion's end affecting the video.

I should have added this in the original post, but I recorded and uploaded straight from my webcam to dailymotion, as in, I did not record, save, and then upload, but rather went to the Dailymotion site and recorded my video there. I've had issues recording first and then uploading to sites before, so I prefer not to. However for some reason, I wasn't able to use YouTube, so I'm going to look into that after work. So, hopefully the next video is able to either be done on my DSLR camera, or via my YouTube account.

However, consider the possibility that online you can't read vocal intonation and that with the absence of any "lol", "jk," or even a "=P", it can be hard to discern whether or not it was meant to be absurd or not.

Don't forget to add open and honest communication as well. =) Congrats on the pregnancy by the way! That is a very exciting thing!

Unfortunately I uploaded straight to Dailymotion via my webcam, so there's not much I can do about the quality. =/ If I could have uploaded to YouTube, I would have. The only way for me to do a shorter video is if I made another video. I unfortunately don't have time to really re-do the video per se.

YES YOU ARE!!! =D I do what I can to entice excitement from the community. It seems like my work here is done. lol THE TRAIN HAS ARRIVED IN THE STATION.

Argh, had to rewrite this as I pressd the wrong button. Many of you have been patient, and with your patience, you have earned a reward in the form of NEW CONTENT!!! *Achievement Unlocked!* 8) I want to say thank you to you guys for waiting patiently for me to get a new video uploaded and new content for you guys. I know you guys would like to see updates more often, however after reaching my goal weight, I kind of wanted to see where things progressed. It also seems like it's far easier to see if any weight was gained or not if there's some time between updates as well. Anyways, so I wasn't able to get as many photos edited as I would have liked, however, I have 5 new photos for you guys to look at. They are of me in a new swimsuit top! The bottoms I'm wearing are underwear as I haven't found bottoms I liked. So perhaps once I get new bottoms, I'll take new photos as my schedule allows! I will try and get more photos edited as well from the small set I took of just my swim suit top and underwear as I have a couple more. I just haven't had a lot of time to edit personal photos as much. So if I can, I'll get a few more up tomorrow. The video I made has 2, that's right, TWO PARTS. Not only did I include a documentation, but I also included my measurements, my current weight, ANNNNND me trying on old clothes I used to wear a lot from 3-4 years ago when I started my journey of gaining. I had to do the videos on DailyMotion because YouTube wouldn't let me upload for some reason... =/ Oh well. The 2 part thing is probably because DailyMotion couldn't handle all my sexiness. So please enjoy and let me know what you think! I'll be making another video within a week to kind of talk about what my goals for my weight is, how things have changed since about 3-4 years ago, and any questions you guys may want me to answer. So if you have any questions, please feel free to leave them below! But I hope you guys enjoy this extra special content delivery and let me know what you think! =D Here is Part 1: (Sorry if it skips or sucks, again, I wasn't able to use YouTube... =/ DailyMotion can't handle my sexiness) Videos you might like (I know I said "Weight Gain Documentation video" in the first part, but that was purely because I was very used to saying it. I am NOT, I REPEAT, NOT actively gaining. Just wanted to throw that out there.) Here's Part 2: (Again, sorry if it skips or quality sucks... =/ Damn YouTube.) Videos you might like Have an awesome rest of the week everyone! =D [EDIT] Added proof of my weight. Just took it on my cell phone.

It'll still be a few hours. I'm currently still at work atm for another couple of hours, then when I get home I have to finish editing a couple photos for a photography job I did, edit a couple of my photos, and make sure my video uploaded right. Timeframe wise, I should have everything up no later than 5 hours from now.

Thanks KFD! =D I took it on my birthday. While I won't have everything uploaded till tomorrow night, I thought this was appropriate:

I was about to say, I know when my dad found out about me gaining, it was a similar tune, but one that was more about the concern of my choices and the reprocussions of those choices. Of course he said that I was an adult and could make my own decisions, but I too am a bit skeptical of this.

Hey now, as a woman who used to be really skinny (115ish lbs), I don't really find that comment to be tasteful. Sure thinner women don't have as much chub or places to grab onto, but they do make good lovers and sexual partners. Though, I'm sure many FA's have also gotten questioned about how you can have sex with a fat chick as if they are a different species than a thin chick. So, honestly I don't see why you can find it in good taste to say something like that. It's kind of insulting if you think about it. =/

When I was thinner, I was a bit more flexible in terms of the positions I could physically do, so there's that. But sex with a thin girl is no different than with a fat girl. Was there a difference between kissing a thin girl as opposed to a fat girl? probably not. So don't build it up in your head that the act of sex with a thin girl is somehow different. You'll still kiss her, caress her, fondle her, warm her up, penetrate her, thrust inside of her, orgasm, and pretty much whatever else you did with a BBW while initiating and having sex. Or are you asking how to mentally handle the difference between having sex with a thin girl as opposed to a fat girl? Because if that's the case, don't put so much stress on her body type. Yes, I know body type has a lot to do with physical attraction, but if you like her for who she is, and are attracted to her, it won't be so difficult to have sex with her. See her as the woman she is, not just the body she is. See her for all of her, not just the fat that is on her body. Focus on the moment and appreciate her while having sex, don't pressure yourself into reminding yourself during sex about the difference in weight.

Why thank you! I'm sure there are many people curious as to what my current weight is now, and after Wednesday it will no longer be a surprise.

The avatar is new! And I'm always on curvage. I just try to stay off the image part of the site and more on the discussion threads so as to not get any questionable remarks from coworkers. lol

Anyways, sorry for not having updated my thread recently. I've been busy catching up with some photography editing work since I've been sick. The only time I've had a break is at my day job, so that's why you guys may have seen me active on the forums as I usually just stay in the discussion threads in case someone were to walk by my cubicle and peek at what I'm looking at on my phone lol. For me, summer has always been busy with parties and social events and photography, so that's why I don't always update my thread as much in the summer time. But I finally caught a break and will be able to do a video for you guys this weekend! I'll have it uploaded along with a few new pics for you guys too! I should have everything uploaded by Wednesday. Thanks to those of you that have been patient with me. Hope you guys have an awesome weekend!

I thought I asked you to kindly stay the hell off my thread. I don't like your comments, nor your attitude towards me and my choice to gain or not gain. I'm not here for your criticism. So stay off.

I honestly prefer tornado alley. Because even if there are tornadoes, most of the time it's such a gamble. Like a house across the street could be hit and yours will be fine. We've had a smaller tornado hit my parent's area and it literally hopscotched. A house a block away got pummelled but my parent's were fine, but my uncle's a few neighborhoods over got some damage too. Then again, we do have storm cellars/basements for these situations, so I guess for us it's not as big of a thing. It still sucks to lose stuff, but it's a bit bearable.

I agree, most times, in Nebraska, it's often too cold for snow, we didn't even get a foot of snow here if I recall correctly this past year. And the wind bites hard... especially in the upper Midwest. But I love the summertime for the storms. Though most times it's a crapshoot as we get powerful storms, but not quite the conditions needed for a tornado, though we did get a couple on mother's day. I do love to do lightning photography. I would rather live in tornado alley over hurricane prone areas though. With my asthma though, the humidity kills me during the summer. If you mix the allergies I have into the equation as well, I sometimes find it hard to be outside for more than an hour.

90* And rising here in Nebraska... should see it go up a little before 4pm. While we do get all 4 seasons, our winters are unreasonably cold and our summers get ridiculously hot. But spring and fall are where it's at. Lol

I just try not to think about it, but when it happens, it's hard to stop the train of thought that leads to my heart beat increasing and the like. But after a while, I talk my self down and tell myself that things are okay and that what's happening is just a response of my body. I've had it looked at by my doc and we've done 2 holter monitors which showed it just being palpitations. No rhyme or reason. So, I'm on a beta blocker now in order to combat the anxiety. Because what triggered my first panic attack about a year ago was the fact that my heart rate would increase without warning and cause an uncomfortable feeling in my chest. At that point, that's when I would worry about having a heart attack at that moment. Then from that point on, I've had anxiety related to the thoughts of another panic attack, or having a heart condition. Which I don't worry about it as much due to the fact that I'm on medication from my doctor.