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The pandemic was in full swing, furloughed from work. I would go to the food store in the middle of night less people waiting to be let in to pick up items i felt i needed to stock up on. I was so stressed from less than 3 months into this once in a lifetime world event. I was also stress eating as well and it was showing my size 22 tall women's jeans were busting at the seams and the zipper could barely contain lower belly , which was on the verge of becoming an apron. After i had gotten my rolls of toilet paper LOL I swung by the bakery department to load up on my stress relievers any cake or pastry. I loaded up and was slightly embarrassed by the amount of cakes i was buying. On my way out trying to maneuver around a young man stocking the shelves I heard him say "Hello Petra , How are you doing?". Caught off guard not recognizing him as we were both masked and gloved , he was wearing a clear plastic face shield also. It was my neighbors nephew , He had come up to stay with him prior to the pandemic to help him out as he had health issues to overcome. It was an opportunity for the young man to experience a different part of the country. Mike was a real sweet young man with a mid western accent and demeanor. He was eyeing up my cart of goodies , when he mentioned that the grocery store had started doing deliveries. And would i be interested? Mike said he was going to start doing that next week and since he lived just down the lane from me it wouldn't be a hassle to drop them off. Besides this way i could try to stay safe as he slipped up and said the covid was hitting obese people pretty hard. Mike realized right away what had slipped out as he stumbled through an apology and started to get beet red... Ugh I thought not only the cart full of cake but the way his eyes had looked at my belly was the reason for the slip up. I could see in his eye's a kindness ,like the look a puppy dog gives you. Oh as my initial embarrassment melted and reason took over. I said " Yes , Michael that sounds lie a great idea." He said its Mike and I'll drop your order off next week. Just text me that you are putting an order in as he asked for my number. I checked out walked to my car my phone vibrated to an incoming message . When i opened it . It was Mike apologizing again for the slip up and saying he would make it up to me. Hmmm as my 55 year old brain temporarily slipped into a cougar fantasy. The reasoning part of my brain said stop that thought as i loaded my groceries looking at all my goodies. I'll just drown that thought in sugary carbs. 4 days later i get a text from Mike mentioning he was working today and it would be good time for me to order. I still had goodies and wasn't ready for another order , but what the hell. Never like to turndown more food. I did my order try to make healthy choices, tapped send. Not even 4 minutes later Mike texts and asks can i make a few substitutions? Trust me you won't be disappointed. Oh I'm thinking was it not healthy enough. Mike was tall lean , solid build. Maybe he's a vegetarian I'm thinking. I text back go ahead you have free reign to do that. A little later my amazon order arrived and as I'm squeezing into my new size 26 jeans, damn I hear a car horn beep and I can see Mike coming down the dirt lane. I started jumping up and down to get these jeans over my ass and belly , I take a deep breath in and button and zip in one smooth motion. Slightly out of breath i walk out the door onto my front deck. Mike is standing at the bottom of the stair and asks if i'm all right . I was still beat red from that frantic squeezing into my jeans. Hoping they wouldn't burst open. In Mikes hands was a plastic tray of strawberries dipped in dark chocolate , oh my heart melted as he handed them to me. I could see him glancing at my belly as that was eye level for him two steps down. He said this is my apology for calling you obese, you really are a very attractive zaftig women. I quickly blushed as i felt my cheeks getting even redder. He said my Uncle mentioned you many times when the family would call him during a winter snowstorm concerned if he could get out.He'd always the Petra the big lady down street plowed me out. I just mumbled i enjoyed being out in the snow. Plowing with my truck gave the opportunity to be outside more. Mike then grabbed the rest of the groceries and put them up on the deck , trying to stick to that at least 6" rule when outside. I thanked Mike he refused the tip I wanted to give him. As he glanced over his shoulder on the way to his car he said " Eat up with a sly mischievous grin" . I brought the bags in an they were loaded with the same type goodies I had bought the first time. There was healthy snacks and a huge jar of peanut butter. Oh i so love peanut butter. Mike had left a note that the raw veggies might taste better slathered in peanut butter with a side order of a Hershey chocolate bar. Oh this young man knew how to get to my heart it was through my stomach. As the weeks went by ever 4 days Mike would be dropping off my order, I could tell i was getting more than i ordered and he would always comment on how beautiful i looked ,like i was glowing. Well that a term used for younger pregnant women but my belly was growing approaching what looked like i was carrying triplets. I had long given up on order more jeans , i took to wearing wrap skirts and comfortable tops. Though i'd wear something tight almost inviting when i got my groceries delivered . Last week when Mike delivered my order he had a case of Boost. He knew i loved my chocolate milk. Mike said I might enjoy these, see i love chocolate milk when i have pizza ,, yeah i know quirky. He said you are really blossoming into a unique creature of beauty. As i blushed i asked him do like fat girls, now it was his time to blush. I asked why more so that it wasn't a fetish thing. He talked about how when he was young the whole family would go to this lake to go swimming . One of the life guard was a very round shaped girl. Cookie was her name she was about 22 he was 6. She had taught him how to swim from the turtle float to being able to swim underwater. Cookie was just one of these maternal type woman , she was just born that way. He said one time during the lesson he had gotten water up his nose and started to flail and panic. Cookie just scooped him up in her arms, it was then for the first time that he noticed the softness of her body. It was a feeling so comforting and safe that he can still feel that sensation , still get that feeling of security. Thats why he loves bigger women , the security from their warm fleshiness. He confessed he liked seeing me gain weight, getting rounder softer more voluptuous each week. I asked him if he wanted a hug, meekly he said please. Ok not out here on the deck. We walked into my kitchen and i gently took him into my arms. Embracing him gently allowing him to feel my body ,smell the scent of my body wash . It wasn't a sexual hug but more of one a mutual need to hold someone and that human connection only a hug could give after a few minutes he said he had to leave. Wow the endorphins spinning in my brain were like that feeling you have after sex , of everything is good in the world. He popped his head back in and said i hope you like those drinks i bought you , i'll bring more next week. He then said i love seeing you in those flowy skirts and tight tops as he disappeared out the door. I was a bit flustered as to where this was headed, it had been years since i had sex and menopause hasn't helped my desire. But that lingering hug that feeling of him melting into my folds was almost better than any sex i've had in the last ten years. Each week as i waited for my groceries , that giddiness of a warm embrace. I was like a teenager , but i knew it was borderline wrong. Mike should find a younger women to grow , one who could enjoy his soft caring nature. Have a life of growing together as companions, a life for him and her. Hopefully he'll find some to dote his attention on as well as food. In the year and a half of my food deliveries the peanut butter and Boost I gained almost a hundred and twenty five pounds. Yeah it was getting harder to bend over get around , i needed a lot more rests and naps. But those weekly hugs and now wanting to gain, as a subtle thank you too Mike. Mike had mentioned a few times that he would be heading home as his Uncle was finally now getting around after his bi lateral knee replacement. This had really spun me into a bit of depression and i was binge eating constantly. The day of my grocery delivery i got up early and decided to take a bath, as i was lounging in the tub It didn't take me long to realize what the fuck was i thinking. I'm stuck , i try rolling , I can't , my belly is in the way ugh this is not what i was expecting today. I hear Mike honk the horn , then he honks again . I yell out i'm in here , could you Please come inside. I hear the screen slam as Mike starts calling out my name. I tell him I'm in the bathroom and i could use a hand. Like the gentleman he is , i hear a knock on the door asking if he can come in. I say yes but you have to look away , I'm stuck in the tub and i need a hand to get out..Mike come in and grabs a towel from the shelve opens it and looking away ,,,ever the gentleman spreads it out to cover my breasts. I tell him i need a hand to stand up, we try a few different positons . Finally i say you'll have to straddle me one foot in the tub one out and pull me up. At this point i'm so passed being embarrassed i tell him open your eyes . The was a momentary deer in the headlight look from him when he could now see me in my birthday suit. I tell him you'll have to bend over put your arms around me squeeze me tight and i'll push up with my arm and pull on the grab bar. Sweet jesus i hope that grab bar holds. With a big one-two -three PULL i yell out , I slowly groan and strain to a standing position. As i'm standing there in my tub still soaking wet and not feeling the least bit feminine or sexy . Mike looks into my eyes and leans in and kisses me. Oh my my heart is fluttering like a teenage girl kissed for the first time. As out tongues probe each others lips and mouths i can feel Mikes hands exploring my body , this one time i'm giving into my desires , my desires to be a cougar and take this young man as my prey , my trophy i can keep in my heart this one afternoon. Mike leads me to my bedroom by the hand , helps me lay down and proceeds to kiss me and working his way down , caressing ,kneading my fleshy belly tenderly . I moaned please let me make you feel good ,he say's no enjoy this . Enjoy this like i am while i worship your body. I literally thought i was going to die from the orgasm's i experienced in that hour of loving, caressing, bonding physically with another human being. As we laid there in the afterglow i nuzzled my head on his chest as i slowly drew hearts on it with my finger. We joked that i should stick to showers from now on. I told Mike how much i was going to miss him , i was heartbroken. I would miss my friend. I asked him how he knew exactly to pleasure a women my size. He said his Uncle Jerry told him everything he should do. I was a little aghast that i was being talked about like this, starting to feel like i was a conquest for him. He told me his Uncle Jerry loved big women the bigger the better. Wow i never got that from him whenever i ran into him. I thought Jerry was a player a real ladies man, he would play in jazz bands on weekends as a trumpet player. Mike told me that his Uncle had volunteered to pick up my groceries and deliver them. Mike told me his friend who was going to do his job, exactly the types of food i needed and Uncle Jerry would double check that everything was there. Two weeks later i hear a knock on my screen door. As i answer it , it's Jerry. You ever get that feeling when someone looks you in the eye , you know they want you as there next meal. Jerry brings my groceries in and he i offer him a cup of coffee. He say's let me get that for you " I don't want you burning any extra calories " As we chatted over coffee , getting along like i had known him my entire life. We talked about the up coming winter i had concerns as my mobility wasn't as great anymore afraid of falling on the snow and my truck cab was getting harder to gettin and out of. Jerry with a sly grin said i heard about the tub incident, oh shit now'll he'll think i'm a loose woman. He said can i see the tub.? I took him to the bathroom and he says "If you'll let me I'd like to put a walk in shower with a bench seat "We can't let a beauty like you slip and fall" As i turn i could feel his hand on my hip guiding me in the small bathroom. At the kitchen table he pulled out my chair , Oh i can see where Mike learned all his manners and Jerry was talking this to the next level. About three hours later an a dozen and half donuts later ,each one handed to me once i finished one . Jerry said he had to leave , he turned at the door. I ordered something you might like. I asked what it was. He said apetamin syrup. I think you'll like it , walked back gave me a hug. Oh i liked how this felt , like my soul found its mate. I know i let out a sigh .Jerry said this is my way of saying thank you for all the years of plowing the road so he could get out, bring my mail to my backdoor and any package left at the mailboxes. Now if you'll let me take care of you, a woman like you shouldn't have to lift finger for anything other than enjoying the simple pleasures an expanding life will bring. As the door shut , I thought wow , I wonder if he knows how to reinforce my kingsize bed to keep it from collapsing as i started to finish off the next 6 donuts and washing it down with my beverage of choice Boost.