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Hi cutie, I know what you’re thinking.. have you seen me before? 🤭🤔 that’s right.. Ive had a account on here before but decided to delete it. Because I felt overwhelmed by how the approach was. But… and it’s a big butt 🤫😂 the Ceo of the site convinced me to come back.. and I’m glad I made this choice.. to properly introduce myself.. my name is Lief. I am 29 years old and my birthday is on September 19th. 🥰 I live in the Netherlands and I love taking adventures. be aware my topics are not about fast gain or promoting unhealthy habits. My topic is about my journey with food in a healthy, fun loving way. since I was diagnosed with Endometriosis (13 July 2022) I’ve had some difficulties with my self image and I struggled. That’s why I want to not only take things slow but also enjoy my life. No matter what shape or size I am.. Intrigued ? Follow the topic and hop on this journey with me 😎 Some before & how I am now pictures. 🚗

Well hello again! Maybe third time will be the charm with this. When I first came here, someone made a thread for me and it had lots of pictures of me at different weights over the years. It was nice because you could see the changes but I'll have to do this without those photos. That thread died as quickly as it was born, thanks to the ChrisChan catfish bomb that was dropped. 😬 Long story short, someone saw the pictures in the thread and said they looked like the same girl involved in a catfishing of ChrisChan. It was news to me, I sort of didn't believe it at first, but then he sent some links and I was like 😮 woooowwww! Sure enough, someone used my old pictures from Facebook, Instagram and other photos that I sent to them directly, which made it obvious who was behind it. Shame, shame, btw. I didn't know who Chris Chan was. I did a little research, found that he was a vulnerable person, a easy target which just makes the whole thing look that much worse for the person who did it. Pick on someone of your own mental capacity, maybe? Better yet, don't catfish people at all. I've thought about contacting ChrisChan so that he would know for sure that he was never actually talking to me, but from what I saw, the internet did a pretty good job of proving to him that it wasn't me. So it's probably better to just let it rest in peace. Aaaaaanyway. A little while after that, I made a thread for myself, but obviously didn't know what I was doing. 😄 It's ok. I've been learning a lot since then and I've been having fun interacting with people through PM's and stuff. A very helpful moderator suggested making a gorJESS thread, so here I am! I still don't know what belongs in a thread... it looks like some of the models start with a backstory of their weight gain journey, but I kind of already explained that in a blog post. Now I realize it would've been a better idea to put that here but 🤷‍♀️ woopsies! I learn new things every day here lol. It's been a bit of a ride here. I've had some ups and downs, but usually the downs are mostly fabricated in my head. That's what overthinking does. I struggled in the beginning with uploads... I could write a whole thing about that, but... once that was finally taken care of, I've been having a fantastic time here. This is such a nice place to be on the internet. So far I've seen a lot of support and encouragement among users. There seems to be one aspect that sort of promotes competition but I'm not here for that. I've seen some very pretty women around here and I think that what they're doing is wonderful. I believe that women can empower each other more than anything else and there's no sense in competing. What I like the best about this place is the variety. So many people with so many different preferences! Talking to new people has opened my mind even more and I plan to stick around! As of right now, I have a little goal of 180 lbs. I was 147 when I got here and am currently about 157. At my heaviest I was 186lbs in 2016. My favorite part of all of it was the feeling of freedom to eat as I pleased. The societal pressure to be thin was no longer on my radar. It was a happy, free feeling. My favorite part of the gain was in my bra, lol. Anyone who has been interacting with me knows how I feel about the boobies!!! 😆 I think it's sexy to have a more squeezable body and I'm looking forward to the rest of this journey. I thank you all so much for your kind words, support, encouragement and love. I'll throw some pictures on here and then I'm going outside to tan my legs! It's very hot and sunny today yesss. 😎 But I'll be around! XXXO! ❤️Jess

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