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I was always told to be lady like. To cover up. Don’t eat too much, you’ll get fat. As I watched the screen I realized how beautiful I still was. I rediscovered my curves- the desirable ones and the not so desirable. Society is funny, you’re taught that some things just aren’t acceptable. Like being fat is a curse and if you’re fat no one wants to see you naked. I’m setting out to help change that. I’m here to celebrate that I look so damned good. I started to gain steadily in high school. I got happy fat with my then boyfriend, who had an enormous belly. After we broke up I slimmed back down and tried to stay down. I really took for granted my teenage body, thinking things would always be this way. I got a belly ring, bought lots of jeans. I took selfies before there was a word for it. I always had a pretty face and I had developed early in life. My life took a bit of turbulence as lives tend to do. As a result I lost my appetite. Food didn’t taste right. I ate for nourishment and out of necessity. I was like this for a while. But I did a considerable amount of drinking- we’ll just call it sarsaparilla. All the sugar and carbs made me blow up and I didn’t notice. I mean sure, a new stretch mark here and there. But then the legs of my panties were getting too tight. At one point I was so uncomfortable I took my panties off and tried to stretch them to better suit my luscious thighs. riiiip! I laid down in bed one night and realized that I had an underbelly. I had always had a cute little jelly roll under my navel that I could never hide by sucking in. I grew to like it. But now I had two jelly rolls and the top one was getting bigger by the day. And that’s when my appetite returned. I began to comfort myself with all my favorite foods. I stopped eating things I didn’t really care for and only wanted the best. I watch the cake grow smaller and smaller as the me on the screen devours it. I note the very moment I take a bite of straight coconut and frosting that’s much too rich on its own without the delicate, fluffy cake to balance it. I start to wipe it off on myself. That’s when I really start to enjoy my cake. That’s when I fulfilled a long time fantasy of mine. The cold squish of the frosting on my rump was so decadent that I can’t help but make an excited noise. I once believed that at some point my weight would even out, I’d reach a size and maintain it. I used to want to be a dancer but thought no one would want to see me, let alone pay me for my talents. I still dance alone when the mood strikes me. But I digress. My weight hasn’t evened out and I am still gaining. I’m the biggest I have ever been and remarkably the most confident I’ve ever been. I share things on Curvage I’ve never shared before. I’ve done things for my followers that I have never done before. And that’s why I’m here. My first photo set is full of great shots, some are completely humiliating. This is the first time I show my bare belly as it looks now and I want you to see it. The video I just shot is amazing. I did a cake eating video my way and had fun doing it. My only regret is that I didn’t start sooner. Some upcoming things you can expect from me (besides the aforementioned cake video) are a before and after picture set. I have recovered some old photos of me from a few years ago and I plan to recreate them looking as I do now. Trust me, they’re a must see! I also would like to hear from you, remember I’m new and really shy so be gentle with me. I crave your hungry eyes on me. Remember to tip the Curvage Models. We need your support to keep our figures and plus sized clothing ain’t cheap! xoxo, Katy Swift