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My entire life up until this point, I was a workout queen and as my grandfather used to call me, I was a "skinny minny." I've always being very thin and started to become fit once I discovered running and going to the gym. 140 lbs was FAT for me and I literally would not allow anyone to see me naked if I wasn't under 130 lbs. I used to hide my body under the covers before having sex and I would cover myself when getting up from bed after having sex. I was totally weight conscious. I was OBSESSED with being thin. My older sister was "overweight." My cousins were "overweight." My mother used to fluctuate with her weight. I got used to being identified as the smallest person in the room. I AM almost 200 lbs. 29 more lbs and I will be right there. I can basically eat 29 lbs in food and be 200 right this second! It is incredible how different it is to be the chubby girl in the room and not even realize it most of the time...unless of course, I have to squeeze through a small space or my too small pants rip and tear in public. Somedays, I don't even know how FAT i've grown. I recognize it when I am filming myself or really gripping and grasping onto my curves at special moments. The other day, I was walking down the street to a convenience store a few blocks from my house. As I was walking, I could actually FEEL my belly jiggling up and down, my thighs rubbing together and my body clinging to my clothing. It was amazingly different. I felt slightly embarrassed. The ME from a few years ago would have built a workout and diet plan the very next day. In fact, I probably would have strapped on my running shoes and went for a brisk run to ensure I would NEVER jiggle in my belly again. Instead, I went home and I ate, drank, put on music and relaxed. I am still incredibly shy, especially with these new curves. I have really grown and it shows. I guess the next time I hear someone say "WHOA! BIG GIRL COMING THROUGH!" They may be talking about me... Xoxo Cassandra Craves

Hello. So I was seeing someone who loved being trampled on by me i am around the 300 pound Mark. Is anyone interested in trampling on this site or is it mainly feeding gaining belly jiggling stuff.. (The pic is me trampling in heels) Thanks for reading