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Hello blog, it’s been a while ☺️🙆🏽 never did I imagine I would be sat here writing about my next goal in wanting to reach 250lbs. This is kinda crazy! Ok, so I’m not gonna get ahead of myself coz I still have like another 40lbs to go before I reach this but for the first time ever I am actually starting to think I CAN definitely do this! Like, In the past, I’ve always set myself realistic goals that I know I was able to reach.. this time round feels a little different tho..I’m starting to really enjoy it 🙈I’m actually loving getting fatter right now🙈 In the past, I always had that little worry of what others were gonna think of me, between me and you I think it kinda held me back and took some of the enjoyment outta it for me. I’ve stopped all that worrying now. I actually don’t even care what others think no more. Right now, I’m feeling good in myself. I’d be lying if I told you I don’t have the the odd day where I feel mega tired or a lil drained. Im not really moaning about that tho ..I actually sometimes kinda like those days..it gives me an excuse to lounge around, be lazy and just pig out all day☺️🐷 Vanilla flavour Gaining Shakes are becoming my number one obsession right now!!!OMG!!! I can’t stop drinking them 🙈I’m starting to get a lil obsessed with cake-away too 🙄🙈I was never one to order late night deserts but it’s becoming more and more of a thing now. My family and friends don't really say much about my weight gain anymore. It's weird. It's as if they have accepted it. Every once in a while my mum will make the odd comment.. like, if we are watching tv and a random slim brunette girl comes on.. she will be like 'you use to look like that' I tend to just laugh it off 🙈 Exercise has become a whole different ball game now. I can't really run anymore. Sit ups have become pretty much impossible for me to do. Even little tasks like attempting to try and touch my feet whilst sat up is just a big fat no. Anyway, I could sit here for hours and write you a whole damn book on my gain so far, but I have so much eating to do and goals to achieve right now 🙌🏽so, I'm going to sign off and leave it at that for tonight. 250lbs💥🙌🏽🙋🏼 I can do this!!!! 🙌🏽🐷 GS X x

I've always loved tattoos. I get a lot of people asking me 'do my tattoos mean anything to me? My answer is NO! The one tattoo I get asked about the most is 'mr wrong' on my left thigh..people probably think was i dating a bad guy that made me go out and get it or that I love bad guys.. but my answer is nahhh,it's actually just a song lyric from a well known song I loved at that time..and still do..crazy but true. I've got my belly,right nipple and tragus pierced, not really a massive lover of piercings but there's something about the nipple I find sexy, it hurt like crazy but i love ittt! im not into facial piercings and never will be. I have an obsession with pouty lips they are probably my favourite feature on my face right now,they never was a few years back but having a salon and seeing all my girls get their lips done made me want to get my done,so I did! That's all I'm telling for tonight 😋 Goodnight, Goddess Shar X x