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Hi there, thought I'd introduce myself here- I haven't anywhere else. Even when I was younger my weight fluctuated. As a 10-15 yo I was called all the familiar names, teased for not only my weight but for having a deep southern accent after moving to the west coast. As a teenager all of a sudden I blossomed and had curves where society said they belonged. I hung around catty girls who made fun of overweight people. I got married to a very violent man. After it was over, I was diagnosed with PTSD and needed to be heavily medicated. I grew as a side effect of my meds. I have HUGE stretch marks as a side effect of my pregnancies and also had gestational diabetes which has blossomed into pre-diabetes. In 2017 I was a size 20, lost weight, in 2019 127 and size 4. But I had deprived myself for SO long of carbs, all sugars, and social eating - one day I just caved. Don't even remember what kind of food it was... pizza night, French bread and cheese, breading on chicken, pancakes or real cheesecake. The rest is history. Last year I was a size 12. Today, I have no idea what size I am. I've been too self conscious to go shopping so I just wear old leggings and baggy sweaters. The same two. I just invested in pjs that fit and feel so soft, warm and sexy on my skin. They are a leopard print. You know, supposedly a "hot" or "sexy" print. But I don't feel it. I have tried everything to lose the weight again, but my body just wants to gain. I have asthma so it takes up a lot of money for my medication; heart disease, stroke and colon impactions run in my family. I'm trying to embrace this body, but I am concerned about dying too early for my son sometimes. And does anyone else have trouble with their belly sticking to itself when you scrub too hard and leaving rashes? Lol. Thank you for reading, if you've read this far and thank you SO MUCH for being such an amazing welcoming community.
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Well, I was due for a doctor's visit, and this one surely did not disappoint! This health update is not for the faint of heart, only for the truly devout hedonists and feeders 😈 Things really got put into motion in my last clip when I talked about needing to visit my doctor. She's been wanting to see me for some health goals she had set for me...since my health has just been completely ravished by my gains. She wanted me to loose weight and get some other things in line.....but we both know that was NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN! Be real, I'm too addicted to stuffing my fat face and getting massive to even attempt to care about my health right now. Anyways, in this visit she weighed me, and even I was surprised by my current number. Guess I really have been indulging! She also did some other tests for my sugar and such....well, I failed those. Even my BMI is out of control, and yes I calculated it for you! But perhaps what's most shocking is what she said at the end of the visit!!! Even I was floored, my gluttony really has gotten me in some serious trouble. But tbh, that's a future Freya problem. I'm too busy being a fat and hot hedon. I really only care about what brings me pleasure at the moment. I use the rest of this clip to talk a bit about my changing mobility. I can see it slowly fading away. Things I could once do and took for granted are now just a distant memory. But that's the fun in gaining, isn't it? Seeing your gluttony manifest a whole new body. Thank you for always pushing me to get even bigger and for supporting all my gains! If you love the taboo, this is for you 😈🐷 **** Clip features: health kink mobility talk, BMI, weight mention, taboo, doctor talk$11.99
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I've gained so much since I started my journey and I've loved every moment of it. As I gain I get more and more gluttonous. It's absolutely out of control at this point, but isn't that the fun of it?! But as I've gained I seem to have really destroyed my body, and there's no stopping at this point. I mean I'm already so far gone, why bother? But how far gone am I? Wouldn't you like to know 😈 Since the start of this gain, I've packed on the fat, pure lard. My body has become overtaken by it. With so much weight going to my belly, I know I'm destroying my organs. It's not good to have so much visceral fat, but here I am, continuing to grow myself. I know my diet of fried food, sugary treats, carbs, and overprocessed junk isn't helping my arteries much either. My health is looking pretty morbid. I've started to develop all types of chronic health conditions from my obesity. I've destroyed my body and my health. But I just can't seem to control myself or care for that matter. I'm only going to keep destroying my body, filling it with fat, stretchmarks, cellulite, and absolute junk! **** Clip features: extreme health chat, not for the faint.$9.99
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Featuring: @Bianca Baker As my weight climbs my health and mobility continue to decline. As such, I can't be bothered to do simple everyday things anymore. Who wants to shower when just walking to the bathroom is utterly exhausting? Even with my oxygen tank such exertion leaves me struggling to catch my breath. My home health care aids warn me that if I continue down this path it's going to put me in an early grave. I can't stop, I'm too far gone. My new home health care aid is utterly appalled by my sloth and gluttony. She questions why she's even here if I'm not going to put forth any effort. I goad her into an argument. Little does she know that all her insults just fuel my furor to get fatter.$10
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I knew my yearly physical was coming and I have to say I was dreading hearing what my doctor had to say to me. I’ve gained SO much weight in the past year, I just knew my doctor would have something to say (and she did!) My visit went how you could expect, but with lots of sexy surprises and comments! I haves new health issue arising that could be caused from my weight gain 👀 So this is only part 1 as further testing is needed for the health issue I’m having. I figured I will update you all once I get those results too! Enjoy a short clip at the end of my playing with my belly before being seen by the doctor. Anyone could’ve walked in any second, and I didn’t even care. I’m such a fat slob I don’t even care who sees my gluttony any more. (ps I do NOT say my weight in this, if you’re interested, I just did a weigh in)$9.99
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Cyber Week Sale 20% off all clips Originally $8.99 Now $7.20 Usually in the beginning of the year I try to start things off on a good note with a visit to my doctors. After over three years of gaining at a rather steady pace my gain is finally starting to have some health effects. I was a bit shocked by what my doctor had to say, after all I did not think my gluttony would catch up to me this fast. But I guess when you're eating processed food all the time and sitting on your ass all day, things are bound to catch up to you. While my doctor knows I'm actively gaining, she's not happy with it. And she's realllly starting to urge me to stop....but I might already be too far gone! **** Clip features: health talk, doctor talk, gaining talk, extreme feederism$7.20
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😍 24 hour intro price $9.99 // up to $12.99 after 😍 Another day, another doctor's visit, and another day of ignoring my doctor's best advice. While I generally dread the spiel doctors give me about my health and ever-increasing waistline, I still was a good girl and went. Naturally, I had to reward myself with some bakery teats. I filmed this video after returning from the bakery and doctor. I talk about my doctor's dreaded health plan that she has for me, and what I plan on actually doing. If you've seen any of my other health videos you know I should be watching what I eat, and my sugars, and clearly that isn't something I have been doing or plan on doing. I'm a true hedonist and fall into the morbid side of gaining, and I make sure to highlight all of that in this video. Things end with an update about some changes that I mighhhhhht have to actually make because my obesity has just gotten so rapidly out of control. Ooops, looks like I have been a very good feedee 😈 *** Clip features: health chat, morbid gaining elements, eating, health snark *this isn't for the faint!$11.99
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🐖 24 hour intro price $7 // up to $9 after 🐖 It's been a second since my last health update....so let's change that. Since we last chatted, I've been eating well....really well. I take every opportunity to indulge, even though I shouldn't be. I've listened to some doctor's orders....but not in regard to what you'd imagine. I had to make short-term changes to prolong my gains and make them even more massive. As with my other health update videos, this isn't for the faint or those who aren't into the more extreme morbid parts of gaining. I love the feeling of descending into morbid obesity...and I can't wait to go even deeper. **** clip features: health chat, health changes, extreme feederism, morbid health$8
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I have an update for you! With my recent struggles and continued weight gain my family have finally voiced their concerns, my doctor is harassing me and I’m fed up! I’m m so sick of everyone trying to make me lose weight! I don’t want that, that’s not in my future plans. I want to keep growing! GROWING SO BIG that I can’t move anymore. I want to be so obese, immobile and restricted that I need you to take care of me, feed me, clean me, rub my huge blubbery belly. I will be like one of those anime drawing you see! I tell you more about my darker side of Feedism and how I want to gain so much weight that it ultimately leaves me with one option and that option is to continue eating until I can no longer eat again. Feed me to death!$6.99
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I'm back and bigger than ever! I wanted to give you all a quick health update while also discussing some 2023 weight gain goals! I have surpassed my weight goal, and if you don't know my weight, check out my weigh in and doctor update pt 1. BUT, bigger is better, right? I discuss if I want to gain more or not and other sexy personal goals. I also tell you all about the health issues I have recently been having related to my weight. And I have an extreme doctor appointment in June that I will of course update as well when the time comes! This video is a fun "welcome back" with so many juicy details you are not going to want to miss! Want more updates? Here’s some clips to check out! New Gain Struggles (2022) Fat Chat & Goal Discussion (2021)$7.99
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