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yeah...it was dope ig

lost v-card. now you guys can stop being on the edge of your seats.

update 7/16 things are still going great! 2 days ago she went to a birthday party near the lake, which i didn't attend btw. but she came to my home to visit me afterward like she had promsied. i had been waiting anxiously all day since i hadn't seen her all that day, which is very unusual for us. she walked up the stairs into my bedroom looking cute as always. her hair was wet and she was a wearing a white t-shirt with her yellow bikini bottom underneath. but you couldn't see it because the shirt went past it. all you could see under the shirt were her thick, breathtaking thighs and legs. she gave me a kiss and we cuddled while talking about mundane things. it was getting late and she left me so her parents wouldn't flip there lid about where she was at. so yeah thats all i have for you guys today. once again, glad for your support!!

6/25 Wow guys sorry for the lack of updates. a lot has happened! and for the better too. gf has gotten more comfortable walking in her own skin, and its definitely shown. she's less anxious about going to pool parties/the beach and wearing more revealing clothes (tank tops, short shorts) in public. althou not everything is perfect, its definitely a major improvement. there are still remarks about her appearance from passerbys, although she's able to dismiss them. the ones that really knock her confidence down are remarks from friends/family/people she knows, because there's a more personal connection. she even cried at one point from one of her guy friends saying that "she's only thick as long as alaska is only a bit chilly". but its easier for her to recover now if she gets complimented by me or someone else. a lot of our friends have encouraged her as well, and told her how pretty she is and how they wish they were like her and such, so thats definitely helped a ton. anyways, hopefully i can do updates more frequently in the future.

oh sorry, i meant like a mental snapshot lmao. i didn't wanna be too obvious by whipping my phone out and taking pics of her. those example pics aren't her.

ha ha don't be sorry. happy to hear i make you laugh. my gf also says that she dates me for my sense of humor but i don't even think i'm that funny tbh

6/12 we finally did it boys. yesterday we had our 1st kiss, and it was fucking epic. not even going to bother to try to describe it, since i can't even put it into words how amazing it felt. also in other good news, she's on the road to recovery from her low-self esteem, and started progressing by inviting me to her place and doing some bikini modeling in front of me. just as i imagined, the sight was simply breath-taking. seeing her full, curvaceous figure semi-undressed with a small piece of fabric hugging her love handles and stretching across her thick thighs and rounded bottom. my mind took a mental snapshot, full of every detail big and small, that will last untill the day i die. obviously, i didn't take a real picture, but heres a vivid description of what i saw that will hopefully paint an equally satisfying image in your head: floral bikini with shades of turqoise and magenta, complimenting her bright perky hazel eyes gorgeous mesmerizing smile as always, seeing a whole row of shiny top teeth, slight overbite over the bottom teeth, which gives her a cuter/quirkier look long wavy dark brown hair draping over her shoulders, and slightly blowing by the electric fan in the corner of the room thick shoulders and arms showing giving an ever-so-slight jiggle as she moves them massive love handles that stick out about 2-3 inches from her upper waist stomach not fat, but not skinny either, sorta skinny-fat, like a skinny girl who just started gaining a little bit of pudge. vertical belly button and toned mid section, sort of flat looking from a side profile. odd, but also kinda cute, line going from the bottom of her belly button to her pelvic region (almost like a happy trail or that line pregnant women have, but it isn't either) thick thighs with no thigh gap to be found. nice and supple looking, slight jiggle as she walks. rounded ass sticking out about 2-3 inches from her back from a side profile. from back view, ass crack playfully peeking above the panty-line. she has that thing where the thighs and butt cheeks squeeze together, almost making like a horizontal line straight across. i have pics below as examples of what i'm talking about as you can see, stomach is flat from side profile, but love handles bulge out, causing a crease in the back line looks like that (minus the stretch marks) backside looks like that, but with no cellulite or dimples

Ay, thanks for your advice man, appreicate it. btw, one more thing I should add. I know I paint her as this person that's constantly picked on and bullied, but she actually has a really decent amount of friends and not an outcast by any means. It's just some guys being pricks who are losers anyway but she takes them super seriously because of past events. A lot of the remarks about her body/weight come from people that don't even mean any harm. Once, she heard one girl friend to another: "Hey, has C put on weight?" "Yeah, I think so. Her hips look a little rounder". so yeah, hope that also clears some things up.

Sorry for confusion, basically here's the timeline (as I understand it from what she's told me): she was overweight as child and was constantly heckled by some family and kids at school. this really messed her up and gave her a distorted perception of her body. when 7th grade came around, she had a growth spurt and got taller, which made her look slimmer even though she was the same weight. this made her feel more comfortable and actually went to the pool parties her friends invited her to. but because her eating habits stayed the same, near the end of 8th grade, she gained some of the weight back and overheard the heckling again. this sent her into PSTD mode and she became more reserved. it also didn't help that the guy she flirted with in 9th grade outright rejected her. 3 years later, she's a junior in high school, and still getting picked on. this has really ruined her life, but then I came around and started treating her like an absolute goddess, so she's slowly but surely coming out of her shell and willing to go back to her 7th/8th grade self. I plan on letting her know I don't mind a lil' more cushion, but probably won't go to the full extent (stuffing, feeding, inflation, belly play) until we're a few months more into our relationship.

she hasn't had a previous relationship due to her problem. only other guy she tried to ask out was freshman year and he rejected her (idk if it was because of how she looked or not). we're each other's 1st (late, i know, but we still got one more school year left). it's a problem that's crippled her from going out, being more revealing. she says she never goes to the beach/pool anymore after 8th grade because too many kids were teasing her and every time she had to change out for gym, she just went to the bathroom. there are no pictures of her in revealing clothes either (that show stomach, cleavage, backside, etc.), and if there are then she refuses to show anyone. but since i'm the only one who saw more than "the chubby girl", her confidence is being boosted more and now she's agreeing to do things she hasn't been able to do for a long time now. but like thanks for your advice anyway, i know it's a bit confusing from an outsider perspective. like i've said in other posts, it's very complicated. but things are looking up.

despite popular belief, i do know a tit from a twat. but what do you mean by move? like kissing, having sex, or what? as for kissing, we're definitely getting closer to that. i'd almost bet our 1st would be at the end of week. if you mean sex, i don't think we're comfortable enough to get into that stage yet. i would normally agree i should be a man and take control, but in this situation, i'm dealing with a person who's more sensitive and body-conscious so i don't wanna make a move when she's still struggling to over come. but i'm happy to say, she's definitely getting more confident. she even said she was willing to become more vulnerable and try on revealing clothes in front of me, which she never would have proposed at the beginning of our relation ship. i know she'll be covering up some parts and thats kinda lame for most people, but wearing a bikini/bra & underwear for her is equal to being in the nude for someone else. but bottom line is we're moving in the right direction, slow or not.

update 6/6 unfortunately i've barely had anytime to talk/see my gf due to me having to fill in for a sick co-worker. they came back yesterday so that freed up some of my time so i could go over to her house and chill. we watched some show she likes on tv (idk what the name was, i wasn't really invested tbh but had fun making commentary on it with her...think something like mst3k lol). she ended up falling asleep with her head rested against my shoulder, but i was still wide awake and couldn't move because i didn't want to wake her. but being really crafty, i slipped from under her and gently put her head on a pillow to take my place, and then tip-toed out the door and down the street to my house (we live in the same neighborhood and our houses arent that far apart). but best news was last night, i did sort of talk her in to maybe going to the beach or community pool some time. so now that her confidence has been boosted a bit from my over-complimenting, she says i could possibly go shopping with her for a bikini/summer clothes some time. think we're heading in the right direction, boys!

6/3 update all is going well as usual. been complimenting her each and every day and so far its been working like a charm. she blushes and giggles anytime i say something like, "ooh looking (especialy) good today" or "that *insert article of clothing here* goes great with your eyes" and other flirty stuff like that. i really wanna make her feel like a goddess. i quite literally fed her grapes in a playful way as she layed horizontally on the couch yesterday. although we're not at the kissing stage yet, we do this weird little thing where we nudge each others noses. don't know if that's a common thing or not, but that's what we like to do as a substitute for kissing anyway. also went to a local concert so that was pretty fun. even though we didn't have a clue how to dance, we didn't let that stop us. we should have been embarrassed but were having too much fun to care.

@high lol I wasn't planning on it

thank you. wish I could tell her that she has a forum full of guys complimenting her body, but that would def lead to some problems... lmao