Howard Roark

It has been a long time since Shar's last post or video. That leads to all kinds of speculation. One option is that she has tired of downing gallons of weight gain shakes and has moved on to other adventures. Another option is that she has been spending so much time downing shakes that she hasn't had the chance to post. I realize that there are many other options, but I have fantasized on her doubling down on the downing of weight gain shakes. That led me to speculate on the ramifications of that effort since her last video in Spring. Attached is my visualization of those ramifications.
I hope she is doing well and having fun. Merry Christmas!
 

It has been a long time since Shar's last post or video. That leads to all kinds of speculation. One option is that she has tired of downing gallons of weight gain shakes and has moved on to other adventures. Another option is that she has been spending so much time downing shakes that she hasn't had the chance to post. I realize that there are many other options, but I have fantasized on her doubling down on the downing of weight gain shakes. That led me to speculate on the ramifications of that effort since her last video in Spring. Attached is my visualization of those ramifications.
I hope she is doing well and having fun. Merry Christmas!
 

Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Your belly is daunting. Does it make it hard for you to go jogging?

Shar is twice the woman that Mila Kunis is.

If you are averaging more than 50,000 calories a week, that is more than 7,142 calories a day. While you protest that you do nothing but sit around, which would mean calculating the number of calories that you need to maintain a pound at 8 to 10, I calculated where you will get to, if you are active enough to require 12 calories per pound per day. If you are wondering why you are getting so fat, that number of calories per day will eventually get you to 595 pounds. Figuring that you are maybe 230 by now, that means that, at 12 calories per pound, you need 2,760 calories to maintain. If you eat 7,142 calories per day, that is 4,382 extra per day - enough to gain 1.25 pounds per day. Once you hit around 290, you gain would slow to less than a pound a day. By the time that you hit 500 pounds, you will need 3 days to gain another pound.  If this is a goal, I recommend that you start a serious conditioning program, since you are going to need some strong muscles to move yourself around. That is one reason that I am figuring 12 calories per pound for maintenance, which assumes that you a moderately active. It is amazing that you have been able to maintain that kind of an intake on a regular basis. How far are you planning to take this?

If you are averaging more than 50,000 calories a week, that is more than 7,142 calories a day. While you protest that you do nothing but sit around, which would mean calculating the number of calories that you need to maintain a pound at 8 to 10, I calculated where you will get to, if you are active enough to require 12 calories per pound per day. If you are wondering why you are getting so fat, that number of calories per day will eventually get you to 595 pounds. Figuring that you are maybe 230 by now, that means that, at 12 calories per pound, you need 2,760 calories to maintain. If you eat 7,142 calories per day, that is 4,382 extra per day - enough to gain 1.25 pounds per day. Once you hit around 290, you gain would slow to less than a pound a day. By the time that you hit 500 pounds, you will need 3 days to gain another pound.  If this is a goal, I recommend that you start a serious conditioning program, since you are going to need some strong muscles to move yourself around. That is one reason that I am figuring 12 calories per pound for maintenance, which assumes that you a moderately active. It is amazing that you have been able to maintain that kind of an intake on a regular basis. How far are you planning to take this?

Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

When Carmen left and was gone for so long, I assumed something was going on. Maybe she was going to have a baby. Maybe she got tired of this scene. Maybe her family and friends staged an intervention and convinced her that she was getting too fat. I had convinced myself that, if she ever came back, she would maybe still be chubby, but have lost some of the weight that she had piled on. 
Amazingly, It looks to me like she is actually fatter, but maybe less inflated looking. Her belly is a little different. As she says, it is not just a ball anymore. It has shifted a little so that it is hanging lower and it seems like it is fleshier. It is almost as if she is fatter, but less bloated; like she has more subcutaneous fat compared to her visceral fat. Technically, that is healthier.
The biggest difference seems to be that she has new clothes that fit. I am guessing those shorts are 5X or maybe even 6X. Fat women buying clothes that fit after a gain is a good sign.
I have made up a whole story in my head around the intervention idea, which fits with many of Carmen''s videos. It basically starts with her agreeing to diet and she really tries. After a month, she is down 10 pounds, but after another month, she has only lost another 2 pounds, even though she feels like she is starving. 12 pounds lost in two months is actually reasonable, but when you are more than 100 pounds overweight, it is daunting to think how long that will take. Carmen gets frustrated and has a weekend binge, during which she regains 6 pounds. Two months to lose 12 pounds and two days to regain half of it. From outward appearances, she puts on a good show that she is still dieting, but secretly she is snacking. After another couple of months, she has yo yo'd back to where she was, with the frustration that more than half the time she was hungry. She finally decides that, if she keeps this up she will only get fatter and figures that maybe if she stops dieting she will stabilize. 
Where does someone buy shorts that big?
Thank you Carmen for being so amazing.

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Based on her new videos and photos, Carmen has certainly not lost any significant amount of weight, if she has lost anything. It is possible that she has actually gained, but it is hard to tell. She did mention that her belly has morphed from being a ball to "spilling," by which I think she she means hanging lower. None of her new videos give a full body view, so it is difficult to get a real sense of her girth, but the narrow views provided do show that she is sincerely fat. At first, I suspected that maybe she lost some of the bloat, since she looked more pliable, but I realize that could also happen with her gaining enough that her subcutaneous fat has overwhelmed her visceral fat. The last I remember, she was somewhere between 115 and 120 K, which is 253 to 264 pounds. That is pretty fat for a woman 5 foot 3 inches in height. Hopefully, she will soon be willing to step on a scale or stretch a tape measure around her belly. That should answer that question. Personally, I would love to see her dance again. It has been a long time since we last saw her dance.
 

Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

Carmen and Shar are both beautiful women who for whatever reason decided that they felt more like themselves fatter. They are both wonderful and very generous sharing themselves with those of us who, for whatever reason, feel that fatter women are either beautiful also, or maybe more beautiful when compared to the more commonly accepted, but more limited, standards that beauty belongs to slimmer women. As much fun as I think it would be to take the two of them out to dinner together and see them compete with one another on who has the bigger appetite, I don't think that there is any benefit to think about one being at the top and the other successor. I have no idea why Carmen decided to stop posting, but it is clearly her right to do so and not ours to question. Hopefully, it is for a reason that is bringing her happiness. Shar has been here since the beginning and has always been remarkable in both her appetite and beauty. I think we are all so lucky that there are beautiful women who are willing to share there beauty with us. For anyone who has not already done so, I recommend downloading Shar's latest video in which she eats donuts dipped into her weight gain shake. I find her commitment to the combination of getting fatter and succumbing to her appetites amazing. As she says, it is going to be a fat Christmas. I just wish she would step on the scales soon. It would be fun to know if she has achieved her goal of gaining to 250 pounds, at which point she will have doubled her weight when she was living with a physical trainer perhaps to obsessed with women needing to be thin to be beautiful.

I am pretty sure that the Burger King story line was just for the video. If I remember correctly, Carmen has been going to school to be a translator. That seems like a good choice since I don't think being a translator requires being able to bend in the middle.

I am pretty sure that the Burger King story line was just for the video. If I remember correctly, Carmen has been going to school to be a translator. That seems like a good choice since I don't think being a translator requires being able to bend in the middle.

Shar is twice the woman that Mila Kunis is.

Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

Shar needs our emotional support. One of her best friends just unfriended her on the basis that she thinks Shar has gotten too fat to go out with. The friend is worried that with Shar in the circle, the men will pass them by. Shar just released a video in which she tries to drown her sorrows in a half gallon weight gain shake. I know that if I saw Shar out and dressed in that tight orange dress, I would have a hard time not staring. I might even have a hard time not drooling.

Definitely time for a weigh in and measuring video. While I understand that Shar is not into appearing naked, I would like to see her without the bras that look like they are squashing her. Maybe just a t-shirt with no bra. Her upper belly is dramatic and I think it would be interesting to see how it affects her shape without the shaper wear.
Gorgeous as always.