Addicted2Bellies

Hey everyone, 
This will be a long post, but I feel it needs to be made. Unfortunately, I’ve been laying awake most of the night (on my birthday, no less) dealing with some pretty awful stuff. As many of you already know, I’ve been doxxed on Reddit. A post of b&a weight gain pics of me from a fetish sub was shared to a very mainstream one (with a couple million followers) last night. I sent multiple messages to the mods requesting removal, as the post was in clear violations of that subreddits rules because they did not blur my username (or the name of the original wg fetish sub I posted in). But I quickly learned that the mods themselves were in on the bullying and even sharing my private messages that I send to them on other scummy sites to make fun of me. So, In an act of panic and desperation, I asked everyone on my page to report the post and try to get it removed before my friends, family etc from real life potentially saw it. Meanwhile, I was able to get some empathy from the guy who made the post and he willingly removed it for me. Well, unfortunately it was far from over. The removal of the post caused a huge backlash because they felt I was “brigading” and that I “bullied” the guy into taking it down (I did NOT).
 
So then another person re-posted the same thing to the same subreddit, and as people were so butthurt about me wanting to protect my identity, this new post BLEW UP. All of this has led to 30K+ upvotes on fetish pics with my face showing on a very public sub, and is now trending in “hot posts” on the main page of Reddit internationally. Where thousands of people have left hateful and cruel comments about both myself personally and the fat fetish community as a whole.  I’m beyond terrified and devastated. The bullying I can handle to a degree, but the doxxing I cannot. for now, I’ve deleted my Reddit, made my ig and Twitter private and will be laying low for a while. I don’t know what this means for the future of GGGF. I don’t know if or how long I’ll continue to make content. I’m here for now and will continue to upload the couple of clips I’ve already filmed. But any support or advice is always appreciated and welcomed. Thank you all for the love and support you’ve shown me throughout my one short year here 💔 

About to go see my parents for the first time in a few weeks. I am 18lbs heavier than the last time I saw them 😅😅😅

Hi guys I’m dealing with a lot of stuff today...I was suppose to get a French bulldog puppy in a couple months. He was born yesterday and died today...so now I have to work on returning all the puppy items I got. We already named him, I had videos of him etc...I’m so shocked and hurt we were so excited to add this little guy to our family 😞 so I’m sorry thank y’all for your patience for my new video 💕 

Recently realized that I am completely, 100% submissive to my appetite. My appetite and love for food is what completely controls my life. My hunger controls my every thought. My every move. My sexuality. My relationships. My happiness. My pleasures. EVERYTHING. I stopped working partially to focus on school and my modeling, but it was also getting so hard to work due to my addiction to food and just needing to constantly be with food. It is my life. It's so fucking SEXY to me. Food controls me.

I’ve stuffed like crazy pretty much every day this week, reaching a whole new limit. I’ve also pretty much been in bed all day every day due to schoolwork, which is what put so much weight on me so quickly in the beginning of quarantine for those who remember. I feel fucking HUGE. My hips are sore and my back is really sore - this happens when I have a few days of epic stuffings. Chronic pain is not something I ever imagined having but I knew it would come in time with my weight, which naturally turns my sick mind on like crazy. I’m learning it’s all about self care - so I’m rubbing this big beautiful growing body with coconut oil, staying on top of my chiro visits, and might try to get a massage tomorrow before I go camping ❤️ All part of the process 🐷🐽

Fat girl slumber party - full bellies, happy hearts, and all the fat bestie snuggles ❤️ it's been a tough week and i really didn't want to be alone tonight. So thankful for a best friend who will stuff themselves with me AND be there for me during a tough time. SWEET DREAMS ❤️ 

Did you know there’s something called “Overeaters Anonymous?” Well I didn’t, but now I do because today my family during probably their 4th intervention regarding my weight this year tried to convince me to attend a meeting. Forever trying to help me, yet forever unaware of how much this shit turns me on 😍🤤🤤💦💦🐷🐷

A quick "Thank You" to @jackal27 for my cute new leggings from my Amazon wishlist!
The next content is on the house, or if i have already made something you'd like to see, message me and I'll gift it to you. ❤️

Have I told you guys about my plus size friend who likes to stuff with me yet? She's not a feedee, and I've never really told her about all of this. But she knows I have a food addiction and on thursday nights lately we get drinks, get a little tipsy, and just pig the fuck out together watching movies. Judgement freee, just happy and fat and eating. I love these nights ❤️ 

I can't believe that there was a time where I actually thought I could hide my weight gain, or even wanted to! It was way back in the very early stages of my gain....I think a part of me always knew I would balloon like this. Every part of me wanted to. But now here I am, 140lbs heavier starting to live out every single one of my fantasies (i broke my bed?! like WHAT?!). My body is bigger daily. I consume over 10k calories every single day. I can't do anything without needing food or wanting food or begging my feeder for food. I can't move my body without getting turned on from the way it wobbles and jiggles. Nothing fits me. I buy clothes and they're tight within a month. I am honestly naked in bed most days. People stare. People whisper. People come to me because they're "concerned." Fuck them all. I am a pig and I can't stop. I won't stop. I fucking love my life and I love my gut.

Same girl. Same romper. ~140+ lb difference. ❤️ 

Just pigged our until my belly hurt with some friends 😍😫 now laying down and not moving for the rest of the nightttt

❤️🤍💙 a successful Independence Day stuffing! 

Heading to the beach today with all my old CrossFit friends. They’ve pointed out my weight quite a bit in the past but haven’t seen me recently due to quarantine. I’ve put on over 25lbs in quarantine alone....they’re in for a big big bigggggg surprise. Up early to stuff my belly as big as possible before heading out so I can put on quite a show for them.  

Finding some more sexy stretch marks that I haven’t had before 😋 Been eating lots of large door dash meals in the last few weeks! How wants to cook after purging through their things, cleaning & doing house projects 🙃 celebrated my bday early with my family! Had a delicious Taco Bell dinner (was my choice) lol & my sister made me a fresh strawberry cake from scratch! 🍓 🎂 I kept hogging the cake! 😛

 

When I first started gaining, I used to always just jump up and down and dance around to feel how bouncy and jiggly I was. It felt SO good. Now I'm realizing this is something I'm able to do less and less because I'm getting heavier and heavier. All my movements are slower and more taxing. If I try jumping up and down, I need to plan to spend the next few minutes catching my breath. My gut is in a constant state of fullness, and forever distended - lately I've found myself having to sleep sitting up. I love these morbid little discoveries as I continue to transform into a complete pig.

Updated my weight 🐷 I’ve gained ten pounds since the last time I updated it and I’ve gained even more since the end of May...but I’m just going to keep that a secret for right now 😜

Did you guys see my latest clip last night? Did you watch me eat a whole cake in literally minutes as I shared with you my recent name change and details about my journey, all while getting SO WILDLY TURNED ON by inhaling this rich yummy cake. I wish wishing for more cake. Such a pig. The chair I was sitting in was soaking wet after filming this video. 
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Gluttony
Nothing will every compared to the feeling of letting myself indulge in every food and feedee desire I have. Filling my belly, feeling it expand and stretch to make room for my heavy pounds of luscious fat. Each day I grab my gut it just sinks deeper and deeper into pure flabby fat. My appetite consumes me. My fixation with food has become a drug. I feel the pressure of my full gut on my heavy fupa and feel so compelled to continue to eat more. I don't even taste the food, I just crave the feeling of fullness. My face is transforming into a round circle of fat, a sign of true gluttonous behavior. I am realizing more and more how deep into this lifestyle, identity, and addiction I've gotten and the best part is that this is only the beginning ❤️ 

Goodmorning babes 🥳 still cannot get over what we did to this gut yesterday consuming 20k calories. I am still not even close to recovered and will be in bed alllll day. One of my feeders has already sent me donuts 😅🐷 can’t say no to that. Piggies never say no to more foood. But in other news, new clip coming today with all the details from my family cookout this weekend! I’ll be in bed all day trying to catch up on DM’s but come say hi on my thread too ❤️

Decided I’m going to head to the beach tomorrow to show off all these gains in one of my tiny old bikinis. Can’t wait to oil up my big belly and enjoy my snacks while getting nice and tan. I did this a lot last summer but this summer is so different being so much bigger. I can’t wait to catch the stares 😍😍😍
what should I stuff myself with tonight? I want to look BIG on the beach.

Looking back on some of my favorite transformations. We've seen these ones before but they're so flipppping motivating for me. I remember when it took me so long to get out of the early 200s because I hit such a hard plateau after my first 100lbs gained. Then I soared past it with another 30lb gain. Love love love feeling this big body change ❤️ 

I have no words for these gains lately. Huge. I feel so beautiful ❤️

So I filmed a clip tonight and am editing it as we speak. Ya'll have been begging for outgrown clothes forever especially with these last spike in weight these past few weeks..... I've never popped a button *on camera* (certainly have not on camera lol, tbt to my family cookout story) and won't force it just for the sake of a video, always determined to put out genuine content. The buttons weren't ready to pop, so whatever - STILL HOT watching my fat ass struggling into last summer's jean shorts, a few old work shirts, and a button up top. But then....
In the video I go to take the shirt off, bend forward, and the entire back SPLITS WIDE OPEN!!!! I finally destroyed a piece of clothing. Wait till you guys see this! I was literally in shock and I think this just become my favorite video I've ever recorded ❤️ 

Lockdown has been destroying my fitness goals.
I might as well cancel my gym membership and get too fat for my seat belt. 🐷