chameleon

the best seat in the house 😉

I just got into graduate school 🙂 20% acceptance rate, so I feel pretty good rn. 

It’s so hard to get anything done in the morning because I wake up to this big girl in the mirror. It’s hard to keep my free hand off of my plush belly and tits while I brush my teeth. Once I’ve washed my face I just stand there, watching my belly shake and bounce in the hand’s of my reflection. I step back into my bedroom and see my naked body, head to toe, standing in my two other mirrors. I take note of how much wider my hips have grown, how much my feet have spread apart to accommodate my thicker thighs. I search for the last of my waist and try to find my old hourglass. Then I look up into my chubby, round face, my eyes slightly squinted by the fat of cheeks, and smile at myself. This beautiful fat girl I see is me. 

I’m done! So unburdened! I am excited to give my undivided attention to my content these next couple months. Cheers!

Amber tugged tenderly at her soft sides, while eyeing her feminine form in the full length mirror in her room. "I suppose a few extra curves couldn't hurt." she convinced herself shyly as she noticed her lingerie snapping snugly to her waist.

Her large emerald green eyes made contact with her reflection; she scanned her own figure, following long raven dark locks all the way down to the start of a perfect pair of breasts, soft and supple. Her bra strained and buckled under their new size and the tops of her bare breasts looked ready to spill out. She possessed a distinctive arched back that complimented a full formed and generously plump backside, though it seemed like it's usual thickness was exaggerated in the mirror today. The underwear had completely surrendered any attempt to cover it. Perhaps she had gained more weight than she had thought...

She prodded playfully at her distended tummy; it looked as if she has just finished a sizable meal despite having only had a small lunch nearly six hours ago. She was starving. She glanced at herself with a concerning eye

"I'll have to take it easy with the sweets this month, and start going to the gym again!"

Undeniably, Amber had a devious sweet tooth. A constant craving for cookies, chocolates, candies and a particular weakness for baked goods, which consumed her thoughts on a daily basis. Driven by carnal pleasures, she would sometimes binge on sugary treats compulsively. During her throes of sugar inspired passion, the pleasure centers in her brain excitedly weaved themselves with the taste buds on her tongue.

She had to control herself. In the past, she had always made an honest effort to maintain her weight, by putting the sweets on hold and working out daily. Yet, everyone gives into their vices eventually and Amber, who was now chubbier than ever before, was no exception.

Her most recent indulgence occurred over her birthday weekend: she ate at her favorite family style Italian restaurant with her parents (completed with two helpings of hot chocolate lava cake for dessert), spent three nights chugging sugary mixed drinks at the bar with her co-workers and ended with a decadent piece de resistance, a massive double layer red velvet cake (her favorite), coated with a wall of cream cheese icing.

She went through three huge pieces that night and did not regret it for a moment. She even snuck an extra slice from the cake before making her way to work this morning. It was easily one of the best cakes she had ever had, but the leftovers would be the greatest hurdle in the way of her diet.

She threw on an old university tee over her head and squeezed into her favorite pair of jeans. Usually the jeans afforded her a little more breathing room, but now they were extra snug, outlining her massive heart shaped rear and substantial thighs. The tee was pulled taught over her heavy breasts which hoisted the shirt upwards and exposed her round stomach. As she made her way down the stairs, her stomach and newly formed love handles bounced lightly with each step. At the base of the stairs she passively tucked her tummy away by pulling down on her tee, but the gentle sway of her figure revealed the soft flesh and tender navel from under the shirt again, even before she reached the refrigerator door.

She resolved to eat a small portion of vegetable stir fry with some lean chicken breast and save the rest for lunch tomorrow. She cringed at how bland it all sounded, but she knew it was a necessary evil to curtail her sudden ballooning. When she threw open the fridge, her eyes were immediately drawn to the leftover red velvet cake that sat in the center tray.

It was an enormous, rich crimson confection, topped with nearly a full pound of creamy frosting. It looked as though only a small sliver had been eaten, showing its deep red core. She pulled the cake out inquisitively.

"I know we ate more than this. Everyone at the party had a slice." she proclaimed.

It seemed even bigger and heavier than it had been over the weekend. What the hell was going on here? Had there been two cakes? She sat and pondered the cake for only a moment and her face became flush with excitement over the smell and color of the cake.

Just then, she felt a wave of pleasure come over her as a mouthful of creamy cake filled her cheeks. It was as if a spoon had just materialized and without any hesitation, she shoveled a hefty scoop from the corner of the cake and inhaled it. She tried to gasp but all that came out of her mouth was a sensual "Mhmmm". She felt an sudden warmth rising between her legs. Her knees buckled weakly and her thick thighs rubbed into one another. Lights in her brain flashed brilliantly as she was overcome with an all encompassing euphoria. She pulled the spoon out from between her lips slowly, still confused how it got there. She chewed gently and confidently, while her tongue navigated and experienced each layer of the moist, creamy, and buttery filling. The bite had been so full, some of the cream cheese icing drizzled down from the sides of her lips and dripped onto her tight tee shirt.

"More!" she heard a voice whisper.

She quickly heeded the advice as she was already closing her lips on another massive and defiant spoonful. She swallowed and licked her lips. "Oh my God, It's so good!" She exclaimed digging into another mouthful. The cake was in tatters, with crumbs and icing scattered along her kitchen cabinet. She didn't care about the mess and groaned with pleasure, helping herself to a fourth and fifth giant sized bite.

Hey! So, I'm being sorta quiet this morning because I'm editing my forthcoming clip. It's really fucking special 😂 One of my awesome feedism friends I've been in touch with over kik since 2015 sent me some old clips I made for him in 2018. I cannot believe that I thought I was fat back them 😳The clip starts out with a voice over of me describing how I was initially reluctant to gain, and then transitions into the old footage of me lamenting how "fat" I'd become. Next I voice over some footage describing how your brainwashing worked, and how much I grew to love it. Then we see what happened in "6 months"---the GGG we see today, wearing the same dress, talking about how small I feel and how well the dress fits. Then stuff my greedy mouth with a bunch of Shake Shack 🙂 This is going to be fucking amazing hahahahah

I tried to get @S77 to send me a selfie and he sent me this

💚💚💚

Thank you, Curvage, for everything you’ve given me. You and talking to you is why I do this. Being your friend here—and yes, getting you off—means the world to me. Feedism/FA rules. We are feedism/FA. I love this place so much. Life would be so dull without it. Huge thanks to @S77 for making this possible, implementing a lot of my feedback, and for putting up with me. I never would have been brave enough to do this if it weren’t for @Goddess shar, but @reiinapop was the first girl to make me feel welcome. The current set of models we have here is so amazing, and I love casually PM’ing you guys here and there. Big thanks to @Avataг and @Gaelic Steve for always being there for me, and @maybejames for helping me so much this spring. Not going anywhere, just feeling hella fat and grateful. 🙇🏼‍♀️🐷❤️

I just woke up and I feel so heavy. All the eating from my trip has settled in and I feel so much fatter. Now that I’m waking up in my bed to my daily routine (albeit 3hrs ahead lol) I can feel just how much damage I’ve done to my body. Well, how much better I’ve made my body. My tits are bigger, and while still perky, they spill over me as I lay on my back. My upper belly is softer—a new level of fatness I’ve never experienced before. When I feel my lower belly, I can grab a handful and there is still so much soft fat left. In fact, I find I can almost grab two full handfuls of belly now... laying down. My belly button continues to change, and is now much deeper than I remember. The soft padding around its edge makes sinking my finger in so exciting. My ass and thighs spread much farther, and I can feel my ass starting to push my hips up as I lay. Big girl.

Holy fuck. The first thing I did when I got home was weigh myself. I gained 7lbs!!!!

Yum 🍰🐷🙇🏼‍♀️

Was really discouraged when my graduation was pushed back due to covid, and there’s been so much uncertainty regarding the completion of my program. I’m finally able to resume my research and finish my clinical. But just found out that as of October you will officially be able to call me Doctor Casey! If you’ve been following me since the beginning wayyyy wayyy back when, then you know my education has been a huge part of my life these past few years. This is a huge deal to me and I’m so happy to have a graduation date to look forward to again ❤️ 

🙂 I’m gonna raffle off two free downloads of my new clip! One winner for ❤️ Reactions and one for 😍 Reactions. Raffle goes until the clip is fully up! React to this post!

Gonna announce this week's Comment Contest Winner soon!

All proceeds from video sales this week will be donated to the northwest community bail fund. #boobsforjustice 

https://curvage.org/forum/index.php?/profile/87349-bella-abbondanza/content/&type=downloads_file
 

Morning! Took these photos last night and wow am I chubby! My undies are so much tighter than they were just last month😅
I took the photo of me laying down to compare with my cover photo, and holy moly the difference is crazy. Rip these undies😭 (and many others lol)
 

There, that’s better. Damn, I had a good back.

I think vulnerability is so cute, and really sexy actually... I see it in the desperate eyes and furrowed brows of a stuffed (& still hungry) gainer, holding their big belly in their hands, looking for love and acceptance in a not-so-accepting world. I love that Curvage has provided a place for us to be vulnerable with each other, because we are sexy and deserve so much love and happiness!!! 😍
I just want to say thank you to all of the loverly feeders, feedees, and fat admirers who make this site wonderful. You are beautiful and appreciated. I hope you all have an awesome week. 🥰

I love how my belly puffs up from below the water like a island of fat, and how my navel holds water 💦
 

I am work, but I can’t contain my arousal. This morning I knew it would be cold and that I’d have to wear pants. I’ve been wearing dresses or leggings the last two weeks... and today when I went to put on those green pants, I could barely zip them up. Since I was late, I was relieved I got them on no matter how which they hurt. But when I looked in the mirror, I saw my reflection presented an indecent camel toe accentuated by the bulging round curve of my belly and fupa. How did I gain so much weight since I wore these last? I struggled to peel them back off and quickly found the pants my mind had earmarked as being my loosest. They too were hard to pull up. I had to hold them together to get the zipper to close. I was too late to try anything else. I found a sweater long enough to cover the top of my pants and left. Now I’m about to eat lunch and my belly already hurts from the elastic biting me after breakfast. What was my response to my pants pinching my bloated belly? To eat 3 candy bars. I don’t know if I’ll be able to contain my arousal after I eat lunch. My pants will be so tight.

Hello lovie ❤️ I am so tired! What a long week! Finally my Friday 🙂 I just got done playing FC5 w my feeder. Whenever he was driving/flying us, I was eating lol there is a chance I will get my second wind and shoot some stuff for you, but I think I’m just going to take a bath, edit my 🍩 video, and goto sleep 🙃
also, lots of love today to anyone WITHOUT a mother. You matter, I care about you, and I’m sorry you had to endure this stupid day. Mine is alive and fine, but I know so many people that this day is hard for ❤️

Fuck.

Thank you friends for all the sweet messages about me becoming a moderator on this site. This has been a really exciting day for me that led to a lot of reflection about how exactly I got to this point in my journey. Additionally, my birthday is Wednesday...so I was already doing a lot of reflection. In honor of becoming a moderator, I wanted to share a little bit of my journey with you.
I was truly in 2nd grade when my fixation on my belly started to develop (I remember so vividly because my father/daughter dance dress was so tight). Obviously at the time and for years after, I didn't understand any of it. In high school I was thin, but still just obsessed with my stomach and terrified of that interest. In college I obviously put on some weight, then even dated someone who was into it who introduced me to this whole world of Feederism and gaining. I was still afraid though. After college, I slimmed back down to the point of an eating disorder because I hated myself THAT much for being so different. I was addicted to working out and starving myself...I was literally fucking miserable. 
I'm not sure how, but eventually it got to the point where I didn't want to be unhappy anymore. I gave in to all my desires with food and my deprivation turned into excessive eating. I blew up overnight, or atleast it felt that way. I became more involved in the online communities, eventually developed the confidence to model. Eventually, I came across Curvage after a few disappointing and scary experiences elsewhere. It has been a positive experience since day 1. I've gained over a hundred pounds now with no end in sight (I am currently eating a whole cake for a snack as I type this LOL). I've made some amazing friends, learned some valuable lessons, and have fallen even more in love with myself then I knew was possible. 
Curvage has kept me safe. Curvage has made me so happy. Curvage has helped me get HUGE lol. This site is my safe place, my happy place, and one of the few places I have ever felt confident showing off my body this way. This place means so much to me and I am so happy to finally be able to give back to it.
Please never hesitate to reach out to me, for moderator-related stuff and just if you need a friend to talk to! I hope everyone is keeping safe during these tough times and thank you guys always for supporting all my content and dreams ❤️ And thank you @S77 and all of our other moderators for being amazing! 

I think I spoil you, @chameleon 😘