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Hello blog, it’s been a while ☺️🙆🏽 never did I imagine I would be sat here writing about my next goal in wanting to reach 250lbs. This is kinda crazy! Ok, so I’m not gonna get ahead of myself coz I still have like another 40lbs to go before I reach this but for the first time ever I am actually starting to think I CAN definitely do this! Like, In the past, I’ve always set myself realistic goals that I know I was able to reach.. this time round feels a little different tho..I’m starting to really enjoy it 🙈I’m actually loving getting fatter right now🙈
In the past, I always had that little worry of what others were gonna think of me, between me and you I think it kinda held me back and took some of the enjoyment outta it for me. I’ve stopped all that worrying now. I actually don’t even care what others think no more.
Right now, I’m feeling good in myself. I’d be lying if I told you I don’t have the the odd day where I feel mega tired or a lil drained. Im not really moaning about that tho ..I actually sometimes kinda like those days..it gives me an excuse to lounge around, be lazy and just pig out all day☺️🐷 

Vanilla flavour Gaining Shakes are becoming my number one obsession right now!!!OMG!!! I  can’t stop drinking them 🙈I’m starting to get a lil obsessed with cake-away too 🙄🙈I was never one to order late night deserts but it’s becoming more and more of a thing now.

My family and friends don't really say much about my weight gain anymore. It's weird. It's as if they have accepted it. Every once in a while my mum will make the odd comment.. like, if we are watching tv and a random slim brunette girl comes on.. she will be like 'you use to look like that' I tend to just laugh it off 🙈

Exercise has become a whole different ball game now. I can't really run anymore. Sit ups have become pretty much impossible for me to do. Even little tasks like attempting to try and touch my feet whilst sat up is just a big fat no. Anyway, I could sit here for hours and write you a whole damn book on my gain so far, but I have so much eating to do and goals to achieve right now 🙌🏽so, I'm going to sign off and leave it at that for tonight.

250lbs💥🙌🏽🙋🏼 I can do this!!!! 🙌🏽🐷

GS X x 
 

Ok so I'm not gonna lie.. I've really struggled with my gaining for the past 3-4 weeks or so. One minute I was up then I was down. Frustration started to really kick in for me as I found myself constantly weighing myself.. this wasn't good for me because I was disappointed when the scales weren't budging. I mean, I felt like I was stuck in the 180's foreverrrr. Recently, I've been stuffing myself like crazy, eating near enough every 2-3 hours or so.. making sure I go to bed on a full tummy.. ordering myself crazy amounts of takeouts.. I've really had to push myself to get out the 180's!!However, I finally cracked it! I weighed myself yesterday for like the first time in a week..  
I currently weigh 192!! While I know some may feel a Lil disappointed as it's been a long few weeks of waiting, watching me grow and I'm still not at the 200 mark yet I just want you to know that I'm consistently stuffing myself to the max and pushing to achieve my 200 goal! I WILL achieve this!!! I promise!!!
GS X x 

Some of you may remember me posting that I was going to write a short story some time ago. I feel like my ideas are organized well enough to do so now! I will write the first of roughly 10-12 chapters over the next few hours. For those who just cant wait here is a little synopsis for you :D..
The name is "The Class Pet". It is about a young college student named Emily who is studying to become personal trainer/dietitian. Little does she know, she will become part of an example used by her teacher to help her classmates learn about weigt gain and its affects on the human body. You can expect quite a few stockholm syndrome components here, as opposed to physical domination. 
"The Class Pet"
Chapter 1: Potential
 
*BEEP BEEP..... BEEP BEEP* The alarm on professor Michaels' watch alerted him to the fact that his third class of the day (right after lunch) had began. As he began to do his roll call he was interrupted by the squeak of the classroom door. It wad an adorable brunette loaded down with snacks, scurrying to the nearest chair she could find. He gave her a scathing glare and continues down his list. Emily Adams? "Here!" said the girl who had just ran in. She promptly followed this by opening her package of oreo cookies rather loudly. The proffesor could not believe a student would dare eat something so unhealthy in a class that was about diet and exercise. 
It was only the first day of school and he might have already found his example for the cautionary portion of the weight gain chapter. "If this young lady is eating in this manner before she meets the freshmen 15, I cant even imagine what she will be like with a little coaxing!" he thought to himself happily. "Now now," he reminded himself. "I must take my time and make absolutely sure that she is my best possible class pet".
 
Chapter 2: Pear
Unknown to Emily, Over the next couple months the professor would assess his candidate as best as he could, inside and out. After studying Emily throughout a whole week of classes, Professor Michaels had made a mental note that along with being late everyday, she brought (and ate) 5 different snacks to his class everyday as well.
   This went on for about a month or so when he started noticing the pounds sneaking on to her previoulsy boyish figure. When school had begun, she just must've weighed no more than 110lbs. Now, it was clear to him, she had been doing way more than just snacking. If he had to guess he would say she is now every bit of 125, with almost every single pound sticking to her belly. It was very clear that she was rapidly outgrowing her clothing. The professor had never seen anything like it. She had given up on pulling her shirts down for the most part, so he was able to see virtually every pound she gained. Her hips grew wider to accommodate her expanding gut, making her the ultimate pear.
"Well," thought Professor Michaels, "physically she is the perfect class pet, I just need to make sure she is mentally suited." With that in consideration he decided to tease her about her snacking in front of the whole class. Her reaction to this teasing would help him decide if she was the appropriate choice.
Chapter 3: EAT IT
  It was the first monday in the second month of school when Mr Michaels' class filed in to the class room. 5 minutes after class started, like clockwork, Emily rushed in. She clumsily dropped her package of mini doughnuts as she hastily took her seat. She bent over over to pick them up, and as she sat up, she was met by Professor Michaels staring down at her with a condescending smirk on his face. 
 "Is lunch never enough for you Ms. Adams?" he sneered rather rudely. "You always seem to feel the need to interrupt my class with your incessant snacking." Emily turned bright red and began tugging on her shirt in a sad attempt to cover the large roll of fat that was on display for everybody to see. "Oh knock it off, we all know its there. I'm not the only one  who has noticed it, am I class?" He asked rhetorically. 
 "You know miss adams, when or should i say, if you become a dietician, nobody is going to trust your opinion with that mound of blubber sitting where your waist should be." Emily started to tear up absentmindedly playing with the wrapper of her doughnuts. "Well arent you going to eat them like you do every day?" The professor asked sadistically. With out a single word, she opened the doughnuts and stuffed them in her mouth one by one.