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Hey everyone, 
This will be a long post, but I feel it needs to be made. Unfortunately, I’ve been laying awake most of the night (on my birthday, no less) dealing with some pretty awful stuff. As many of you already know, I’ve been doxxed on Reddit. A post of b&a weight gain pics of me from a fetish sub was shared to a very mainstream one (with a couple million followers) last night. I sent multiple messages to the mods requesting removal, as the post was in clear violations of that subreddits rules because they did not blur my username (or the name of the original wg fetish sub I posted in). But I quickly learned that the mods themselves were in on the bullying and even sharing my private messages that I send to them on other scummy sites to make fun of me. So, In an act of panic and desperation, I asked everyone on my page to report the post and try to get it removed before my friends, family etc from real life potentially saw it. Meanwhile, I was able to get some empathy from the guy who made the post and he willingly removed it for me. Well, unfortunately it was far from over. The removal of the post caused a huge backlash because they felt I was “brigading” and that I “bullied” the guy into taking it down (I did NOT).
 
So then another person re-posted the same thing to the same subreddit, and as people were so butthurt about me wanting to protect my identity, this new post BLEW UP. All of this has led to 30K+ upvotes on fetish pics with my face showing on a very public sub, and is now trending in “hot posts” on the main page of Reddit internationally. Where thousands of people have left hateful and cruel comments about both myself personally and the fat fetish community as a whole.  I’m beyond terrified and devastated. The bullying I can handle to a degree, but the doxxing I cannot. for now, I’ve deleted my Reddit, made my ig and Twitter private and will be laying low for a while. I don’t know what this means for the future of GGGF. I don’t know if or how long I’ll continue to make content. I’m here for now and will continue to upload the couple of clips I’ve already filmed. But any support or advice is always appreciated and welcomed. Thank you all for the love and support you’ve shown me throughout my one short year here 💔