jackal27

🐽♥️HELLO MY CURVAGE FAMILY♥️🐽
It's a real honor to be here, dedicating you some words... I've been a curvage model for three years, but you know me from a looong, long time ago ((or maybe not! in that case HELLO, I'M LAURA FATTY AND THANKS FOR READING THIS)) Do you remember the first picture that my feeder share with you??? I was a just a chubby girl... your cheers, your happiness, your good wishes to him... to US! and your encouragement, truly motivate us to keep sharing my gain with you  and obviously to keep gaining. 
Now we are a happy feeder and feedee married couple, always exited to keep sharing with you my progress, to create hot and delicious content for you, and much more important, enjoy our feederism life!
We have some new projects cooking for you, a lot of collaborations with hot chics, improvement of quality production... 2022 is going to be L E G E N D A R Y!!
This blog entry is to tell you THANK YOU!... for being part of this community, for all the support you gave us, and all the encourage you always show me, for real my gain is also your gain...THANK YOU!!
Happy Holidays! ✨

Hello blog, it’s been a while ☺️🙆🏽 never did I imagine I would be sat here writing about my next goal in wanting to reach 250lbs. This is kinda crazy! Ok, so I’m not gonna get ahead of myself coz I still have like another 40lbs to go before I reach this but for the first time ever I am actually starting to think I CAN definitely do this! Like, In the past, I’ve always set myself realistic goals that I know I was able to reach.. this time round feels a little different tho..I’m starting to really enjoy it 🙈I’m actually loving getting fatter right now🙈
In the past, I always had that little worry of what others were gonna think of me, between me and you I think it kinda held me back and took some of the enjoyment outta it for me. I’ve stopped all that worrying now. I actually don’t even care what others think no more.
Right now, I’m feeling good in myself. I’d be lying if I told you I don’t have the the odd day where I feel mega tired or a lil drained. Im not really moaning about that tho ..I actually sometimes kinda like those days..it gives me an excuse to lounge around, be lazy and just pig out all day☺️🐷 

Vanilla flavour Gaining Shakes are becoming my number one obsession right now!!!OMG!!! I  can’t stop drinking them 🙈I’m starting to get a lil obsessed with cake-away too 🙄🙈I was never one to order late night deserts but it’s becoming more and more of a thing now.

My family and friends don't really say much about my weight gain anymore. It's weird. It's as if they have accepted it. Every once in a while my mum will make the odd comment.. like, if we are watching tv and a random slim brunette girl comes on.. she will be like 'you use to look like that' I tend to just laugh it off 🙈

Exercise has become a whole different ball game now. I can't really run anymore. Sit ups have become pretty much impossible for me to do. Even little tasks like attempting to try and touch my feet whilst sat up is just a big fat no. Anyway, I could sit here for hours and write you a whole damn book on my gain so far, but I have so much eating to do and goals to achieve right now 🙌🏽so, I'm going to sign off and leave it at that for tonight.

250lbs💥🙌🏽🙋🏼 I can do this!!!! 🙌🏽🐷

GS X x 
 

Welcome to my blog ❤️My diary❤️My journey❤️
So I'm tucked up in bed with the flu sipping on honey and lemon thinking this is now the perfect time to answer the unanswered question I get asked daily 'what made me decide to gain'.. well it all started when I started dating a fitness instructor someone I grew very close to and spent a good few years with.. things started great I was a healthy size 14 weighing in just over 10 and half stone.. heavier than I am now ? Hell yes!! I was happy and I loved food. I loved my junk food kebabs,burgers,pizzas you name it but this had to stop..I mean I was dating a fitness instructor for god sake he was obsessed with going gym and eating healthy so I began to clone him and was pressured to get trim and real quick.. the healthy meals started coming in and daily workouts.. my weight just wasn't shifting though.. could of been the fact that when he was at work I would sneak out to the burger van every now and then,it would park up just at the end of the industrial estate and I would treat myself to the biggest bacon and sausage muffin you could imagine and hide whatever trace there was left over of it. The pressure became to much and I became stressed so I would spend my days on the net searching how to get 'slim' trying every diet there was going.. nothing was working for me and I began to felt so unhappy in myself so I finally made the decision to try 'slimming capsules/diet pills' I knew nothing about these but the reviews looked good so thought I'd give them go, I didn't care what was in them I just needed to get slim quick.. BAM! I thought I hit jackpot. The weight started to drop off me, within as little as a month I was seeing results. Relationship broke at this point and we moved our separate ways. I had become weight obsessed and work outs were becoming more regular, within several months my weight had dropped from 10 stone 9 to around 9stone7 I was now 'slim' not skinny but jus slim. My obsession to keep this weight off became so stressful it was unreal. I would come home from a meal with friends and just work out til I felt content enough that I had burned those calories off. This became my dark obsession! All I could concentrate on was staying slim.. I would set myself rules like 'don't eat after 6pm' 'go for jogs at certain times' 'no carbs today' the excessive dieting starting taking its toll I became tired and drained not to mention the dieting pills wasn't doing my body any good either but I'm saving that story for another day .. anyway it become a chore to me and I couldn't be bothered anymore, at this point I had dropped another stone! I had gone from around 9stone7 to 8stone7 and I became  'skinny'. This wasn't a good look I'd gone too far with it and people were commenting on my extreme weight loss. Weighing 8 stone 7 was probably the most draining point of my life. I lost my glow and I felt ugly. I knew I had to stop. So I did. 
A year on and I've climbed back up to around 9 half stone and continuing...I haven't actually stepped on a set of scales in several months so I'm nervous but excited. My next weigh in video.. maybe.. who knows.. but the real reason behind my weight gain is jus to be sexier, happier and FREE to do what the hell I want without stress and pressure and I'm absolutely loving it 
❤️
Goddess shar X x 
 

Yes yes YESSS! So I've finally hit 201lbs!!! And I just had to blog this!!!Apart from the obvious struggles of being an actual fat girl now like - struggling to cross my legs, having to sit down when putting my shoes on,feeling a Lil extra tired etc.. I am actually feeling great in myself!! So you are probably wondering where do I go from here? Am I gonna continue to gain more weight? Erm hell yes! My next goal is 220lbs!! Lets do this!!🙌🏽
Gs X x