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  1. Taytay

    Ongoing Fashion Blog

    By Taytay,

    Hey there!!  
    So since I frequently get compliments and questions about my wardrobe (here and in my daily life!), I have  decided to do an ongoing fashion blog!  Im not sure how I will organize it yet, but Im thinking I will most likely post just a few pics of what I wore for the day, for mostly every day.  I will try to add where I got my outfit and sometimes shoes (if i remember!), and what size the clothing is.  If you have any questions beyond the information that I provide just ask!  I have become somewhat of an expert at dressing my rapidly growing figure.  It has been no easy task seeing as my hips are so much bigger than the rest of me! 
     
    October 7th 2017:

    Dress: Target.  Size: XXL
    October 8th 2017:

     
    October 9th 2017:

    Size: XXL
     
    October 29th 2017:

    Dress: Target
    Size: XXL
     
     
  2. Taytay
    Good morning curvage! 
    Okay so I am very interested to have you guys and gals answer me a question please!
    In your own individual and personal opinions what draws the line between a BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN and A SUPER SIZED BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN? What are (in your own opinions) some physical examples and weight ranges that classify a bbw and an ssbbw? I know everybody's answers will be a little different, but I just thought this would be a fun blog question. 
    And let me just add in this question: If you were forced to choose (knowing that my weight is over 275lbs) would you classify me as a bbw or an ssbbw! 
  4. Taytay
    So since the holidays are very quickly approaching,  I wanted to share some recipes that I love with you guys! (both holiday and non-holiday related!) I would also like to dedicate this part of the blog as somewhere that you guys can share great recipes of all kinds with me.. 😏
    1)SLOW COOKER RIBS!  (MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE!)  
    Okay first things first, the rub:
    1 1/2 tablespoons paprika 1 1/2 tablespoons packed brown sugar 2 teaspoons salt 2 teaspoons chili powder 2 teaspoons garlic powder 1 teaspoon ground chipotle pepper 1 teaspoon black pepper 1 teaspoons onion powder 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper (optional for more heat mix that all together and after you wash, dry, and cut your ribs in to about 4 chunks, rub it on! 
    Now bake for 15 minutes on 400, flip and 15 minutes again! 
    Spray slow cooker with cooking spray
    Next completely coat the ribs in your choice of barbecue sauce. 
    You can put them in the slow cooker either:
    *on low for 7-9 hours
    *or on high for 4-6 hours
    flip once or twice halfway through and they are done!  Mmm
    2) CANDIED ACORN SQUASH! 
    You can start by cutting your squash in half (or fourths if desired), clean seeds and guts out completely.
    Cut about 10 small slits all over the squashes "meat" (the part you will be eating) put about a quarter stick of butter per half. Next,  add a generous amount of cinnamon and sugar (to taste) 
    Cover squash with foil and bake in 1 hour increments at 450 degrees.  Check for softness every hour (if you cannot easily slice with a spoon it is not ready yet!) you may want to add a little more of the butter, cinnamon, sugar.  You will want to still see a pool of butter every time you put it back in. 
    Once it is good and soft you can add sugar and eat as is..  Or you can scoop it all in to a bowl with a cup of milk,another quarter stick of butter, sugar,  cinnamon,  and mash until all lumps are gone. For all you guys trying to sneak some extra calories in to girlfriends dinners, this is a dish that anyone with a sweet tooth cant and wont say no to! (and squash is still a veggie.. Hehe..) If you use whole milk or cream it can be a good 5 pounds waiting to happen! Trust me,  I would know...  😉
    I will add more as I think of them.  If I get any recipes commented here I will add them as well!  Thanks!! 🐖
  5. Taytay
    Its nights like this make me think entirely too much about everything.  Normally I can cure it by listening to music, but tonight, my head prevails.  When people see me,  in person or in picture,  they must see somebody who is gorgeous and confident.  I am both of those things but what many fail to see is the complexity behind my eyes.  
    Sometimes everything feels so amplified and dramatic. When I laugh and smile, I do so with every fiber of my being. Opposite of that,  when I am sad or when I cry,  It is an all consuming sadness.  It is a deep dark and quiet blue, a lonely space that only I can enter.  It is not commonly understood by my peers,  except for those who have experienced bipolar disorder.  
    Now I have found that writing about random things can pull me out of this painful bliss long enough to talk some sense in to my self.  "things aren't so bad,  you have people that love the fuck out of you,  you treat others with kindness, and you're beautiful to boot. " and repeat. And repeat. I hope one day to find a pleasant lavender shaded place to live,  absent of any blue.  Lacking the white static of the mind controlling mania.  A naturally beautiful place that is not created by a chemically induced fog. For the first time in a long time, IT FEELS POSSIBLE! 
  6. Taytay
    Okay so I have been getting asked these two questions ever since the noticable beginning of my gain. 
    1) What is my secret to how I gain very quickly only in my belly?
    2) How much or how many of this or that can you eat or drink in one sitting?  
    I'm going to do my best to answer these for you ;D
    Firstly, to the best of my knowledge, my Genes are probably the dominant factor when it comes to how and where I wear my extra poundage! I am no scientist but I believe that is a huge factor for everyone, no body can completely control it no matter how much effort you put forth. Now, when it comes to how I have gained so quickly, I do not have a secret or any kind of magic answer that will make you gain 100lbs before the year is up! I truly believe my metabolism plays an ENORMOUS part, I just eat a ton of bread, ice cream, and pasta. Along with that I drink about 1 gallon of 2% milk every day. All that combined with my snail-paced metabolism has literally made me blow up fast!
    As far a quantities that I can consume, I honestly have a hard time keeping track. I am a hug food lover, I eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat absentmindedly because I love the taste of something, I am powerless to my taste buds and my belly. I really couldn't lose weight even if I tried because I can't say no to my belly! It thinks for me more often than not.. and it is always hungry.
    Well, I hope you enjoyed that, I sure did   ;D 
  8. Taytay

    Advice for Taytay??

    By Taytay,

    I know i haven't posted in a while but i have had some random stuff on my mind lately.. 
    Firstly,  my urge to feed and interact with a female is increasing just as much as my waistline these days.  You would be surprised how hard it is to start conversations about that kind of stuff though..  (in person and even online). If i meet a girl and get to know her and decide that want to approach the erotic weight gain subject with her, what are some ideas on how to start that conversation? Or what are some common signs she might be in to the whole erotic weight gain thing?  Girls tend to say things that end up being more innocent than i interpret them to be..  Which will sometimes lead to me hurting their self esteem and i dont want that at all!! Some advice on this would be wonderful!!  Especially from women too 
  9. Taytay
    Some of you may remember me posting that I was going to write a short story some time ago. I feel like my ideas are organized well enough to do so now! I will write the first of roughly 10-12 chapters over the next few hours. For those who just cant wait here is a little synopsis for you :D..
    The name is "The Class Pet". It is about a young college student named Emily who is studying to become personal trainer/dietitian. Little does she know, she will become part of an example used by her teacher to help her classmates learn about weigt gain and its affects on the human body. You can expect quite a few stockholm syndrome components here, as opposed to physical domination. 
    "The Class Pet"
    Chapter 1: Potential
     
    *BEEP BEEP..... BEEP BEEP* The alarm on professor Michaels' watch alerted him to the fact that his third class of the day (right after lunch) had began. As he began to do his roll call he was interrupted by the squeak of the classroom door. It wad an adorable brunette loaded down with snacks, scurrying to the nearest chair she could find. He gave her a scathing glare and continues down his list. Emily Adams? "Here!" said the girl who had just ran in. She promptly followed this by opening her package of oreo cookies rather loudly. The proffesor could not believe a student would dare eat something so unhealthy in a class that was about diet and exercise. 
    It was only the first day of school and he might have already found his example for the cautionary portion of the weight gain chapter. "If this young lady is eating in this manner before she meets the freshmen 15, I cant even imagine what she will be like with a little coaxing!" he thought to himself happily. "Now now," he reminded himself. "I must take my time and make absolutely sure that she is my best possible class pet".
     
    Chapter 2: Pear
    Unknown to Emily, Over the next couple months the professor would assess his candidate as best as he could, inside and out. After studying Emily throughout a whole week of classes, Professor Michaels had made a mental note that along with being late everyday, she brought (and ate) 5 different snacks to his class everyday as well.
       This went on for about a month or so when he started noticing the pounds sneaking on to her previoulsy boyish figure. When school had begun, she just must've weighed no more than 110lbs. Now, it was clear to him, she had been doing way more than just snacking. If he had to guess he would say she is now every bit of 125, with almost every single pound sticking to her belly. It was very clear that she was rapidly outgrowing her clothing. The professor had never seen anything like it. She had given up on pulling her shirts down for the most part, so he was able to see virtually every pound she gained. Her hips grew wider to accommodate her expanding gut, making her the ultimate pear.
    "Well," thought Professor Michaels, "physically she is the perfect class pet, I just need to make sure she is mentally suited." With that in consideration he decided to tease her about her snacking in front of the whole class. Her reaction to this teasing would help him decide if she was the appropriate choice.
    Chapter 3: EAT IT
      It was the first monday in the second month of school when Mr Michaels' class filed in to the class room. 5 minutes after class started, like clockwork, Emily rushed in. She clumsily dropped her package of mini doughnuts as she hastily took her seat. She bent over over to pick them up, and as she sat up, she was met by Professor Michaels staring down at her with a condescending smirk on his face. 
     "Is lunch never enough for you Ms. Adams?" he sneered rather rudely. "You always seem to feel the need to interrupt my class with your incessant snacking." Emily turned bright red and began tugging on her shirt in a sad attempt to cover the large roll of fat that was on display for everybody to see. "Oh knock it off, we all know its there. I'm not the only one  who has noticed it, am I class?" He asked rhetorically. 
     "You know miss adams, when or should i say, if you become a dietician, nobody is going to trust your opinion with that mound of blubber sitting where your waist should be." Emily started to tear up absentmindedly playing with the wrapper of her doughnuts. "Well arent you going to eat them like you do every day?" The professor asked sadistically. With out a single word, she opened the doughnuts and stuffed them in her mouth one by one.
      
     
  10. Taytay
    Good afternoon!
    Sorry  for not posting last night, I was extremely stuffed and experiencing a major food coma
    Anyways, I thought it might be kind of nice to start a basic "get to know me" type blog. This is where I will answer the most common questions that I get asked. This is also where you are encouraged to ask me ANY questions you may have. 
    To start I will just give you the basics:
    *Age: 24 
    *Height: 5 feet 2 inches 
    *Weight: 260-265 lbs
    *Bisexual
    *Pisces
     *Green Eyes/Left Handed
    *Feedee/Bbw feeder and admirer
    *Favorite Drink: Milkshakes!
    * Favorite food: Butter Burger 
    * Favorite Dessert: Tirimasu
    * Favorite Musician: Sage Francis
    * Pastimes: Hiking, Longboarding, yoha
    Frequent Questions:
    *What does your family say about your weight gain?
    Well my family is german, in Germany they have a special time hust for desert every day. I used to be way thinner that all of my other family memebers, so they used to tease me for it. When my family started to see me gain weight they were happy and relieved. 
    * Is it harded for you to do physical things like climb the stairs?
    As much as you would like me to say yes, i wont lie, the answer is no. I love hiking, yoga, and Longboarding waaaayyy too much to give em up. I plan on living a long and happy life. 
    *Do you have a goal in minf for your weight? 
    Ive recently decided that my goal is 300lbs and no higher than 350lbs.
     
    This blog is still being written.. Feel free to send me some questions to put here!
  11. Taytay
    Realization:
    Todays entry will revolve around how I initially discovered my current fantasies and sexual preferences.
    The first sexual feelings inside of me were awakened fairly early.. I noticed that every movie I watched with a "bad guy" gave me strange and unfamiliar feelings. The villians always seemed to fascinate me in the strangest way. These feelings eventually turned in to fantasies, almost every one of these fantasies involved me being held hostage by these "bad guys". Eventaully these fantasies morphed into fantasies of being held hostage and being fed until I couldnt move. 
    As some of you may know, I am bi sexual. I like my women how I like myself, chubby and submissive. I discovered my love of embarrassing poor lil chubby chicks in 5th grade. The fattest girl in my catholic elementary school class (mary) went against the school policy of only having one piece of pizza on friday (every friday was pizza day). After lunch, the button flew off of her skin tight pants and she turned bright red as our teacher accused her of being greedy and grabbing an extra slice yet again! This added a whole new dimension to my fantasies. When I got bored of my kidnapping fantasies, I would switch to fantasies of teasing mary about her greediness and her ever-shrinking clothes.
    Well thats about it for todays entry! now If anybody is feeling up to it and you have any similiar stories go ahead and post them here! I am certainly looking forward to it!
    Thanks
    TayTay


  12. Taytay
    When people look at Taytay, what do they see? Most likely, somebody that is beautiful and knows it! That wasn't always true. It took a ton of arguing with myself about what beauty is. As you may know, beauty is in the eye of the beholder... Easy to say, not so easy to genuinely believe.
     I used to believe society's standard of "beauty is skinny". Seeing as I had a good 50lbs of baby weight growing up, I put myself through a ton of mental anguish. Half the time, I wanted that 50lbs to just go away!! The other half, I wanted to turn that 50 into 100.
    One day, after eating boxes and boxes of snack cakes and regretting it yet again, a lightbulb turned on in my head. I think chubby girls are the cutest things ever, so why do i not feel that way about myself?
    From that day forth, I started seeing myself from the point of view of an FA.  A brilliant, shining light was permanently flipped on inside of me. I can still hear my mother telling me this as a child: "Beauty comes from within, once you find it, everybody sees it. Almost like a glow the radiates from you." Self confidence is one of the strongest powers a person can possess, in my opinion.
    Well thats all for tonight!
    Taytay
  13. Taytay

    Drawing Contest ;D

    By Taytay,

    Well hello there!
    I have always wanted to see myself in cartoon/comicbook character form.. Unfortunately, i am not too good at drawing things..
    Thats where this post comes into play!
    Im extremely interested to see how YOU would envision me as a cartoon/comicbook character (anime is also welcome and encouraged)!
    My absolute favorite will receive:               Three free videos of your choice from the Curvage Clips!
    Anybody that participates in at least somewhat proffesional manner will receive:                                                       Any 7 minute or shorter video from Curvage Clips!
    All artwork must be posted to this thread and full quality version must be emailed to:                              [email protected] 
    All artwork must be entered by the end of the June!!!
    Feel free to comment here, or contact me with any further questions, good luck!
    -TayTay
  14. Taytay
    Good evening!
    This is Taytay (but of course you already knew that!)... I decided that I would like to devote some of this blog space to a little deeper look inside of me. I am SO often told that I am an "enigma"', so to speak...This will be an interesting look into me in general, but I am also aiming to make this a safe place for others struggling with any kind of life issues (self esteem, substance abuse, eating disorders, gender identety, ANYTHING YOU NEED HELP WITH), to have someone to talk to. Nobody should feel alone. 
    I will be covering 1 new topic or question everyday so feel free to suggest something, or ask me a question! I will answer all mature requests in the order they are received. 
    To see the days entry, just look under my blog entries! 
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