GurgleGoddess

Thank you so much I'm getting there!!

Seriously! I can't afford for my wardrobe to keep up with my belly! Look at how much of a struggle this shirt was to get done up... and it doesn't cover my belly at all! There's no hiding that gut!!!

Hey Is anyone else into body mods? It's something I've been into for a long time, I have lots of piercings and tattoos (I designed all my tattoos myself and used to design them as a side job which I can't do any more because my co-ordination is really bad and I can't really draw any more. I did manage to draw out a tattoo that I'd been wanting for a long time and recently had it done. It's Mangle from Five Nights at Freddy's 2, which is a character I find I identify with a lot and was certainly an inspiration to me in getting myself back together after having meningitis. I made a post about it on my blog: http://xxmisty.tumblr.com/post/149605398591/i-am-the-mangle-the-mangle-is-me-it-wasnt-long I'd love to see or hear about everyone's body art

Hey everyone! I'm sorry I've not ben around, I've had se struggles with my health recently and I couldn;t work for the past week but I'm trying to catch up with everything and everyone now I wanted to share some photos from just before I got sick. luce was testing out the camera on her iPad and we did an impromptu silly photo shoot which also involved Toy Freddy slightly! It's just a bit of fun but I wanted to share since I unfortunately have lost some weight through being ill and am not feeling so good about myself right now. I love how wide i look in these photos!

Hi Chris Don't worry, I know you're not mocking me or anything, asking questions is absolutely fine - I think some people over-react and make others scared to ask things which is wrong, never be afraid to ask me anything Yes, that's spot on. I don't think I fit a mould to be honest. I enjoy crossdressing. I find it hot as a kink. It kind of threw me a bit whilst I was working through gender stuff, and the way people react made me feel like I 'wasn't really trans' or that people would tell me I couldn't identify as male if I liked crossdressing. But then I realised I was totally doing myself wrong with that attitude. There are lots of cis men who enjoy crossdressing, it's not even a gender thing, it's more of a kink-based thing. I eventually asked myself, if cis men can enjoy crossdressing then why can't I? That's like telling myself I can't be a real man. I'm just me, really, I'm not quite the right shape to fit in a neat box. I'm a transguy who for a long time now has been living as me, as John/Mist at home, Luce has always known me this way. I started coming out first online last year and then IRL this year. But I love playing Gurgle Goddess as a character, and it makes my videos more fun in a lot of ways. I'm working on a new character at the moment as well which will be fun for a lot of videos that I know people want to see but don't suit the way I play Gurgle Godess and I certainly wouldn't do just as myself! I also enjoy cosplaying when I get the chance (which isn't very much at the moment but hopefully soon) and most of the cosplays I do are also female characters, just because those tend to be my favourite characters. But... the moment of relief when I take off the wig and wipe off the lipstick is like nothing else. I'm quite happy not to fit in a neat box right now to be honest - I'm really happy to just be me Out of interest, what's your tumblr blog, Chris? My dash is preety dead, i'd love to find more people to follow I apologise if I'm not linking up who you are with your blog and I already know you/follow you, I have really bad memory loss and I find it very hard to keep track of names and people I meet, it's not deliberate!

Thank you so much for all your lovely comments! I've been very unwell this past wek so I had to step away from work completely (I couldn;t even look at my laptop for long enough to start replying to anything) bt once I get back into everything over the weekend I'll be sharing more videos here

Thank you so much! Yeah, my belly has always been extremely noisy, and I have to admit that it's become more vocal the more it's grown!

Thank you so much for your lovely reply! I really love when we make videos together, we should do more of them <3

My belly after my huge gain this week!

Thank you so much! I was really badly underweight at that point (I actually got thinner before I started gaining because it was another 3 weeks before my partner moved in with me and I was so sick from my long term health conditons that I couldn't make food or even eat ready prepared things) and I was catching colds all the time, they'd turn into infections, i had no strength, no energy, it was awful. Gaining has been really slow because the original health issues are still there so sometimes it's still too hard to eat but Lucy encourages me and even feeds me when she needs to, and since I've gained my general immunity has improved no end. i'm no doctor and there are plenty of valid points about being overweight but seriously, now I fight off colds in days rather than weeks or months, I fought two different types of meningitis and survived, even my fibromyalgia flares are easier to cope with because I have the extra fat to fight back with! The biggest change though is in my expression. I feel like crying when I look at the first pic. I'm so happy now, the change has been unbelievable <3

I made a comparrison pic from the start of my gaining (I was horribly underweight thefre) to a couple of months back. I didn't have any photos in the right pose after my recent gain but I will do some soon

Here are a few more photos of my recent gain, I'm so chubby all over now! It feels even better than I think it looks! <3

Thank you so much!

Thank you! I can't begin to tell you how exciting this is for me, I've been trying to gain for 3 years ( was very underweight when I started) and to look at my pics and videos or look in the mirror or feel how soft my belly is... it makes me just bubble over with happiness and I can't wait to put on a few more pounds to see how much better that feels!