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  1. So this topic will be a longshot here, but anyone got any insight or recommendations for plus-size conceal carry holster options? My wife is 240ish, 5'3" and just cant find any good options for her to conceal our LCR 38. Lethal Lace? Too bulky and hot. IWB? Shirts ride up and she doesn't wear belts. Underarm? She doesnt want another strap over her bra band. She says she likes the idea of carrying but just cant get herself over these hurdles. And thankfully she is against any kind of off-body carry such as a CCW purse. Any Curvage ladies or FA's WAGs have similar problems? What works for you? And it shouldnt have to be said but lets stay on topic and keep this thread out of the Abyss, shall we?
  2. I had an idea for a meme. It reads "I prefer bigger girls." at the top, then two panels. The first reads "What that meant five years ago" with an old pic of Beccabae at like 180 pounds, followed by "What that means today" with a pic of her now at 400ish. I think that pretty accurately sums up what I've been feeling these past few years. Really, I haven't been on Curvage much at all these past couple years in part because I feel that in many ways I don't need it anymore. Five years ago you all were my secret sounding board of like minded people with whom I could explore and examine what I had been feeling since I was atleast a teen: that I liked fat girls. Some of you may remember me from my old thread "My wife the reluctant BBW" about how my wife was gaining weight and it was driving her into depression. She was feeling all kinds of anxiety about herself and if I found her attractive and being actually bullied at work by coworkers and randos on the street. Everything changed when, after finding this site and embracing my true self and my preference for fat women, I told her that I would *prefer* if she gained weight. It changed our marriage, as Im more happy with myself as Ive come to terms with my preferences and she's become a much happier wife now at 240ish than she ever was before at 150 when we were younger. Fat talk has become part of our foreplay, part of our sex, and we even jointly fantasize about her being a "fat lazy housewife" who does little more than stay at home and get the two F's: fed and [loved]. The problem is me. I half joked to her the other night "You know what would be even better than one fat wife?" 'Two fat wives you jerk?' she joked back. "No, one *really* fat wife though two fat wives would be good too 'cuz then I could fatten them up to two *really* fat wives". At this point we're both 32 and not getting any younger. We've got 2 young children in the pre-tween age. We both know that her putting on much more weight wouldn't be good for her health. She already experiences shortness of breath and joint pain, I actively worry about her sugar intake as I want to avoid any complications from the D-word. We both *know* that she shouldn't gain more weight. Yet, here I am, finding myself looking at SSBBW porn more than anything (damn porn of any kind, ruins our ability to be satisfied) else and when I look at my wife as she is now at 5'3", 240-250lbs I feel "Y'know, she's not that fat" which is ofcourse only true in our world as Fat Admirers where Queen BoBerry and her contemporaries rule the land. If fantasies could be lived without consequences and I had a magic fattening-wand she would be 400 pounds of sexy rolls and belly easily. Ehh, why not make it a nice round 500. Don't get me wrong, I love her, shes my best friend and we have a very candid honest relationship that only develops from knowing each other literally half our lives now. I find her more attractive now than I ever have and its not only physically but also because shes happier and more confident than ever. But if Im being honest with myself, which in my mind is where coming to terms with being an FA began in the first place, I do wish she was different, better, or could change; I wish she was fatter. We're dealing with it, and as Ive learned of most problems in adulthood: the problem cannot be solved, only managed. Thanks for reading.
  3. I havent any advice for you brother, but just know that even if it doesnt end perfectly, youre still living a fantasy many of us will never be able to fulfill, even if only for a night. Good luck, you have my envy
  4. No, i got a vasectomy. But i wouldnt let such trivialities stop me from trying
  5. There is, with sexy belly-peek shots!
  6. Definitely. Val's smaller bust and lets call it her 'hairstyle' make it an easy pick for me. But really lets not kid ourselves, theyre both gorgeous women, and have so much sex appeal that a thousand years ago people would be praying to them
  7. Lookin great! A belly shot would make your triumphant return complete
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