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*cracks knuckles* I live for video essays and sewing/crafting videos, hahah. I love having things on in the background while I do other stuff. This is by no means an exhaustive list, but definitely covers the ones that I will generally drop almost anything for if I see a new upload. My favourites (in no particular order) For Video Essays: Jacob Geller , Super Eyepatch Wolf , Hbomberguy , Keith Ballard , Milo Rossi , In Praise of Shadows , Ryan Hollinger , The Lore Lodge , Wendigoon , Quinton Reviews , Daryl Talks Games , Kyle Hill , Todd in the Shadows , Breadsword , CJ the X , DJ Peach Cobbler For Crafty Videos: Prickly Alpaca , Ash LG , Rachel Maksy , Opus Elenae , Morgan Donner , The Closet Historian , Dingo Doodles , Sarah Spaceman , Mariah Pattie , Nerdforge For Others: Pecos Hank (weather, mostly storms and tornadoes) , How to Drink , The White Vault (audio drama horror podcast) Brick Immortar (breakdowns of maritime disasters) Ask a Mortician , Jill Bearup (fight choreography and armour analysis) Hedron Rockworks (dice making with precious stones)

If we're talking deep cut silly bullshit, it would have to be Ginga Nagareboshi Gin (the English title is Silver Fang, I think?) it's an 80's anime featuring dogs, and it's so ridiculous, but I love everything about it, hahah. I ate up the Netflix Castlevania because it's just stunning to look at, absolutely lovely. I also really enjoyed Bocchi the Rock- it was such a sweet story and was so stylistically appealing, even if I'm not normally into that particular style of drawing. Madoka Magica also falls into that category, and I maintain it's the only Magical Girls Anime I'll ever watch. I'm also eagerly waiting for the next season of My Dressup Darling (and have been devouring each fan-translated manga release to tide me over). I've seen a lot of different things in passing, but those are the ones that come up on the top of my head as really enjoyable that I would recommend to people. If we start getting into different genre picks or childhood throwbacks the list would be far more substantial 🤣 That's also an open invitation to throw recommendations and talk anime in my inbox! Just don't make me regret it! 😝

I definitely have the not fitting in seats problem frequently! Most recently I had an uber driver pick me up and with it being a bitty sports car, I didn't have much room to begin with, much less any hope of pulling the seatbelt all the way across me. The damn alert kept beeping and so he shyly asked if I had an issue, so I had to explain to him I was too wide for it to click. I'm currently working a desk job where I'll likely need to find and bring my own office chair because the ones provided are just small enough that I start to slide out of them by the end of the day. There was this weekend I went to meet with a friend of mine and while going to sit out on the patio she offered me the iron chair because she was sure it would hold because it's metal. I was skeptical, and definitely was right- the whole thing bowed and nearly buckled so I had to get up off that pretty fast! Booths in restaurants are now a bit hit or miss for me. A lot of the more modern and 'updated' places have tables bolted to floors so you can't move them, so I have to be careful to slide in just at the smallest part of my midsection so that I can get into the seat. Good luck stuffing yourself full when you feel like you're being cut in half 🤣 Corner booths tend to be a bit kinder and have more room, so when given the chance, that's what I prefer. Chairs in restaurants tend to only comfortably sit one cheek, so if there's no booth options available, it's either wait or leave, usually. There's definitely been times where I had to take a very round-about walking path because whomever I was with went through a relatively normal sized space, but it would have been nearly impossible for me to squeeze through without either knocking things over, making a mess, or getting stuck. I have definitely had to wait outside the car before because someone parked just a little too close and there wasn't a snowball's chance I'd be able to get in until they pulled away, since there's no climbing over the console when you're tall and wide- though I bet it would be a sight to see me try 😏

Oh same here! It’s delightful to meet another CNC enthusiast. 😈 It’d almost be easier to list what doesn’t Get me hot and bothered, haha. But I’ll say that I’m big into kink, sensations (fire is my favourite, followed close by electricity), humiliation/degradation (so long as it’s not weight related) knife play, and lots of others that probably put me on a government watch list 🤣 I've also come to realize scent is big for me, too. I love the way a lady smells, and goodness me if I don’t love a man straight from some kind of hard labour. Musk, pheromones, the whole thing is just mouthwatering 🤤

Blood And Honour! 😁 I consider myself mostly casual, playing on and off for a few years. I generally main a BM hunter, though I've recently been branching out into demonology warlock and have been enjoying it. I did acquire BG3 and my rig absolutely needs a thorough updating before I'll get it to run it properly so it's been 'shelved' for now 😅 I have also dabbled a bit in console games, though I'd still consider myself very new to the concept. I've platinumed Spirit of the North (it's a gorgeous puzzler you play as a fox) and have done a little bit of both Monster Hunter and Dark Souls 2.

I can't get enough! If I had my way, I'd be absolutely covered in ink, haha. Currently I've the one between my shoulder blades, the ones on my forearm, and two stick-and-poke hand tattoos. I'm realizing now that most of my photos only show snippets of mine, and I wish I had enough to justify a tattoo tour video! Yours are absolutely stunning, so I think a tattoo tour from you would be delightful! 😍

Haha, not much to tell at the moment, since I've been out of the studio a hot minute. 😅 I know I've got a clip showing off some of my newer skirts and some shimmy jiggling. What I'd really like to do is get a hold of some good royalty free music and put together a few good videos for everyone. Though I suppose me being a bit out of practice, out of breath, and out of stamina could be quite delicious for a lot of you 😝

Oh these are lovely! 😍 Your outfits are absolutely on fire! I can't wait to see you post some choreo, I bet it'll be delicious. I'm a belly dancer, but I've always wanted to pick up some additional styles like burlesque, even if the heels would probably kill me, hahah.

That's super interesting! I have a fascination with documentaries and video essays, and while I have a general fear of the ocean and otherwise no interest in ships, one of my favourite youtube channels is Brick Immortar, which covers a lot of maritime disasters with respect and detail. You're probably already familiar, but if not, I highly recommend! I don't think I have any really 'weird' hobbies, though. I'm a belly dancer, I do a lot of different artsy things (sewing, costuming, sculpting, painting, digital art, pyrography, etc) I guess you could say that my long-standing love of fantasy horses is a weird hobby? Which has some overlap with the furry community, so I suppose that is probably the 'weirdest' one. 😂 Aside from Tornadoes, I love the idea of chasing storms, but I do not have balls of steel, so I'll just watch the professionals from the safety of my computer, thanks.

This pic is kinda stupid, but it shows off how round and full my 'waddle' is that it felt appropriate to share here! 🥰 Also the lingerie a friend gave to me that I am definitely too big and busty for, but eh, who cares. 😝

Welcome welcome! You're absolutely adorable, and I'm sure anything you make will be a smash hit! 🥰

I agree with Because he's expressed to you, from what it sounds like, pretty explicitly (potentially without any forethought into how that could impact you) that you don't turn him on. I want to give him the benefit of the doubt, and say that maybe he's just so saturated in porn-brain that it didn't occur to him that saying as much could be hurtful, and that it likely wasn't malicious. However, I can't help but wonder if, even subconsciously, he was hoping that bringing it up might persuade you to change your mind. Either way, it's hurtful, and unfair to you, especially as someone who has tried to meet him halfway and compromise. Frankly it sounds like you both need to have a really honest, down to earth discussion about what you are looking for in a relationship, what your boundaries are, what your needs are, and if those things align with each other. Obviously take everything with a grain of salt, because I don't know the ins and outs of your relationship dynamic. However, if you are ultimately wanting a fulfilling, potentially life-long relationship, and he is looking for someone who can fulfill his fantasies first and a relationship second, you are both going to continue being dissatisfied. I think the big question you should be asking yourself (even if it is scary) is whether or not you are with him because you enjoy having a relationship together and want to be together, or if it is because some part of you believes that you have to 'settle' and might not otherwise find companionship if you decide to leave. It's okay to be scared of being alone, especially as a larger woman- the dating pool is kind of shitty and can be miserable to wade through. But staying with someone where you're both unhappy isn't the answer, either. You deserve to have a relationship with someone who adores you.

You look so lovely, and congratulations on the new additions to your life! Also, those panties are so friggen cute- where did you get those? 😍

Have an oldie (from 2021 I think?) I can't believe I've never shared here before now! It's probably one of my fave shots, honestly. 72" at the widest- I think I'm closer to 76" now, but ya girl would need a bigger measuring tape to be sure 😂

I did this with my former partner, and he ended up just having to give me the shirt (which was basically a crop top on me anyways) 😂 One of the big things for me is having to readjust everything if I'm getting into a car that's usually driven by someone smaller (whether that be a partner, friend, family, etc). The last small car I was borrowing I had to push the seat back all the way, and then also recline it more than half way just so that I would have enough room to get into the car, trying to tuck my hip under the steering wheel (which also needs to be up as high as it will go, for clearance purposes) and then throwing a pillow behind me to try to fill in for the fact that the seat has to be in a laying down position to even attempt to accommodate my fat ass. Forget seatbelts- I haven't been able to wear one in years, and I hate the idea of wasting money on a bunch of extenders (since there's no single, universally compatible model). Does my belly touch the steering wheel? Oh definitely- if I need to be hands free for a moment (to grab curly fries or mozzarella sticks from the passenger seat) then my tum can keep us on the straight and narrow just fine.