ClosetedBiHubby2aBBW

Hello everyone, I’m 40 years old and have been married to my wife for 17 years. When we met, I was 22 and she was 18. At 19 she got pregnant. When I met her, she already had curves. She is 5’5 and at the time I think she weighed between 160-170lbs. After we had our first son, she never lost all the baby weight and as she gained during the pregnancy I did too. She’s never told me her weight, she’s always been self conscious. About 7 years or so, we did WeightWatchers and we lost weight. I got down to about 190 (at 6’1) and she lost weight too but did not get to her pre-baby weight. She had to take out her gallbladder and she claims that makes it impossible to lose weight. When we fell off the wagon with WeightWatchers we ballooned and I fell in love again with her chubby body. A few years ago, she did some exams her doctor asked for and when I was cleaning her car, I saw her check out sheet from the doctor. Weight: 200lbs! I already loved her fuller figure but seeing that number just turned me on like crazy! She gained weight since, and I am just crazy over her chubby body! I have gained too. I learned to accept my chubby body and embrace I’m a chubby dadbod. We got pregnant last year and she gained more. She always made me stay far away from the scale when she got weighed for her GYN visits but one day the RN says: “your blood pressure is good, your weight gain is great. You’re at 250 and you started at 230, so that’s not excessive.” When I heard 250 I went crazy!!!! Unfortunately, she does not embrace her figure. She calls herself a fat cow and whale all the time. I tell her I find sexier now than when I met her. She says no and turns down the compliment. Sometimes she will say things like “you just like big girls”, “you just like fat girls”, “you’re a chubby chaser”. While I want to scream YES! to all that, I know all she would hear is that I see her as the fat cow and whale she sees and considers herself being. Sometimes she says things like “I need bigger boobs to match my frame” or “being skinny doesn’t taste as good as (insert food)” or she tosses old clothes of hers in smaller sizes that she kept in the hopes of fitting in again one day and says “there’s no point in keeping this as I’ll never fit in these clothes again”. It’s almost like she has an internal conflict inside of her head about acceptance and not acceptance. I can be inside her and say she’s sexy and she will say “no, I’m not”. i love being naked just because and could be a nudist. She hates being naked because she’s fat and the one time I said I’d love to go to a bare beach or resort she said: “hell no. People would get grossed out seeing me naked and judge me. Then you’d see a better looking woman and want to upgrade. After our youngest son, last year, she’s lost some weight and today I think she weighs 220-230lbs. I love when I see her buying plus size clothes, XXL, size 18-20, so fucking sexy!!! Wife is 36, 5’5 (1.65m), 220ish lbs (100kg), 38C saggy, big round jiggly ass with dimples, thick thighs with now thigh gap, thick arms, thick calves but no cankles, big plump belly with overhang and muffin tops and love handles, shoe size 9.5, full bush, brunette and blue eyes. I’m 40, 6’1 (1.86m), 260lbs (118kg), 7ish inches (18cm) uncut, with a slight curve downward like a banana, decent size ass for a guy, thick thighs, defined calves, skinny arms, a little bit of man boobs, big areolas, big plump belly with overhang, smooth body everywhere, light brown hair and blue eyes. Looking forward to meeting folks that think alike who are body positive and that may help me express myself to her about he sexy she is all chubby and to continue embracing her chubbiness and mine! great to be here!!!