I was 165 when I was 19, I had been losing weight just before. When I stopped my diet the pounds quickly crept up. I knew I’d gained bc pants were getting tight. Plus I ate whatever I wanted. And totally avoided the scale. I remember going to work for a bookstore and putting books away and my belly poked out… and then again riding transit home. It turned me on a lot.. seeing my belly more visibly. I gained a lot in my belly to start, and my tits.