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They be vibin

This is my husband pretending to bite his ear, they are too cute!!! I’m so very lucky!!!

Thank you so much!!!
 
My husband and my baby puppy, who I love more than life, I was away from my puppy this weekend because my husband and I went to visit my cousin for her one daughter’s birthday and baby twin’s baptisms and it was horrible!!! My husband was there for less time then I was too, and it was SO HARD being without them!!!

Also- As much as my husband has been really thrilled with the results of all my surgeries (current and hopefully final count at 4) he’s never ever made me feel like I had to get them.  
 
He’s always loved me and been attracted to me the way I was.  I do feel bad about gaining weight since we have been together, (20 lbs, which is a lot for 5’1) but even that he has never made me feel bad for (he’s not an FA) but he has found that he’s really started to like me teasing him which is 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉💦💦💦💦💦😈😈😈😈😈!!!! So some fetish-yness! Yayyyyy!!!!
 
But just when I see that shit it makes me angry.  If no one has read “The Round World” by Dan Oliviaro you really should, I haven’t met him yet, but I will and his mission is to make loving fat as mainstream as homosexuality, because he is also gay, as well as an FA.  I believe it should be something to be open about.  I might be guilty about being too open about it, but if I can do anything with my life it would be to advocate for and normalize loving a body type that isn’t considered “socially acceptable”.  
 
I think that’s part of why I’m so sexually attracted to gay men, the courage it takes to openly be yourself is so fucking hottttt🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵.  I think that’s why I’m so in love with Adam Lambert, not only is he SO fucking gorgeous, he had also been a judge on Ru Paul’s Drag Race.  And he’s very vocal about his sexuality even at the expense of his career, because- full stop- he is possibly even hotter than Elvis Presley but gets nowhere near the attention I feel he deserves because I guess women think that they don’t have a chance (like they would anyway🙄) because he’s gay?  Very strange way of thinking in my opinion, but whatever.  
 
So I guess to some people here it’s exciting to have maybe an escape or something?  Keep it “dark and dirty and shameful” but I just…. If you can’t be yourself?….?…? What do you have, in life, like at all?
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I 💗💗💗you!!!!

It’s amazing to realize that this is YET ANOTHER way for men to demean and control women.
   @NocturnalDevotion  you’ve said it so many times - if you’re into chubby/fat women, then find one and begin an honest relationship! 🥰

Again, I guess I should stay out of the threads but to see a guy say “my wife could use some of your magic”- to a morph artist ——if my husband EVER - no, no, no that is SO fucking disrespectful!!!! And why am I nuts for thinking that????  People love to forget that women are on here too, even though they are the money makers here!
I’m with my husband because he’s my ideal in every way, if you couldn’t pull a girl like that….not my fucking fault.  

And to be clear I am ***reading from my phone***, I’m reading from the book, I’m dressed in sexy outfits but the point is to close your eyes and jerk off

I just paid the editor and the turn around time is 9 days for her! I just have to see what is involved in publishing on Amazon, ideally I would do FF and Amazon and probably have chapter by chapter available here!  I just need to talk to Dan and see how he does that. I do have some videos on here already where I’m reading from the book.  I’ll list them here.

I’m so sorry to all my sweethearts who I haven’t gotten back to in length!!! My typing fingers are weary!!! But I will try!!! Just please everyone know that I appreciate you!!!
 

Thank you so much!!! I just finished the first draft!!! Finally!!! It’s been over a year but I kept having new ideas and things I wanted to include.  It’s very weight gain/fat centered but there is a lot of sex.  I’m sending it to the editor tonight.  I already let her know that the subject matter is a little different for a romance novel so I’ll see what she says

Thank you so much!!!

Thank you so much!!! I’m not sure if anyone can relate as far as the warmth aspect, it’s one of my tamer excerpts but I thought it really illustrates what I like about big men

Not sure if this will make it into the book since it’s a little sophisticated for the character but I love it and I think a great way to explain what I Ike about big soft men, I don’t think I’ve ever captured it like this before!
 
He’s saying this to me-
 
 
“And of course the sexy weight you put on me makes me feel so incredible!  The way you feel warm and comforted being near me I feel so warm and comforted knowing how much you love my body and nurturing me. I know this is totally corny but I wrote a little “passage” I guess you would call it?  I’m going to try to recite it. 

 
  “Just thinking about your little hands melting into my soft delicious flab-is not only a HUGE turn on, but makes me feel so loved and safe!  The best way to describe it would be one of those nights in the winter when my parents weren’t home and we would go downstairs and snuggle and sleep by the fire.  The way the glow the firelight gave our skin, the way it cast shadows on all my bulges, my back up against the sofa, my tender rolls cascading down my sides with the fullest part blooming onto my lap. Such a healthy, pampered, nurtured and nurturing boy.  All of my soft fat cushioning you and warming you, you burrowing into my buttery belly.  Me being a big pillow for you.  Knowing you see and feel my juicy obese body and react with absolute love and passion, never ever disgust, you couldn’t even fathom that. Knowing that I’ll never have to fear growing too round, never fear rejection.  The tubbier I look the more you stuff me with Christmas cookies and warmed Eggnog, making as many trips to the kitchen as I want you to.  So eager to serve and love me, and that's why when I see and feel my fat it’s like a piece of you is inside me, you are such a deep part of me you're in my flesh. I just rub my tummy and it’s like you are there, telling me how much you love my body, that it’s ok to grow, grow soft and pudgy, watching my flab ooze in between your fingers as you knead my dough. I just love food and my belly so full it's heavy and I always feared I’d grow very very fat, that I’d be unable to help it and maybe a woman would love me, put up with it, but revile at the sight of my naked body, cringe as she felt my girth grow, the texture of my belly lose any firmness.  But you! You grow me so gently and lovingly, thrilling at just the slightest touch of my soft round form.  The sensation of my belly in the hands of a woman who loves it is unparalleled by anything else I’ve experienced, especially when that woman is everything I’ve ever dreamed!”  

 

I don’t know if you noticed that I changed my name, I want it to be the same across all platforms AND I am VERY close to being done with the book. Author Nocturnal Devotion.  I’m writing the last chapter now and then I’m going to submit it to Fantasy Feeder (they have an actual book store there now) but I’m not sure if I should send it to them and the editor at the same time or wait until it’s edited since FF does some of their own editing but it’s exciting!!!
I’m happy to keep the thread name the same though because I love the name NoGutNoGlory, I just hate that people misinterpret it to mean that I want a gut!

Doing the knee-ups every time I exit the bathroom, it’s just a matter of getting rid of the fat!! 

S77 has figured it out so as soon as the editor is done I will start releasing it! I’m not sure if I should do one section a day or a week? I think a week will be too long and people with forget about it? Any thoughts are appreciated!

Thank you so much!!!

Welcome!

Thank you so much!!! I’m so thrilled and grateful for the post-BBL support!!! It means so much to me!!!

I can see that, I just wouldn’t think it would be all that hard to find a chubby/fat girl these days. And as much as everyone loves to tell me how fat I am, I’m actually below “average” weight because most American women are overweight. 
 
I think a lot of guys are too afraid to date who they want and I have less than no respect for people like that!