Little Nicky

I walked up to Big Martha. . "Wow Nickey. Whats going on? You short , old, masculine weird women are gravitating towards me like fruit flies on a banana AND YOU ALL WANT TO TOUCH. Your employee Gwen is all over me and you are groping me and i am just letting you. I just feel like a deer in headlights. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the lucky ones that's never had her boobs grabbed, touched, or jiggled before i met you Nicky. Probably because of my size, my social status and my bitch resting face. I am completely the opposite to a homophobe... but i am literally 100% straight. As far as having intimacy with a woman? That s just something that I haven t done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women. You can touch me all you want, but i am not getting any sexual pleasure. I am totally numb. You are the first woman who groped me. It wasn't a coincidence. This woman Gwen said that you told her everything about me. Probably you bragged to your employees about groping me. These weird women Gwen and Ruth probably feel like its now "ok" to do because you told them that you groped me. " Big Martha loudly said. . " You are a tall curvy woman Big Martha. There is something appealing about curvy women. Your son Paul is right. We are just fascinated with you. You are always dressed in that designer expensive shiny tight form fitting fancy clothes, on those 5inch heels, with full make up, with your hair up, with your huge boobs your, big ass ? You are obviously 5ft11. We are small and skinny women. We are all much shorter than you. " I answered to Big Martha. " I was now shaking with a mixture of nervousness and excitement and i carried on talking to her as i gently placed my small old hand on her massive bum. Big Martha just remained still as she felt my hand spread across her ass. I even groaned a little as i sank my old fingers into the full firmness of her right buttock. My chatter began to fade as i placed my other hand on the other cheek and began to squeeze and fondle that one too. I began to salivate at the feel of her silky smooth satin pants stretched tightly across the most perfect ass i had ever seen. It was just the most amazing experience to have my hands freely roaming all over the ass of this lovely big woman without any objection. I never thought i would ever be in this position, freely groping the big ass of such a classy, arrogant, rich and sexy woman . Then Martha walked away. About 30 minutes later the event ended, Big Martha and Paul were leaving. . . "You are a great woman Big Martha," i said, opening my arms for a hug. I wrapped my arms around her giant body, Martha hugged me back. It felt like hugging a large cushion. I was between the arms of a soft giantess, resting my head on her chest and hugging her large body. Her chest was spacious and comfortable like a bed of pillows. Martha broke the hug. "May I call your mother big Martha ?" i asked Paul. Martha stammered awkwardly, "I..." "What a great nickname!" Paul responded. They left .

I have two employees. Gwen and Ruth. They are both short skinny women just like me. Gwen is this 55 year old skinny short 5ft3 tall wrinkled face thin lips green eyes gray haired soft butch single lesbian woman and Ruth is this this really skinny, short like 5ft2 , pale face green eyes thin lips light brown haired with Chin-Length haircut 41 year old woman. And you know what?? When I told the situation with big Martha to Gwen and Ruth, they didn't believe. . Ten days ago we had this event at the the gallery. We were showing Big Martha's son Paul's artwork. There were quite a few people mingling and chatting with eachother. Mostly lesbian women and gay men. Big Martha arrived. She was wearing this red satin blouse buttoned up to the top, tucked into black satin pants and 5inch heels black shoes. She had full make up on. Again I was hypnotized and mesmerized by Martha's big tits. My attention focussed on the arresting sight of her sizeable breasts. Her breasts are exactly the level of my face. I walked up to her and started chatting with her. And in the next instant, my hand was resting directly on her breast, through her red satin blouse and bra of course, but on her breast! I think that moment surprised both of us for a number of reasons. She wasn't expecting it for one, but she didn't haul off and deck me either. Only seconds had passed, but my hand remained as I kneaded the softness of her breast like a contented cat. For me at least, it felt like an eternity. What I didn't expect, was when my hand remained on her tit. Even with her blouse and bra on, I now felt the sudden emergence of her hard extended nipple. But even more surprisingly, her gasp, the audible sigh of pleasure that escaped her lips in a long drawn out pleasured sound, unlike any I had ever heard before. But that nipple! Oh my god, that nipple! I swear it had burned an impression within the palm of my hand, half tempted to check, though fearful of doing so, which would mean taking my hand away. Something I didn't dare do, as I was already well into the twenty or thirty second mark of booby fondling Then suddenly Big Martha took my hand and gently moved it off and away from her. Even though she did, I was floating on cloud nine, not even aware of the massive wetness in my pants, the short-circuiting of my own arousal not as yet registering in my head as Big Martha slid over a few inches, putting distance between us. "Excuse me," we both turned around, it was my employees Gwen and Ruth, "can we get a picture?" Gwen said addressing Big Martha. "Oh sure, excuse me Nicky can you take our picture?" Big Martha asked me."Oh, uh sure" I said taking Ruth's phone.There were Gwen to one side of her and Ruth to the other. I could see them beside Big Martha put their arms around her waist. They did various poses laughing and having a good time, their hands definitely got low on her back a few times and the one may barely at the top of her ass but nothing very inappropriate. They didn't do anything very inappropriate, Gwen had her hand on her hip more than her waist, and Ruth brushed her hand across her butt after they took a photo. Gwen decided to flirt a little heavier, giving Big Martha's arms generous squeezes when they were chatting. As Big Martha was chatting with my employees Gwen and Ruth more people came over and joined the convo. I wasn't involved but stood close. Ruth stood particularly close to Big Martha, sometimes putting her hand on her back as they chatted, with Gwen grabbing big Martha's arm every now and then. When Gwen put her arm around Big Martha Ruth purposefully gave her butt a little squeeze. Gwen shot Ruth a coy look, as they chatted she moved her hand so it rested on the top of big Martha's ass . They kept chatting, as they did Gwen's hand lowered to the center of Big Martha's round rump, gently rubbing her ass as they chatted . Then Gwen gestured toward a bar area . Big Martha nodded smiling and gesturing toward her son Paul, with Gwen's hand still planted on the center of her big backside. She turned to walk toward Paul "Hey Paul," she said reaching him giving him a smile, "did you see that? These women are groping me. They are just groping me. These gallery manager Nicky groped me in in front of the drugstore. She groped me now in front of you. I never had my breasts or butt grabbed before by man or woman. I am strictly heterosexual. I have an overwhelming amount of attention from men. As long as I remember….I've attracted men like crazy. Usually, it's always lust is why they are so drawn to me. But I have never been groped by a strange man. Probably because of my bitch resting face. When I have a blank expression people assume that I'm in a bad mood. These small skinny women are so invasive. I have never encountered this sort of people before. " big Martha loudly complained to her son. "Mom you are not the victim. You arrogant, spoiled, stuck up, upper middle class snob. These women are just fascinated with you. You are always dressed in these shiny fancy clothes, on those 5inch heels, with full make up, with your hair up, with your huge boobs your, big ass ? You are 5ft11. These women are small and skinny. They are much shorter than you. You arrogant overdressed cow" her son Paul angrily responded. I was shocked by his response to big Martha's rant. Martha answered " Well, Paul i don’t intend to dress in any particular ‘way’ for anyone. I just wear what I like. I wear clothes that fit me properly. I don’t wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I am not trying to sound conceited at all, but my looks and body shape get me quite a lot of attention from men. It's been that way since I started developing as a young teenager, but i have never been groped by a strange man. But these women are groping me left and right." . " You are such a homophobe. You arrogant spoiled cow!!! " her own son yelled at big Martha " What are you talking about Paul. I am not homophobic, but I am strictly hetero. "she replied" As far as having intimacy with a woman? That s just something that I haven t done and will probably not do so. Im a straight woman never got turned on by a women. " " Paul said, "If you are 100% straight, why don't you let these small women to touch you? Think about it. They are kinda masculine but they are just a short, tiny, skinny, women. They are not tough and strong. You are physically stronger. Mom you are a big elegant upper middle class woman, 5ft11 tall on those 5inch shoes and curvy. Everything about you is big – your breasts, your butt, your thighs, your shoulders. They are just fascinated with you. Just let them. I need this gallery. Do you want to ruin that for me? Just let them. Please take this as constructive suggestion." "Maybe you are right. " Big Martha replied. Her own son Paul kinda persuaded her. "I love you," she said giving Paul's arm a squeeze . She turned to walk toward the bar, I took the opportunity to admire her ass yet again. As Big Martha stood there I noticed Ruth walk behind her. I saw Ruth reach under and give Martha's tush a little pinch , then she kept walking. She jumped pretty high and whirled her head around seeing Ruth walking away. I walked over. Gwen continued to flirt with Kay. Sh was saying something to her to make her laugh but was keeping her hands to herself. As she talked to Gwen and Ruth passed behind her I saw Ruth run her hand over Big Martha's ass before continuing to walk on. When I got back from the bathroom she was standing by herself. We stood there and talked for a few minutes. Big Martha bent over the table slightly toward me and stuck her butt out some. I couldn't see everything because the table was a little high but I clearly saw Gwen run her hand over her bum then put a hand on each hip and position herself behind Big Martha. She gasped a little and stood up straight as Gwen still held her hips. Big Martha then gulped down her drink and told me, "I'll see ya in a bit." As Gwen still held her, then turned to walk toward her son Paul. I watched after them, Gwen's arm moving around Big Martha's waist, hand on her hip. Gwen then brought her hand down and clearly squeezed Big Martha's ass cheek as they walked. I was in full jealous and turned on mode now as Gwen felt up her booty. When she didn't protest Gwen started rubbing her left ass cheek . Gwen stopped groping her ass when they got to Paul only to give her a playful swat on the rear and position herself behind her as she bent over a tad to talk to Paul.I saw Gwen stand behind big Martha holding her around her waist as she pressed her crotch into her. They stood there like that before walking towards me. I was about to grope Big Martha's tits, when suddenly Gwen's pair of hands appeared on her hips and a head emerged under her left armpit. Gwen seemed to have pressed herself up against Big Martha from behind . A big smile spread across Gwen's face as she ground herself against her.Gwen's hands slipped up from Big Martha,s hips, sliding casually across her full breasts and giving them an eager squeeze. Martha turned around. Gwen's hands once again moved over Martha's giant voluptuous body. My eyes went wide as i watched Gwen's hands move to Big Martha's succulent ass and give it a squeeze through her tight fitting black satin pants. . Gwen was kneading the big firm cheeks of Martha's ass, thoroughly groping her for all she was worth. Suddenly they broke apart. Ruth yanked Gwen away from Big Martha .

I am a 58 year old red haired freckled face green eyes thin lips 5ft2 tall skinny masculine single soft butch lesbian woman. People call me ugly alot of the times, and also make jokes about my looks. Ever since I was 14 people always call me names. Since childhood I have suffered taunts about being ugly,ginger,short and masculine. I suffered the worst bullying in high school, It was torture.. Being a short, skinny , ugly, soft butch woman is killing me. My height (5' ft 2") has been bothering me ever since I was a teenage girl. Friends always try to tell me that none of this is important / that personality is far more important, but from my experience it always comes down to the first impression and that is ruined by my looks and height. I am really unlucky when it came to genetics (face, height). Since i was a teenager I am more sexually attracted to voluptuous, ultrafeminine tall curvy attractive heterosexual women. There is just something about tall curvy straight feminine woman. Ever since I was 15 I have been obsessed with giant , curvy, extremely feminine women. Tall, curvy, feminine women are much more pleasing to look at. A curvy woman can never impersonate a man. If I see a tall woman with big breasts on high heels walking down the street I will be aroused. Small breasts don't really do it for me. Every time i see tall feminine woman walking around with big massive breasts & butt cheeks swaying all over the place i lose control. For me the, taller a woman the better. I feel immensely attracted even standing next to tall,curvy, feminine women. It's been a pattern since I was a teenager. I am totally fixated on satisfying my fetish for giant, curvy, ultrafeminine women. Maybe because that type of women are total opposite of me. I (58 year old lesbian) have only been in three relationship. My last relationship ended six years ago and was an unmitigated disaster. I want relationships yet they just don’t happen. I think this is in part because I am totally fixated on satisfying my super weird fetish for giant, extremely feminine, curvy, heterosexual women that are out of my league. I've been getting handsy with most tall, curvy , feminine women I know ever since I was 19 years old . I've had a history of being handsy with that type of women. I get handsy with voluptuous, tall, curvy, ultrafeminine women and it's amazing how much they just let me get away with, probably because i am a short, skinny, physically weak woman. I am ugly and masculine, but i am just a tiny woman. I don't look tough and intimidating . All of these women my "victims" are much taller and stronger than me. . I have always enjoyed groping tall, curvy, feminine women. Running my hands all up and down their bodies, rubbing their backs/shoulders, grabbing, slapping and pinching their asses, copping a feel of their tits. As soon as one tells me it makes them uncomfortable or feel like an object I stop but most put up with it or even seem to enjoy it. It's great. That is driving me INSANELY horny. . I do think confidence is the key. They're so surprised that I did it that their brains just accept it. I always give it a go. I've noticed that voluptuous, tall, feminine, heterosexual women with big boobs and butts are usually very accepting of being groped by other women so I do that often. They're usually surprised but don't know what to think about it so I just carry on doing it. I've had a couple of women tell me it makes them feel objectified, but most of them find it flattering. I even slap plain Jane women on the ass and I think they definitely take it as a compliment. . I'm very tactile and love groping. I honestly just love putting my hands all over a tall, curvy feminine woman's body. Running my hands all up and down their bodies, squeezing their ass and breasts. If I see a tall, curvy, feminine stranger woman I always try to grope her. Most of these women just let me grope them. I am getting off on it. I haven’t been able to have a healthy relationship with women because of this stuff and I feel like it will continue to be this way. I like straight women. I’m just into fems, but literally every tall, curvy, feminine woman I find attractive is straight. I always had a strong desire to have tall curvy straight women feel attracted to me. Being a short, skinny , ugly, soft butch woman is killing me. My height (5' ft 2") has been bothering me ever since I was a teenage girl. The majority of women are taller than me. I feel jealous of tall butch women who have a more masculine look than me. I am envious of strong bone structure and tall bodies. A lot of people mock me and insult me and laugh at height "jokes". Yeah treating me like a disgusting creature is really a funny joke. I feel pretty miserable about myself but being handsy with voluptuous, tall, curvy, ultrafeminine, classy women helps me feel validated and powerful. But the problem is that sometimes it haunts me and makes me feel bad and perverse. PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME. . My most recent "victim" is this woman Martha. About three months ago this extremely rich divorced woman Martha moved here in our town. She bought a mansion. She has a 17 year old gay son. Martha is this 43 year old fairly "robust" woman; she is not fat or anything like that, she is"big-boned". Martha is 5'11 tall and she has a very large breasts , side hips and big butt. They make her look huge. Yes, she is really big. Plenty of ass and tits to go around. I love her oversized hourglass figure. Something impossible to miss when first seeing her, with her turning lots of heads of both women and men, this woman , Martha, has enormous breasts, huge tits. She has giant boobs. She has gigantic, frigging boobs. This woman Martha is very serious, arrogant, and stuck up. She comes from old money. She grew up rich. She is used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. Most of her outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. She is always on high heels and full make up on. She is curvy, tall and busty, so many clothes tend to look sexier on her than on a thin person. She wears almost always her satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. She doesn't wear anything vulgar but because of her body type anything she wears looks tight on her. . I was sexually attracted to Martha from the first day I saw her. Especially once I saw the size and the shape of her big tits from the front and from the sides, I've never seen tits that big and that shapely. I work as an small art gallery manager. My 83 year old aunt owns this small art gallery. I am managing the gallery for her. 17 days ago on the way to the gallery i stopped at the drugstore. I got out of the car. Big Martha walked out of the drugstore. She was wearing a black long fur coat over her shoulders, a purple long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into black cotton pencil skirt, sheer lace hold up nylon stockings and 5 inch heels purple shoes. She had full make up on. Surprisingly she walked up to me. I said to her " Wow. You stand out a bit in a crowd. You are a giant arrogant elegant classy woman. I am mesmerized by your vastness. I have never seen tits as big and as shapely as your tits, I can't stop staring at the size and the shape of your tits through this purple satin blouse. Wow. You are such a big woman. Standing next to you i look like a midget. " I was in flat shoes and Martha was on high heels, she is 5ft11 tall and that, coupled with being well built and well endowed( she has very large breasts) , she was really like a giant standing beside me. I continued " Wow. You are so shiney. You look so glammed up You are huge. You are so overdressed and shiny. You are such a massive woman. Your breasts look absolutely huge, even with your blouse buttoned up to the top. They are vaulting off your chest and being seen from your side and even behind you i can still see your breasts. Your butt is big and heart-shaped also. This fancy clothes are so tight on you because of your body type. Your breasts are sooo large. They are massive. This blouse you are wearing is so tight fitting that stretches taut across your chest, it is buttoned up to the top but the buttons are almost threatening to pop free. This fancy clothes are so tight on you because of your body type. You are such a massive woman. " " I am aware that I am blessed with very large breasts, child bearing hips and big butt. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. I am big woman. I am 5 ft 11 and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. I have gained weight over the years, but i carry that chubbiness well. I am always on high heels and full make up on. I have learnt to dress for my shape. I look best when I'm dressed up, 1950's style dresses, satin pencil skirts and other related nice silk and satin wear look good. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits,satin patterns, satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am dressing like this since i graduated college . It is my whole wardrobe. Its how i like to dress myself and that is my style. " big Martha responded. . " Don't worry big Martha. You are right. You carry your chubbiness very well. You have such a regal bearing. You are so elegant. " i reassured her " On a shorter woman they would look cartoonish or disproportionately huge , but you are a giantess, so I knew that they are a double handful of natural massive breasts. ! I am fascinated with the size of your boobs. As you can see I am totally flat. My breasts are tiny. " Big Martha thanked me for the compliments. ". " I like dressing well, and looking presentable. I ’d rather be wearing something i feel good in than look like i just rolled out of bed.I wear high heels every day too. All the time." she answered . Then she started talking about her son. " My gay son Paul is struggling in his new high school. I was concerned about my 17-year old son Paul not having any friends. Not a single one. I was also worried about how he'll be treated by his peers. But he loves to paint. " She was trying to get her son's artwork shown in the art gallery. I happyly agreed. My eyes drank in the vision before me, not only were big Martha's tits big and beautiful but the purple satin blouse buttoned up to the top that contained them was too. My eyes were locked on her chest. ( my face is exactly the level of her breasts) I muttered to myself as i took a step closer, this huge woman big Martha was all my dreams come true. My mind was racing as i studied the most incredible tits i had ever seen. I wanted to suck them, squeeze them, kiss them, lick them! But i knew i had to be careful, no matter how hard it was i still had to be so very careful. "Well?" i asked as i brought my hands up towards them. "Do you mind?" "No.........no of course not," Big Martha said. I couldn't believe what i was hearing, the softness of her voice and the way she spoke made it seem like she was deliberately being a naughty tease. Or at least that's the way it sounded to me anyway. My trembling old fingers came up and i gently began to feel the underside of her bra through her blouse. Big Martha said nothing, instead she just looked down to her side as she allowed me the freedom to continue. "Oh my," i sighed quietly as i placed my palms against them and began to lift them slightly feeling their weight. They seemed so heavy yet they just sat there almost hovering before her as if they were weightless. My small hands seemed dwarfed by the size of these gorgeous huge melons that i unbelievably found myself holding. I had never been so excited as i got my first idea of just how incredibly soft they were. Still pretending to be checking out her bra i squeezed them gently at first, but sensing no objection i couldn't help myself from sinking my fingers in deeper and getting a good true feel of these glorious monsters. "Oh yes yes," i whispered. I had completely forgotten myself, i was too lost in the moment. Big Martha could see i was getting too carried away. She watched me lick my lips as i stared at my small old hands now roaming freely all over her magnificent soft bust. It was not particularly crowded on the drugstore parking lot, probably about 5/6 people in sight, but I caught a few stares. As i moved my hands over the front of them and started squeezing them Big Martha summoned up the courage needed to do something about it. The wide eyed look of excitement on my face told her all she needed to know. "You shouldn't touch me like that, I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the lucky ones that's never had her boobs grabbed, touched, or jiggled before. You are my first groper " she told me as she pushed my hands away and took a few steps back. I didn't know what to say, all i could think of was those tits and how my whole life i had longed for a moment such as this. I wanted more and didn't care about anything else as i again reached my old hands out for them. Big Martha swatted them away and she again told me quite firmly that i shouldn't be touching her that way. Then i said "I gotta go. " and finally stopped rubbing her breasts. Martha walked over to her car. I went inside the drugstore . And ooooh... I loveeeed rubbing her massive soft breasts there in the middle of the parking lot. It turned me on so much!!! My pussy got so so wet. Specially knowing that it was in public and people on the parking lot were not sure what's going on!

There is one good thing about being short. Tits are in my face alot when hugging other women.

Thank you for not judging me.

Groping voluptuous, ultrafeminine tall curvy attractive heterosexual women makes me cum. I can literally cum by groping a voluptuous, tall, curvy, ultrafeminine woman. I got pretty good at it, sometimes they don't even realize it! Wtf is a matter with me but I just love doing it

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Persephanii. I would love to grope her

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Erica is a perfect woman.

I am a 58 year old red haired freckled face green eyes thin lips 5ft2 tall skinny masculine single soft butch lesbian woman. People call me ugly alot of the times, and also make jokes about my looks. Ever since I was 14 people always call me names. Since childhood I have suffered taunts about being ugly,ginger,short and masculine. I suffered the worst bullying in high school, It was torture.. Being a short, skinny , ugly, soft butch woman is killing me. My height (5' ft 2") has been bothering me ever since I was a teenage girl. Friends always try to tell me that none of this is important / that personality is far more important, but from my experience it always comes down to the first impression and that is ruined by my looks and height. I am really unlucky when it came to genetics (face, height). Since i was a teenager I am more sexually attracted to voluptuous, ultrafeminine tall curvy attractive heterosexual women. There is just something about tall curvy straight feminine woman. Ever since I was 15 I have been obsessed with giant , curvy, extremely feminine women. Tall, curvy, feminine women are much more pleasing to look at. A curvy woman can never impersonate a man. If I see a tall woman with big breasts on high heels walking down the street I will be aroused. Small breasts don't really do it for me. Every time i see tall feminine woman walking around with big massive breasts & butt cheeks swaying all over the place i lose control. For me the, taller a woman the better. I feel immensely attracted even standing next to tall,curvy, feminine women. It's been a pattern since I was a teenager. I am totally fixated on satisfying my fetish for giant, curvy, ultrafeminine women. Maybe because that type of women are total opposite of me. I (58 year old lesbian) have only been in three relationship. My last relationship ended six years ago and was an unmitigated disaster. I want relationships yet they just don’t happen. I think this is in part because I am totally fixated on satisfying my super weird fetish for giant, extremely feminine, curvy, heterosexual women that are out of my league. I've been getting handsy with most tall, curvy , feminine women I know ever since I was 19 years old . I've had a history of being handsy with that type of women. I get handsy with voluptuous, tall, curvy, ultrafeminine women and it's amazing how much they just let me get away with, probably because i am a short, skinny, physically weak woman. I am ugly and masculine, but i am just a tiny woman. I don't look tough and intimidating . All of these women my "victims" are much taller and stronger than me. . I have always enjoyed groping tall, curvy, feminine women. Running my hands all up and down their bodies, rubbing their backs/shoulders, grabbing, slapping and pinching their asses, copping a feel of their tits. As soon as one tells me it makes them uncomfortable or feel like an object I stop but most put up with it or even seem to enjoy it. It's great. That is driving me INSANELY horny. . I do think confidence is the key. They're so surprised that I did it that their brains just accept it. I always give it a go. I've noticed that voluptuous, tall, feminine, heterosexual women with big boobs and butts are usually very accepting of being groped by other women so I do that often. They're usually surprised but don't know what to think about it so I just carry on doing it. I've had a couple of women tell me it makes them feel objectified, but most of them find it flattering. I even slap plain Jane women on the ass and I think they definitely take it as a compliment. . I'm very tactile and love groping. I honestly just love putting my hands all over a tall, curvy feminine woman's body. Running my hands all up and down their bodies, squeezing their ass and breasts. If I see a tall, curvy, feminine stranger woman I always try to grope her. Most of these women just let me grope them. I am getting off on it. I haven’t been able to have a healthy relationship with women because of this stuff and I feel like it will continue to be this way. I like straight women. I’m just into fems, but literally every tall, curvy, feminine woman I find attractive is straight. I always had a strong desire to have tall curvy straight women feel attracted to me. Being a short, skinny , ugly, soft butch woman is killing me. My height (5' ft 2") has been bothering me ever since I was a teenage girl. The majority of women are taller than me. I feel jealous of tall butch women who have a more masculine look than me. I am envious of strong bone structure and tall bodies. A lot of people mock me and insult me and laugh at height "jokes". Yeah treating me like a disgusting creature is really a funny joke. I feel pretty miserable about myself but being handsy with voluptuous, tall, curvy, ultrafeminine, classy women helps me feel validated and powerful. But the problem is that sometimes it haunts me and makes me feel bad and perverse. PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME.