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I knew I had gotten kind of fat... but I didn't think this fat! I went into a shop and tried these swim suits on. They definitely didn't fit. Come take a peek!

Hey lovelies,
So, it's no secret I wear my heart on my sleeves, if you've seen my videos I'm fairly sure that's obvious. Honestly feeling kind of discouraged all around.
Firstly, to those of you who do buy my videos, comment, like, etc., thank you! You really are the reason I do this so just know that I appreciate you guys so so much. 
I really try to not base my own self worth on my sales, but this is my full-time job, and I've put a lot of time and money into them (even lowered prices for you) and I'm hardly selling anything. I'm trying to put out the best content I can, and I'll be getting some new equipment soon to make it even better, but I really need your help. I'm in constant pain with my wisdom tooth situation, and at this rate I won't be able to get it taken care of until maybe March. So, please, if you have a video of mine in your wishlist, it really is going to a good cause. I've literally cried because I'm so hungry but my jaw hurts so bad I can't eat. If you want me to keep gaining, like I want to, buy my content. 
 
 
I've also had some messages across various platforms telling me my videos are too expensive (y'all realize industry standard is $1/minute and I'm almost always between 30-50¢/minute), and I'm honestly sick of being devalued for what I do. So I figured I'd give you an inside look at what my "job" looks like, using an average stuffing video for example.
1. Besides the occasional help of my boyfriend, I do everything for my videos myself.
2. It takes me about 8-10 hours of work on a single video. Don't believe me?
• Hair, makeup, and background/equipment setup will take about 1.5 hours
•I'm a slow eater, so I generally have about 1-1.5 hours of actual footage for a stuffing video
•time to edit! That  1.5 hours of footage, yeah I now have to go through and watch that and cut what I can to make a condensed video for you to enjoy. I typically have to go through 2-4 times: an initial cut getting rid of any major pauses in eating, leaving the room to get water, sneezes, etc. Then the second time through making sure I don't have repeat sentences (I get tongue tied a lot 😅) and just checking for overall flow. Most of my videos have background music that I have to add. On those videos I have a quick scan through again to place music, and a second by second one to fix the volume levels so I don't blast your eardrums. All in all... Minimum of 4 hours of editing every time. (Not even including rendering times!)
•Time to upload! Hey guess what, I post on 6 different sites, my current set-up can't handle more than one upload at a time, and each time can take anywhere from 10 minutes to an hour, usually about 2-3 hours to upload everywhere.
I'm not even going to mention how much money I've invested into better equipment here. 
At the highest estimate that's 10.5 hours on a 20 minute clip that I turn around and sell for less than $10, usually about $8 in fact. 
The next time you want to criticize a model for her rates, remember this.
Would you do your job for <$1 an hour? 

Garlic Orange Glazed Salmon
 
Salmon can even boost your brain. Salmon is packed with omega-3 fatty acids and vitamin B12 in addition to selenium and choline. All of the above are linked to improving brain function, cognition, and neurological health.

Ingredients

Salmon filet
1 teaspoon salt
2 tablespoons butter
1 tablespoon minced garlic about 2-3 cloves
zest of 1 orange
sliced onion
juice of 2 oranges about 1/3 cup

Directions: Preheat oven to 425° and line a sheet pan with foil.

Rub top of salmon with 1 tablespoon olive oil, garlic and season and salt each filet with 1/2 teaspoon of salt, top with onions and orange slices and bake 6-8 minutes.

While salmon is baking, combine butter and garlic in a sauce pan over medium heat and cook for about 3 minutes. Add the orange zest and orange juice. Cook for another 3 minutes.

Remove salmon from the oven, plate and top with garlic orange sauce.

so, with another month of quarantine, feeder and i realized it was time to stop playing games. i want to get bigger. and this is the perfect time to do it. 
Mochii Babii was a big inspiration for me (how could she not be that shit was fucking amazing) and i will never be able to top what she did, nor am i trying to!  BUT, i’m going to take these next 2+ weeks and push myself past this fucking plateau of 200/205 i’ve been stuck in for awhile now. i am going to do absolutely nothing but be fed and sleep. i am going to be at my most laziest and i’m taking you on this journey with me. i’m going to be making new content daily so you can watch me grow. because trust me baby, we gonna make this belly grow 😈  i want you to really be apart of this. so i’m going to be making constant content. well both be full and satisfied 24/7 🤤 this means more videos for you to buy and more free photo sets & videos. 
to start off, tonight ill be chugging beers and doing a lil fat chat & q and a video. 🤗 and talk about my goals and such.. all purchases of this video will go to takeout these next weeks! it’s going to be fun. i’m so excited to do this. let’s see how far we can push me. i want to get bigger for you. and i have nothing else to do but lay around now, i have local restaurants to support.. i’m doing my duty as a good pig. 🐽💓
 
pictures are attached so we can take note of what i look like now. feel free to leave any ideas for content over the next two weeks, or anything you wanna hear this drunk lil piggie talk about tonight.
are you as excited as i am? 
 

I just moved to the southwest when I met my boyfriend. We’ve only been dating for a week and one day, I needed to borrow his phone to look up a recipe online because my phone battery died. I love to cook and I wanted to make us a special meal that night.
 
He got really nervous when I picked up his phone and immediately I thought the worst. We never had the “talk” about monogamy so I figured he might be seeing other people. He reassured me this wasn’t the case but he asked me to “please not go through his pictures.” I wondered what skeletons (or piggies!) he had in his closet but I didn’t want to pry.
 
We went on vacation together a few more weeks into our relationship. We were still getting to know each other but he said there was something he was afraid to tell me and he didn’t know when or how. He said it was something he has revealed to his past girlfriends and they had some issues with it.
 
I knew he was into horror movies so I was hoping it wasn’t something gruesome like wanting to cut me up into little pieces or make voodoo dolls out of my skin!
 
He slowly started to reveal things. Clues as to what it was. He said he “likes to spoil women” and he “likes to be teased.” He wanted me to “tease him with my curves.”
 
He had some problems in the bedroom becoming fully erect at times and I didn’t understand why. He said it definitely wasn’t my fault but it was because of the things he has enjoyed sexually since he was a teenager.
 
I was always very fit and trim my entire life. When we met eachother I put on a tiny bit of weight but nothing too noticable. With the little weight I did have, I noticed during sex, he would firmly grip onto my love handles, caress the blubber on my thighs and he would jiggle the fat on my body.
 
When I said I wanted to get an ab roller one day to workout, his face became flushed and he looked like he was going to faint!
 
I finally needed to know what this damn secret was and I assured him I would not judge him for it.
 
He then showed me this site, curvage, and I was astounded! I was relieved his fetish revolved around appreciating the thick and curvaceous bodies of women. I love to eat too so it was double excitement!
 
He said a few years back, he saw a magazine poking fun at Anna Nicole Smith for gaining weight. When he saw it, he was intrigued and he grew rock hard from how big she had gotten.
 
He was a part of the feeder / feedee community for almost 7 years before we met. He was so happy when he found out curvage was back because it disappeared for a little while. He has an extensive collection of illustrations by artists of large women in costumes. He couldn’t resist going onto the website for his pleasure when I was out of town for a month. I knew this fetish wasn’t just going to go away so I joined in!
 
I was always very shy about gaining weight. I remember when I was 40 lbs smaller than I am now, I was embarrassed to wear bikinis because I thought I looked too big. This was a great opportunity for me to embrace my natural shape and god-given curves at any size. I started to really enjoy when he would buy me treats like cupcakes and ice cream. He would watch me eat and caress my tummy as I stuffed them into my mouth at the same time.
 
A week or so after seeing curvage, I knew I wanted to be a curvage model. He was happy to let me use his account. Fortunately, I finally changed the name to CASSANDRA CRAVES. He provides the food and snacks, I do the rest. Plus, he gets the first peek into my new videos before they are posted. I was thrilled to see the beautiful and sexy people on this site showing off their hot curvy bodies and those who are appreciating them.
 
Now, even if we broke up, I would still be gaining and post content on here!
 
I love being able to show my fans how much I’ve grown and my new piggy ways. My greedy mouth, my thick thighs and my jiggling belly will make you rock hard giving you that mouth-watering look I love seeing on my feeders face.
 
It feels sooooo good to know you all love my curves just as much as I do!
 
XOXO Cassandra Craves ❤️



 

Hello blog, it’s been a while ☺️🙆🏽 never did I imagine I would be sat here writing about my next goal in wanting to reach 250lbs. This is kinda crazy! Ok, so I’m not gonna get ahead of myself coz I still have like another 40lbs to go before I reach this but for the first time ever I am actually starting to think I CAN definitely do this! Like, In the past, I’ve always set myself realistic goals that I know I was able to reach.. this time round feels a little different tho..I’m starting to really enjoy it 🙈I’m actually loving getting fatter right now🙈
In the past, I always had that little worry of what others were gonna think of me, between me and you I think it kinda held me back and took some of the enjoyment outta it for me. I’ve stopped all that worrying now. I actually don’t even care what others think no more.
Right now, I’m feeling good in myself. I’d be lying if I told you I don’t have the the odd day where I feel mega tired or a lil drained. Im not really moaning about that tho ..I actually sometimes kinda like those days..it gives me an excuse to lounge around, be lazy and just pig out all day☺️🐷 

Vanilla flavour Gaining Shakes are becoming my number one obsession right now!!!OMG!!! I  can’t stop drinking them 🙈I’m starting to get a lil obsessed with cake-away too 🙄🙈I was never one to order late night deserts but it’s becoming more and more of a thing now.

My family and friends don't really say much about my weight gain anymore. It's weird. It's as if they have accepted it. Every once in a while my mum will make the odd comment.. like, if we are watching tv and a random slim brunette girl comes on.. she will be like 'you use to look like that' I tend to just laugh it off 🙈

Exercise has become a whole different ball game now. I can't really run anymore. Sit ups have become pretty much impossible for me to do. Even little tasks like attempting to try and touch my feet whilst sat up is just a big fat no. Anyway, I could sit here for hours and write you a whole damn book on my gain so far, but I have so much eating to do and goals to achieve right now 🙌🏽so, I'm going to sign off and leave it at that for tonight.

250lbs💥🙌🏽🙋🏼 I can do this!!!! 🙌🏽🐷

GS X x 
 

Yes yes YESSS! So I've finally hit 201lbs!!! And I just had to blog this!!!Apart from the obvious struggles of being an actual fat girl now like - struggling to cross my legs, having to sit down when putting my shoes on,feeling a Lil extra tired etc.. I am actually feeling great in myself!! So you are probably wondering where do I go from here? Am I gonna continue to gain more weight? Erm hell yes! My next goal is 220lbs!! Lets do this!!🙌🏽
Gs X x

Ok so I'm not gonna lie.. I've really struggled with my gaining for the past 3-4 weeks or so. One minute I was up then I was down. Frustration started to really kick in for me as I found myself constantly weighing myself.. this wasn't good for me because I was disappointed when the scales weren't budging. I mean, I felt like I was stuck in the 180's foreverrrr. Recently, I've been stuffing myself like crazy, eating near enough every 2-3 hours or so.. making sure I go to bed on a full tummy.. ordering myself crazy amounts of takeouts.. I've really had to push myself to get out the 180's!!However, I finally cracked it! I weighed myself yesterday for like the first time in a week..  
I currently weigh 192!! While I know some may feel a Lil disappointed as it's been a long few weeks of waiting, watching me grow and I'm still not at the 200 mark yet I just want you to know that I'm consistently stuffing myself to the max and pushing to achieve my 200 goal! I WILL achieve this!!! I promise!!!
GS X x