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I used consider myself a feeder, not a feedee. In fact for a long time as an adult I was around 100lb. I think part of me was a little afraid to gain weight, even though I find it so hot on others.
In October this year (now 12th of Dec) I decided it was time to test my feeding skills on myself and 🥰 get fat 😍. I was 165lb and chubby (I'm only 5 foot 2).
I only planned to gain 20lb, then stop at 185lb. My metabolism is on the slow side, so I didn't think it would be that hard physically.
And here I am now, having proudly surpassed 200lb, and am at 207lb when I last checked yesterday morning.
Now my goal is 100kg (220lb) as fast as I can get there.
I'm the biggest I've ever been and feel the best I ever have about myself and my body. My stupidly fast gain has made me fatter and hotter everyday.
I'm loving being a much bigger and sexier girl, and hope to hit 220lb before Christmas 😋

Just joined this community, I am happy to explore it

I became a real feedee, it excites me so much, and there is always a feeling of hunger, how can I cope with this, being at home I can afford to eat huge portions, and the rest of the time people around me may suspect that something is wrong with me... my weight is 200 lbs and continues to grow...

I am enjoying this community VERY much, everyone has been sooo kind... Thank you!! I will start posting my newest Facestuffing/Overeating videos and photos on July 4th, so lets set this off with a Bang! I am giving away my newest never before seen full length video... The Great Pizza Stuff!
All you have to do to get your free July clip is...
Follow me React to my Blog Post Comment on my blog post with a suggestion on what I should do in my next video  
Then I will pick three people from the comments section to receive this free full length video.
 

I am very happy to have found Curvage supporting gainers and stuffers by building this beautiful community. I am going thru all my hard drives and uploading anything I can find relating to burping, bellybutton, gaining, and facestuffing before I post the never before seen stuff that I have already filmed over the past year. I took a break from posting because the piracy got so bad.
Trying to learn the Curvage site and create a bit of a community before I begin filming new stuff this year. So please do send suggestions or ask questions. I have gained quite a bit of weight since I am not model touring and haven't left my house in almost four months because of this quarantining thing.
My latest project has me working on a cooking segment, something I have been wanting to do for quite a long time now. So, I will be sharing recipes, photos, and videos of that as well... plus I get to eat all the yummy food that I am teaching the viewers to cook.
As someone who has a passion for cooking and an even bigger passion for eating, I look forward to growing here on Curvage. Yours Truly -Becky LeSabre

do i look a lil bigger to you? 😏
i’ve gained 4 pounds! i’m 209. i’ve finally broke through this plateau i was facing thanks to quarantine. and chinese food.
i feel huge. i literally feel so heavy. it is getting harder and harder to just move honestly. i mean i can’t even imagine what it’s like for the ssbbws out there because at 209 pounds just getting out of bed is the hardest thing to do. which i’m only doing to get more food or go pee (i have a super small bladder i pee a lot random fact specially from those weight gain shakes woooo, anyway..) 
i’m super excited that i’ve already put on 4 pounds and we have just started boo! aren’t you excited about where we’ll go? i’ve been so hungry lately… setting my mind to truly wanting to break past this plateau had put me into the mindset of a true greedy pig. i want to eat everything and i want to get bigger. my belly already feels so much bigger just from the past couple days. i can’t keep my hands off it. i can’t wait to grow more.

so, with another month of quarantine, feeder and i realized it was time to stop playing games. i want to get bigger. and this is the perfect time to do it. 
Mochii Babii was a big inspiration for me (how could she not be that shit was fucking amazing) and i will never be able to top what she did, nor am i trying to!  BUT, i’m going to take these next 2+ weeks and push myself past this fucking plateau of 200/205 i’ve been stuck in for awhile now. i am going to do absolutely nothing but be fed and sleep. i am going to be at my most laziest and i’m taking you on this journey with me. i’m going to be making new content daily so you can watch me grow. because trust me baby, we gonna make this belly grow 😈  i want you to really be apart of this. so i’m going to be making constant content. well both be full and satisfied 24/7 🤤 this means more videos for you to buy and more free photo sets & videos. 
to start off, tonight ill be chugging beers and doing a lil fat chat & q and a video. 🤗 and talk about my goals and such.. all purchases of this video will go to takeout these next weeks! it’s going to be fun. i’m so excited to do this. let’s see how far we can push me. i want to get bigger for you. and i have nothing else to do but lay around now, i have local restaurants to support.. i’m doing my duty as a good pig. 🐽💓
 
pictures are attached so we can take note of what i look like now. feel free to leave any ideas for content over the next two weeks, or anything you wanna hear this drunk lil piggie talk about tonight.
are you as excited as i am? 
 

I just moved to the southwest when I met my boyfriend. We’ve only been dating for a week and one day, I needed to borrow his phone to look up a recipe online because my phone battery died. I love to cook and I wanted to make us a special meal that night.
 
He got really nervous when I picked up his phone and immediately I thought the worst. We never had the “talk” about monogamy so I figured he might be seeing other people. He reassured me this wasn’t the case but he asked me to “please not go through his pictures.” I wondered what skeletons (or piggies!) he had in his closet but I didn’t want to pry.
 
We went on vacation together a few more weeks into our relationship. We were still getting to know each other but he said there was something he was afraid to tell me and he didn’t know when or how. He said it was something he has revealed to his past girlfriends and they had some issues with it.
 
I knew he was into horror movies so I was hoping it wasn’t something gruesome like wanting to cut me up into little pieces or make voodoo dolls out of my skin!
 
He slowly started to reveal things. Clues as to what it was. He said he “likes to spoil women” and he “likes to be teased.” He wanted me to “tease him with my curves.”
 
He had some problems in the bedroom becoming fully erect at times and I didn’t understand why. He said it definitely wasn’t my fault but it was because of the things he has enjoyed sexually since he was a teenager.
 
I was always very fit and trim my entire life. When we met eachother I put on a tiny bit of weight but nothing too noticable. With the little weight I did have, I noticed during sex, he would firmly grip onto my love handles, caress the blubber on my thighs and he would jiggle the fat on my body.
 
When I said I wanted to get an ab roller one day to workout, his face became flushed and he looked like he was going to faint!
 
I finally needed to know what this damn secret was and I assured him I would not judge him for it.
 
He then showed me this site, curvage, and I was astounded! I was relieved his fetish revolved around appreciating the thick and curvaceous bodies of women. I love to eat too so it was double excitement!
 
He said a few years back, he saw a magazine poking fun at Anna Nicole Smith for gaining weight. When he saw it, he was intrigued and he grew rock hard from how big she had gotten.
 
He was a part of the feeder / feedee community for almost 7 years before we met. He was so happy when he found out curvage was back because it disappeared for a little while. He has an extensive collection of illustrations by artists of large women in costumes. He couldn’t resist going onto the website for his pleasure when I was out of town for a month. I knew this fetish wasn’t just going to go away so I joined in!
 
I was always very shy about gaining weight. I remember when I was 40 lbs smaller than I am now, I was embarrassed to wear bikinis because I thought I looked too big. This was a great opportunity for me to embrace my natural shape and god-given curves at any size. I started to really enjoy when he would buy me treats like cupcakes and ice cream. He would watch me eat and caress my tummy as I stuffed them into my mouth at the same time.
 
A week or so after seeing curvage, I knew I wanted to be a curvage model. He was happy to let me use his account. Fortunately, I finally changed the name to CASSANDRA CRAVES. He provides the food and snacks, I do the rest. Plus, he gets the first peek into my new videos before they are posted. I was thrilled to see the beautiful and sexy people on this site showing off their hot curvy bodies and those who are appreciating them.
 
Now, even if we broke up, I would still be gaining and post content on here!
 
I love being able to show my fans how much I’ve grown and my new piggy ways. My greedy mouth, my thick thighs and my jiggling belly will make you rock hard giving you that mouth-watering look I love seeing on my feeders face.
 
It feels sooooo good to know you all love my curves just as much as I do!
 
XOXO Cassandra Craves ❤️



 

Hello blog, it’s been a while ☺️🙆🏽 never did I imagine I would be sat here writing about my next goal in wanting to reach 250lbs. This is kinda crazy! Ok, so I’m not gonna get ahead of myself coz I still have like another 40lbs to go before I reach this but for the first time ever I am actually starting to think I CAN definitely do this! Like, In the past, I’ve always set myself realistic goals that I know I was able to reach.. this time round feels a little different tho..I’m starting to really enjoy it 🙈I’m actually loving getting fatter right now🙈
In the past, I always had that little worry of what others were gonna think of me, between me and you I think it kinda held me back and took some of the enjoyment outta it for me. I’ve stopped all that worrying now. I actually don’t even care what others think no more.
Right now, I’m feeling good in myself. I’d be lying if I told you I don’t have the the odd day where I feel mega tired or a lil drained. Im not really moaning about that tho ..I actually sometimes kinda like those days..it gives me an excuse to lounge around, be lazy and just pig out all day☺️🐷 

Vanilla flavour Gaining Shakes are becoming my number one obsession right now!!!OMG!!! I  can’t stop drinking them 🙈I’m starting to get a lil obsessed with cake-away too 🙄🙈I was never one to order late night deserts but it’s becoming more and more of a thing now.

My family and friends don't really say much about my weight gain anymore. It's weird. It's as if they have accepted it. Every once in a while my mum will make the odd comment.. like, if we are watching tv and a random slim brunette girl comes on.. she will be like 'you use to look like that' I tend to just laugh it off 🙈

Exercise has become a whole different ball game now. I can't really run anymore. Sit ups have become pretty much impossible for me to do. Even little tasks like attempting to try and touch my feet whilst sat up is just a big fat no. Anyway, I could sit here for hours and write you a whole damn book on my gain so far, but I have so much eating to do and goals to achieve right now 🙌🏽so, I'm going to sign off and leave it at that for tonight.

250lbs💥🙌🏽🙋🏼 I can do this!!!! 🙌🏽🐷

GS X x 
 

Yes yes YESSS! So I've finally hit 201lbs!!! And I just had to blog this!!!Apart from the obvious struggles of being an actual fat girl now like - struggling to cross my legs, having to sit down when putting my shoes on,feeling a Lil extra tired etc.. I am actually feeling great in myself!! So you are probably wondering where do I go from here? Am I gonna continue to gain more weight? Erm hell yes! My next goal is 220lbs!! Lets do this!!🙌🏽
Gs X x

In roughly chronological order...
4 pieces of bacon - 172 calories  2 eggs scrambled - 182 calories Filmed in stuffing video...
Half a quart of Chocolate Cupcake hostess ice cream - 1,080 calories  Entire strawberry shortcake - 2,220 calories  20oz Doctor Pepper - 250 calories 2 pieces of key lime pie shortcake - approx. 880 (erring on conservative side)  turkey and cheese sub sandwich with mayonnaise on honey multigrain bread - 815  After finishing cake... 
large "Ocean Water" drink from sonic - 270  1 carton Boost Very High Calorie - 530 total calories consumed: 6,399 calories 
My goal for yesterday was 8,455 calories, it was a pretty lofty goal but I feel like if you don't set your goals high you end up underestimating yourself.  I was so so stuffed before bed but I chugged that boost for good measure just to make sure I was gaining that night! And sure enough, the scale didn't lie the next morning. Counting calories and imagining the all the food in my round heavy belly making it permanently rounder and softer turns me on SO MUCH like geez I didn't even realize this was such a big part of my kink. I attached some pictures showing my belly getting heavy and round from the immense amount of food I stuffed in it and my weight this morning! 
Tonight I'm finishing all the ice cream (1080), the rest of the key lime shortcake (2380), the rest of my cheesy chili (415) that I started eating this morning and as much pepsi as I can gulp down (calories to be determined). I've already had half the chili (415), a carton of boost (530), a bottle of mountain dew voltage (290) and 2 brown sugar pop tarts (420).. aiming for a net caloric intake of 7,000 calories today! 
If I eat everything tonight that I mentioned I wanted to plus everything I eat today, and consume just 2 cartons of boost VHC I'll be over 7,000 calories for the day. I have an amazing female feeder to urge me on and I feel like I can do it! I have to work my vanilla job tomorrow too.. kinda excited thinking about being on my feet all day working with my big belly sticking out under my shirt still stuffed from the night before. 

I never used to be much of a numbers gal but lately I've been getting really turned on by calculating just how many calories I'm stuffing into my growing belly! The higher the number the more turned on I get.. 
Food diary from yesterday.. 1060 (2 boosts) + 880 (4 servings/1 whole box of krispy kream donut holes) + 1,360 (full carton of ben and jerry's truffle kerfuffle) + 320 (2 granola bars) + 140 (2 babybel cheeses) + 320 (16oz frozen v8 smoothie) + 348 (tofu red curry) + 498 (2.5 cups steamed white rice)
= 4,926 calories!
Yesterday I had classes all day, everything from the granola bars to the thai food stuffing was eaten at school >.< I think part of my turn on is pigging out in public.. I went to a thai/chinese restaurant by my campus on break and ordered the red curry with DOUBLE rice (2 big scoops) and I ate the entire thing! I was so fucking stuffed my belly felt hot and gurgly all through my night class.
However because my metabolism is so fast, by the time I got home I was hungry AGAIN and I laid out a massive stuffing for myself (over 5,000 calories alone)! But my bf came home before 
I could finish it all but I still managed to gulp down a solid 3,000 ish. Here are some pictures showing everything I ate last night. 
Should I keep documenting my gain like this? I feel like if I stay on track of how many calories I'm consuming and try to make the number bigger every day, I'll reach my gaining goals in no time~ My next CurvageClips film will be a high resolution slow motion belly play video! and a boost gainer chug.. I'm REALLY GOING TO TRY to do the 10 cartons of boost thing today and have them all chugged by 4pm! 

Just a quick weight update..Ok so last time I weighed myself I had hit 10 n half stone.. I decided to step on the scales today after thinking I've not been gaining as much recently.. oh boy I was wrong🙄I'm actually now weighing 11 stone!!!!! 
GS X x 

Gaining has been sooo good to me this month and it's just begun! I feel like I'm finally pushing past my metabolism struggles.. 
I just hit 162 and I feel like it's all gone to my belly.. pictures in the next blog post! 

Ok so it's getting pretty late here but I promised to answer some questions that keep getting asked so here goes.. 
The most common question that I'm getting asked daily is 'how do I feel now I'm getting fat? To be honest I don't really think I'm that fat just yet,I kinda just see myself as abit 'chubby' even though guys tell me I've past chubby and on my way to becoming fat I honestly don't believe it yet 🙈Maybe I'm in slight denial.. 
Guys wanna know if my appetite has grown .. well yeahhh derghhh!! Haha! Back in my skinnier days I'd easily skip breakfast.. food seems to be the first thing on my mind when I wake up now, honestly don't think I can function without it! Eating after 6pm was a big no no for me.. now I don't give a fuck and eat what I want when I want! While I'm snacking twice as much as I use to I was actually never a dessert kinda girl but seem to be finding myself snacking on cakes,donuts and cashew nuts at the moment 🙄🙈
do i plan to gain fast or at a natural pace? Well my intention is to gain at a natural pace but I'm not sure that's possible with me.. i'm the type of girl that would have to diet all my life just to remain slim so the second I scrap a diet is pretty much the second I start to pile it on! I think trying to gain at a natural pace is a really hard thing to do in my opinion,however I am trying to keep my stretch marks under control at the moment :-) 
 
GS X x 
 
 
 

Ok so I've had some mixed reactions from my sudden gain..starting with my mum that noticed I put some timber on a few months ago now,she likes to tell me how prettier I am and how healthier I'm looking at moment,shes told me I'm glowing 🙈On the other hand my sis has done nothing but tease and wind me up the last month.. telling me how fat I'm getting, I get shy and laugh it off majority of the time. My sis has  always been one to rob and wear my clothes so this last month I gave her  majority of them I've outgrown. I work with a number of girls at my salon, I see them near enough every day, they haven't really said much apart from asking me how I've gained a bigger bum recently,they don't know I'm trying to gain,I've told them I'm doing less gym time but more squats. Personally I think they've noticed my overall gain but maybe don't wanna try and offend me by asking.. who know's.. I met up with a few friends not so long ago, I hadn't seen them since our girly holiday back in July 2016.. I was so nervous cos I knew they were gonna notice straight away 🙈 I literally must of tried breathing and sucking myself in for the first hour,pulling my dress away from clinging at my tummy before they said I've put on so much weight since they last saw me, I had to re-ask them if they honestly thought that or was they just saying it,I'm so use to my sis winding me up about it I actually thought they were! I'm guessing they wasn't tho and they were just be honest,I just went shy and changed the subject 🙊🙈 
anyway that's it for tonight,I'm off to get some beauty sleep. 
GS X x 
 

Welcome to my blog! 
I've been hypothesizing whether or not to attempt to continue the daily weigh-ins.. I was great about them in october/november but since the spring semester I've really fallen off the proverbial scale and I totally forget to do them! 
Would it be better to do weekly weight updates punctuated with more visual gaining updates like fitting sessions, measuring, photosets or do daily weight updates and supplement them with other content. what do you prefer? 
I am a forgetful bish and I can totally handle weekly weight updates, perhaps longer updates filmed with my DSLR with stuffing/gaining stories and belly play. 
I would like feedback from people who haven't subscribed as well! 
Here's a preview gif from my newest weight update clip coming soon to curvage clips!