Honestly I generally have no concerns about my appearance. I get that most people think differently, but I don't worry about my appearance when I gain weight because I like how I look. I feel freer and happier when I'm not trying to make my body small when it's meant to be big. I'm just worried about being treated poorly by fat phobic people, receiving subpar medical care from providers who hate fat people, having the majority of cis men literally treat me like I'm invisible and not worthy of their respect because they don't deem me "fuckable", the list goes on and on. Really just want to live in a remote cabin somewhere and not deal with most of humanity and get as fat as my heart desires ❤️.