Guest bunnybewitched Posted April 21, 2021 Share Posted April 21, 2021 I’ve had an eating disorder since I was about 12 years old , but I can remember hating my body much earlier than that. I would go through cycles of purging and restricting, and no matter how thin I was, I always felt like I could lose more weight. In 2019, I was admitted to an eating disorder recovery program, and began repairing my relationship with food, until I relapsed and ended up in the hospital for the second time. When I got out, I started eating more regularly and started putting on weight, and realized I didn’t hate it. In fact, I loved it. The more weight I gained, the more I wanted to keep gaining. I discovered the feederism community online and was finally able to stop repressing myself and start loving my body. Now instead of counting and trying to burn off as many calories as possible, I’m trying to pack them in. I can’t wait to keep growing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bmo94494 Posted April 21, 2021 Share Posted April 21, 2021 Welcome! It's great to hear you've had success in self acceptance. Glad to have you here. 😁 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest romeos92 Posted April 21, 2021 Share Posted April 21, 2021 keep growing babe...do you have any B/A pics at your smallest and highest weight? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest BrewGuy Posted April 21, 2021 Share Posted April 21, 2021 3 hours ago, bunnybewitched said: Now instead of counting and trying to burn off as many calories as possible, I’m trying to pack them in. I can’t wait to keep growing. Welcome and congrats on getting to a better place - agree with Bmo94494, it’s good to have you here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest bunnybewitched Posted April 22, 2021 Share Posted April 22, 2021 Before and after pics Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cai man Posted April 23, 2021 Share Posted April 23, 2021 Welcome bunnybewitched! 😊 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
go.big.love Posted April 27, 2021 Share Posted April 27, 2021 On 4/23/2021 at 12:12 AM, bunnybewitched said: Before and after pics love the overhand on your belly here. you look great Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
willypete66 Posted May 7, 2021 Share Posted May 7, 2021 Hey welcome, glad you have learned to love your body and can't wait to see what the future holds for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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