Guest Atlya Posted September 2, 2012 Share Posted September 2, 2012 Hey, I'm curious about the "ffa" part (I don't know if any posted yet). So, any "Female Fat Admirer"? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Hulk Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 I can remember liking fat from age 8, but from a story my mom told me I suspect it started earlier. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heart and Mind Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Kinda the same here... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The FBI Posted September 22, 2012 Share Posted September 22, 2012 As some of you know I'm a tranny, so when I was younger I identified with social norms that are imposed on woman because I associated them with myself even though I had no concept of transsexualism until a couple years ago. So for most of my life and even today I find myself extremely conscience of my weight and I have a very poor body image. When I was really young (3rd-6th grade) I found myself extremely obsessed with my weight. I'd hardly eat anything and most of my nightmares were of gaining weight. I'd always look at the fat kids on the play ground with disdain, I hated them for some reason that I could never understand. I never said anything out loud but I was fixed on it. I just couldn't stand the sight of them. But this all changed when I meet a boy by the name of Jacob in 6th grade. I was always really lonely as a kid. I had severe hearing problems until I was eight so I didn't have any social skills of any kind and I was depressed for a myriad of reasons that I won't go into here. So when Jacob befriended me it was my only time I ever had someone to share my experiences with, someone to be with, someone I could call a friend and someone who would call me a friend. He was pretty chubby and lazy, he'd always talk about how fat he was but he always did it with a smile on his face. There was something about him that I found infectious. I found myself eating more fantasizing about gaining weight to be more like him. More and more I wanted to be like him and although he eventually left me he left a mark. Soon after he left I returned to my usual habits of near-anorexia. But puberty started and I found myself with an insatiable libido. Eventually I went onto the internet to try to satisfy my libido, I tried masturbating and was largely unsuccessful. But the farther I went into the internet the more I discovered about my sexuality, and although I didn't grasp that pre-cum didn't equal masturbation I did discover that I was an FA. My first successful masturbation was actually to a Riply's believe it or nor episode about African tribes that make their woman gain weight, I'm a bit embarrassed about that though. These days I'm still having problems with my body image and I'd still like to lose a bit of weight. It might seem funny to you that I'd love to have a relationship where my partner gains weight while at the same time the thought of being a "gainer" would give me a stroke. But you have to understand that I live in a very socially conservative area where the only expression of my gender I can have is through trying to attain an effeminate figure through weight loss. I hardly have anything to cross dress with and I hardly ever do it because I don't want to risk my parents catching me. Heck, I used to try to swing my hips for a little while but I was soon called out for that. So it's the only thing I really have I guess. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Aviator91 Posted September 23, 2012 Share Posted September 23, 2012 Well, here goes my first post. For me, well, I really got into thick legs and that hourglass/pear shape in 6th grade. I was such a creeper lol. Always like filled out girls. Met my wife 5'7", 145. 5 years later she is so beautiful at 190. If I only new to take pictures. Last year while, deployed, ( IE you can't have any porn etc.) I found the you tube vids.... lots of google'ing and now here.... I'm only starting to tell my wife how bad it really is. THANKS to everyone on this site!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Francis Castiglione Posted September 23, 2012 Share Posted September 23, 2012 The seeds were planted I guess through the nicktoons, there was always a token weight gain episode, or even earlier with Winnie the Pooh and the Honey Tree when he gorged on honey and got stuck. I remember during the fifth grade we took a field trip to the lake and there was this fat girl in my class who went into the lake with a white t-shirt on and came out and you could see her tummy and rolls and such and got excited. Then later that summer I saw the Simpsons episode King-Size Homer, which sprouted the seeds from years past. I immediately did a search for "weight gain stories" and found Dimensions. All that happened in 1999 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brutenga Posted September 23, 2012 Share Posted September 23, 2012 For me it's been as long as I can remember. As a kid I used to love a scene from '2 Stupid Dogs' on Cartoon Network in which a character was force fed till she got fat enough for some witch to eat her. My parents got pretty mad at me for stretching my clothes with pillows and I still remember having a huge crush on one of the larger girls in class. It's just hot wired in my brain since I was born I gues. When did you know? lol I chuckled cause I know the exact episode and I enjoyed it too. Funny how we all think we're alone on this till we get older. I still would love to understand the psychological breakdown and how much of nature vs. nurture is involved...a better question: Why the hell hasn't the show "real sex" done an episode on this expanding fetish? yeah, stupid pun. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y2kboris1 Posted September 29, 2012 Share Posted September 29, 2012 These days I'm still having problems with my body image and I'd still like to lose a bit of weight. It might seem funny to you that I'd love to have a relationship where my partner gains weight while at the same time the thought of being a "gainer" would give me a stroke. But you have to understand that I live in a very socially conservative area where the only expression of my gender I can have is through trying to attain an effeminate figure through weight loss. I hardly have anything to cross dress with and I hardly ever do it because I don't want to risk my parents catching me. Heck, I used to try to swing my hips for a little while but I was soon called out for that. So it's the only thing I really have I guess. Trust me John Elliot your not alone in this man. I am the same way. I prefer my partners big but I like to be small/physically fit whatever you want to call it. It's a lot more common than you think. Never apologize for what you are or like. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The FBI Posted September 29, 2012 Share Posted September 29, 2012 Trust me John Elliot your not alone in this man. I am the same way. I prefer my partners big but I like to be small/physically fit whatever you want to call it. It's a lot more common than you think. Never apologize for what you are or like. Thanks, It means a good bit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y2kboris1 Posted September 30, 2012 Share Posted September 30, 2012 NP man, Like I said; actually one time on Fantasy Feeder I tried having a discussion about just that one topic on the general forum. It was something along the lines of is it hypocritical to want to be fit but not your partner. One of the girls there wanted to insinuate that I was a bad person for not wanting to ever become fat myself. I don't think of it in terms like that. We all like what we like and we shouldn't have to apologize for it or else what is the real meaning of the whole size acceptance movement? I know it might seem odd at times to the average girl, but well... there it is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pianoman2161 Posted October 29, 2012 Share Posted October 29, 2012 Does anybody remeber keligrs video cookies and cream? That is the video that made me realize that I was into fat women and weight gain. Does anybody have that video? Alsi I remember finding Paige's story on Dimensions. Absotley love that comic,, everbody remember that one? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mormonpeterson Posted November 23, 2012 Share Posted November 23, 2012 I believe I have always been a latent Fat Admirer. However, if I recall correctly, from an early age I was more interested in "softer" girls. They were more pleasant friends of mine, and in many instances, thinner women were quite mean-spirited towards me. I was fond of reading articles regarding 'How they did it: the celebs tell of their weight-loss secrets', but not for purely visual stimulation, rather I was interested in the descriptions of progressive weight-gain. And throughout secondary school, when discussions arose about which celebrities were most attractive, I would mention the likes of Kelly Clarkson and Adele. To which my friends did not agree, but accepted my opinion in the hedonistic way of adolescent males. It would only be late one evening in sixth form that I suggested my preference. Initially, they understood my penchant for the curvaceous, but when I explained further about my interest in "fatter girls", they were bemused. Eventually they began to make the connection of hitherto discussions, and thereafter I became somewhat branded as a bit of a misfit. I was unconcerned as those friends were deeply shallow individuals. Although now, as ever, I remain interested in more than simply larger girls - they are merely my chosen predilection. And I have no issue with that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heart and Mind Posted November 23, 2012 Share Posted November 23, 2012 I believe I have always been a latent Fat Admirer. However, if I recall correctly, from an early age I was more interested in "softer" girls. :thumbsup: Who is that on your avatar? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mormonpeterson Posted November 24, 2012 Share Posted November 24, 2012 :thumbsup: Who is that on your avatar? Unfortunately I do not know who the girl is. It did, however, originate on the erstwhile curvage site. I will attach it to this post. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heart and Mind Posted November 24, 2012 Share Posted November 24, 2012 Unfortunately I do not know who the girl is. It did, however, originate on the erstwhile curvage site. I will attach it to this post. Thnx ;D :thumbsup: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rickgm Posted November 27, 2012 Share Posted November 27, 2012 It is interesting to see just how many of us realized our attraction to fat at such an early age. Many of us, myself included, now realize that we had these feelings long before it could be sexual in nature. I too can recall seeing cartoons at a very young age (like maybe 5) where I felt something "stir" deep inside of me. I was always fascinated by the ones where the character, for one silly reason or another, had their stomach pumped full to the point that it protruded and hung out in front of them. When I did reach puberty, while my friends all "slobbered" over big tits, butts, and sexy legs, I found myself constantly seeking out "eye candy" of fat round bellies. I was either born this way or something very early on, perhaps even in the womb, caused me to have an attraction to fat. As an adult, it is much more than a preference. It is something so incredibly exciting and erotic that I can never really find the right words to explain it. Sure, I can be with a thin woman and have a good time. But I simply cannot have an orgasm unless I visualize her getting really, really fat and loving it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bluetech Posted November 27, 2012 Share Posted November 27, 2012 It is interesting to see just how many of us realized our attraction to fat at such an early age. Many of us, myself included, now realize that we had these feelings long before it could be sexual in nature. I too can recall seeing cartoons at a very young age (like maybe 5) where I felt something "stir" deep inside of me. I was always fascinated by the ones where the character, for one silly reason or another, had their stomach pumped full to the point that it protruded and hung out in front of them. When I did reach puberty, while my friends all "slobbered" over big tits, butts, and sexy legs, I found myself constantly seeking out "eye candy" of fat round bellies. I was either born this way or something very early on, perhaps even in the womb, caused me to have an attraction to fat. As an adult, it is much more than a preference. It is something so incredibly exciting and erotic that I can never really find the right words to explain it. Sure, I can be with a thin woman and have a good time. But I simply cannot have an orgasm unless I visualize her getting really, really fat and loving it. I think this mirrors exactly what many of us feel. I believe this is also why there is such a debate in the FA community as to whether it should be considered a preference or fetish. For many, it is far more than like say a preference for blondes. Yet, considering it a fetish carries a certain stigma, and doesn't quite fit the definition of a fetish anyway. I think it is much more akin to preference in the gay/straight sense. I don't really like calling it a 'preference' for gay/straight or being an FA, as that suggests a choice, or at least reduces it to an opinion that is open for discussion. But for both homosexuality and the sort of fat attraction that rickgm describes, it is not really a choice at all, but something that is an integral part of who we are from if not birth, at least a very early age. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
leedstwo Posted November 28, 2012 Share Posted November 28, 2012 I have had fantasies about women gaining weight since before I knew it was a sexual thing, and I also definitely remember being excited by Guinness World Record and daytime TV stories about extremely fat people. When I first started developing a sexuality, I was mainly into big boobs and breast expansion. But it was around age 20 when I made out with a beautiful fat friend of mine that I started to understand what a preference I really had for fat girls. From there, it wasn't long until the expansion fetish and the preference for big women came together and I found myself having weight gain fantasies all over again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
leedstwo Posted December 16, 2012 Share Posted December 16, 2012 Thank you for sharing, skinnyimpaired! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Modulo9 Posted December 19, 2012 Share Posted December 19, 2012 Funny that you mentioned Charlie and the chocolate factory. That scene with Violet expanding was the first time I was ever turned on. I was in second grade at the time and we where watching the movie at school. I was pretty embarrassed that I was so aroused. Fortunately we were all sitting down so no one could tell. I forgot about the whole thing until I read your post. I always preferred girls that were a little thicker in high school and college. I never could get turned on by a girl that had smaller hips. I would always checkout a girl's hip to shoulder ratio. Her hips would have to be close to the same width as her shoulders. If a girls hips were wider than her shoulders, schwing!!! Peer pressure kept me from really enjoying a plumper figure. A women that is plump and soft feels soooo good and brings out a primitive protection instinct in me. Now that I am older a plump girl with nice curves is what really turns me on! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Modulo9 Posted December 19, 2012 Share Posted December 19, 2012 Wow, there's so many posts on here that I completely agree with, that I don't know where to begin!! I first realised that this was a sexual thing for me when I was fourteen. I was looking at something on youtube about parma violets (the sweets, it was random, i know) and at the side came up a video "Violet's weight gain". Even though it was obviously fake, that was the first time I was properly turned on. I started wondering if there were other, real, documented gains on youtube- and lo and behold, the suggestions for other videos led me to other suggestions, until I found thousands of them. But i still thought I was a freak, so I didn't allow myself to explore the whole thing properly until I was 16/17. I can't remember exactly what the title of the video I masturbated to for the first time was- it was of a skinny girl who got quite chubby, the name "nikita" rings a bell but I'm probably wrong- but I remember it was awesome As for realising that I liked fatter women in general, though, I always have, for as long as I can remember. I used to dream about Angelica from the rugrats getting fatter, and I loved Roly from 101 dalmatians ;D (even though he's male, i know, I still had dreams about him getting fatter and fatter). (Which is kind of weird, because a lot of weight gain in guys isn't a turn on for me now). (Not that I know of). As others have said, the scene from Charlie and the Chocolate factory was also a revelation- although, weirdly, I don't enjoy inflation now. And someone else mentioned Winnie the Pooh, with him getting stuck- that's the main reason I still collect Winnie the Pooh things, to this day ;D I remember that in primary school I used to gather my clothes around to the back of me so that they were as tight as possible, and press my belly firmly against the table. I'd then sit and rub it under the table, and that was one of the best feelings ever, at the time. I've always been protective around food, too. My mum is fond of reminding me of when I was little, I got my twin sister in on a little plan of mine ( we were about four years old at the time). Nobody seems to do it anymore, but in the 90s in England, we used to hang chocolates on the Christmas tree. I got my sister to stand on a chair next to the tree and pass me down the chocolates- I think I'd told her we'd share them. Instead, as soon as she passed down each chocolate, I took a bite out of each one, so that nobody else would eat them ;D Sorry for the essay, guys!! Was the girls name "Niko"? I rubbed quite a few out to her videos! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest muffintoplover Posted December 19, 2012 Share Posted December 19, 2012 I think my first attraction was when I saw Teighlor in The Guinness Book of World Records for "Heaviest Model" Granted she is a bit above my taste weight wise, but still, wow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyubey Posted January 24, 2013 Share Posted January 24, 2013 I think I was around 7 when I sorta realized I liked girls with big bellies.I remember feeling weird when there was a weight gain/inflation skit on whatever cartoon I was watching at the time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest DontDoDat Posted February 25, 2013 Share Posted February 25, 2013 I knew I was a for-real fat lover at age 16, when a hairdresser of about 24 was cutting my hair and the flab of her arm brushed my face. It was a total accident but I remember the flab was so thick that it covered my nose and my mouth for a second. She was totally oblivious - I was just another customer, and a kid, but her ass was blown-up, her stomach hung over her jeans, her arms were flabby and I didn't get the best haircuts from her, but I had a huge crush which was compounded when her big arm hit me in the face. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heart and Mind Posted February 25, 2013 Share Posted February 25, 2013 It was about a month ago that, in a conversation with my father, I discovered that I've been doing stuff related to this fetish since I was 2 or so.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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