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So...When did you know you where a FA/FFA?


moby_jones

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Not exactly sure when I had a moment going I now know I'm a FA but I always attempted to get a look at the adult magazines with bigger models over playboy/hustler.

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I always liked large breasts, asses, and round stomachs but I think something that stuck out for me was a teacher in sixth grade that went from being around 220 pounds to a breathtaking 350+ pound goddess by eighth grade.

Every night basically, I would fall asleep while imagining fattening her up to epic proportions.. Some would involve her having an unsatisfactory lust for fattening treats and in others I would force feed her. I switched teachers to be in her class, would spend a lot of my lunches etc. with her and would even spend any money I made from mowing lawns etc on buying her cookies, pies, etc. She was always really grateful but I think by the time I graduated, I creeped her out a bit.

Then there were the web models like Curvy Dreamer and Lailani that I told my friends about.. they all said they were huge and I thought they weren't big enough.

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15 but at the time i just thought i was getting turned on by all the women around me growing bigger tits asses ect.  i worked it out properly at 23 online on myspace again before that i just thought i was into girls with bigger chests n asses but it was much more than that, the thought of them getting bigger drove me wild.  im now 28 and completly in the closet about it...... only 1 girl in thailand worked it out i never once told her n she used it to extort as mich cash out of me as she could

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First encounter

When I was probably 5 and I was at the pool, there were a lot of heavy thick legged instructors. I don't know it just made me stare.

Second Encounter

At round 9 there was this thick hourglass blonde haired teacher in my class, she was hot, but she had to deal with kids like me and my friends were a wild bunch, so she could be nice or luke warm.

Third Encounter

I was 12 to 13 I had this one swim instructor blonde hair about 5'7" with very thick legs.

Fourth Encounter

At age 14 I went to high school, and my grade 9 English teacher, she was German with brunette hair and big green eyes, another thick hourglass shape. She was always my favourite teacher, but during that year she was going to be getting married, and I was like damn that guy is lucky. After that year I started watching porn and going to the forums like this one.

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When you go to a theme park on a really hot day with some dudes, and while they're taking a second chance at the rides, you sit down and check out the scenery and the cellulite covered thighs of the girls in the jean shorts as they pass you by. Theme parks are awesome, but can be very lonely when you don't have a girl on your arm.

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I just want to say I love hearing about how men have become FA's. I never knew that term existed until i was introduced to the bbw community three years ago. I always thought that I would never find a guy that truly appreciated my body, so it is awesome to hear all the comments on this thread about guys openly loving fat girls :)

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The first time I knew I was an FA was in sixth grade. I knew this very big girl that was in my history class. If I had to guess I'd say she was about 5' 5" and at least 210 lbs. She would always wear these extremely tight shirts to school that always seemed too small for her. I would walk into class and immediately check to see if she was in class and if I got there before her I was usually mesmerized as she walked into the room to her desk and had a little struggle to get seated. Needless to say, I reconnected with her my senior year of high school and we started hanging out. She had lost almost all of the weight and grown a few inches. She has become a fitness freak now and we have not really stayed in touch very much. :(

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Ok so I was about 12 years old.  There used to be this show called "Hard Copy" that was like one of those off the wall news stories shows that were mostly celebrity gossip.

I remember this one news story in which they showed these women testing a "fat melting cream" you would rub on your stomach to make fat go away.  There was this girl, probably about 25 years old, slightly chubby, they showed in her underwear rubbing this cream all over her chubby stomach ... I thought that was the hottest thing ever at 12 years old. 

Funny thing is, I've dated only thin girls my whole life since then ... I hate it.  I'm in pretty good shape, former military and all, triathalons, play hockey, gym 6 days a week.  I don't know if chubby girls are intimidated by that or what, but I just don't seem to attract any :(

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I love this thread already.

When I was a kid, maybe 12 years old so this would be around 2006, I noticed that there were myriad videos on YouTube of women losing weight. This got me curious as to whether or not anyone out there wanted to do the opposite and gain weight. That's pretty much when I realized it.

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I remember liking the idea of being a fat kid when I was probably 6 or 7. And by the time I was 12 I was always checking tabloids for which starlet was getting fat. Then one day, at my grandma's I found a tabloid that had an article about Oprah and her struggles with binge eating. There was a point in that article where she talked about being so hungry she ate half frozen hotdog buns covered in syrup because she couldn't stand to wait for food any longer. I think that's when I got locked in.

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Ok, so I was on Youtube watching videos for the different endings of Mercenaries: Playground of Destruction, a PS2 game. In the related videos for the South Korea ending, there was this video of a chick with her plump gut exposed, LolaBelly, who was sitting in a chair with a bowl of pasta. I clicked on the video and the rest is history.

Sidenote: Also the first time I jerked off, in case anyone is interested, though I kind of hope no one is.

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Back when I was a wee lad I would have dreams about large women, but I couldn't fully understand them. When my pa asked what I had dreamed about I would tell him I had a fun dream about Bulls eye and woody from Toy Story (You know, normal kid stuff). Then I learned the term BBW and I would look at pictures to get erections (I didn't know how to fap at the time) The rest is pretty obvious, boy meets hand etc etc.

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Guest AbeVanHelsing

Jenny Jones.

Ah yes, this was definitely a precursor to me becoming an FA.  I used to tune in at the start every day to see if they were doing a show about fat women/teens in skimpy clothes.

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Ah yes, this was definitely a precursor to me becoming an FA.  I used to tune in at the start every day to see if they were doing a show about fat women/teens in skimpy clothes.

Talk shows from the mid 90s to late 90s were amazing. Nothing like a focus on very fat girls for a young FA.

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Well I didn't really fully wake up to my FA leaning till I was around 4 years ago. However I can easily look back and see that it was probably the girls PE teacher at my highschool that wired up my brain this way.

I was always shy and I had horrifically low esteem in my teens and twenties. In many ways I might be 33, but most 23 year olds are ahead of me relationship wise. Of course in Highschool I found it very hard. My guidance councilor was the afore mentioned PE teacher.

She was around 5' 2"ish with as she admitted herself, thunder thighs. She obviously liked her chocolate and treats, but also spent 2-3 hours a day running after girls. Add to that some favourable genes and you have an amazing pear shape underwritten by excellent bones and muscles. Sigh...

So unless a woman is obviously struggling with her weight (by that I mean to move around and not happy) I generally associate larger women with nicer personalities, good health as well as being physically attractive.

Another factor is that I used to be underweight. I was very weight conscious when I was in my later teens and basically didn't adjust my diet for my growing height, between the ages of 15-22. Add in some asthema and I am below average height.

As I started to like myself more as I went through my twenties I gained weight going from a BMI band of underweight, to normal to now overweight. I am generally happier and more confident. So in a way that re-enforced my association with weight and happiness.

So that leads me to today, whilst I can appreciate slimmer women, now I am very much in to women who are at least well covered.

FYI I am actively looking for a GF now, unfortunately I can't eat or drink what I could in the past. Putting a cramp on the social occasions I can attend. Ironically because I tried to loose weight and ended up gaining 20 pounds.

So yeah if anyone is looking for a BF in east central belt of Scotland I might be your man.

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