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May/June 2019 (223 lbs)

As the spring approached, my wife started wearing clothes that did not hide her body as much.  The fact that she had put on weight was clear when she wore shorts and a t-shirt. I loved the look and wished she wore less.  By now, she really accepted gaining weight and being bigger no longer seemed to even be an issue for her.

Her summer clothes from last year were tight on her and it showed how much bigger she was.  She wore one shirt where her belly actually stuck out.  I was thrilled by it and liked the fact that she did not even care.

Around this time, she decided that she was sick of the blonde highlights and how much they cost to maintain.  She started to grow them out earlier and by May there much have been close to an inch of hair that was her natural color. Before she got her hair cut in June, she asked if I was okay with her getting rid of the highlights.  I was okay with it, as she looked amazing either way and it saved money. I did worry that her stylist would get scissor happy cutting out the blonde hair, but I was sort of used to it by now. She came home from her stylist much most of the blonde cut out and a lot less length.  She explained that her stylist wanted to cut out all of the highlights, but that would mean pretty much going to an inch on top.  She said that she wanted to keep a bit more length so she left a bit of blonde at the ends of her hair.  She looked amazing.

 

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July/August 2019 (225 lbs)

My wife was now back to what I considered to be her natural weight. It looked great and felt right for her. I wanted to see her bigger but never said anything unless she asked my opinion.  By now, many of her friends were bigger and a few were even bigger than she was.  I liked seeing women who used to have thinner bodies evolve into what is their natural adult body type.  Many fought it for years, but ended up eventually accepting who they are.

With many women we know, the progression often started after they get married and are more comfortable with their appearance.  Then after they have kids their bodies change, along with their priorities. On of my closest friends got married to a woman who had always been thin.  She started to get bigger right after their wedding.  After 9 years of marriage and three kids, she now made my wife look petite. I have to say I enjoyed it and found full figures far more attractive than skinny boyish looking bodies. 

I would talk about this with my wife and she started to realize that I really did find bigger women better looking. My hope is that she would continue to gain weight in a healthy and balanced way.

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September/October 2019 (228 lbs)

In late September, my wife got laid off work.  It came as a shock, as work had been going well for her. The division she worked in was eliminated and due to down-sizing they did not have any other positions for her. We relied on her income and were in a bit of trouble if she could not find another job. We had a bit of saving, but not enough to last too long.

She became depressed about losing her job and lacked the motivation to try to find another job right away. She stayed around the house and started eating more. She tried to control herself, but did not make the same effort that she normally did.  As a result, she started eating much bigger portions. There were times when she would really pack it in to the point that it even surprised me.

I knew that she always had the ability to eat pretty massive amounts of food, but she rarely seemed to do this before.  She told me that she has been like that since her teens, but was always embarrassed to eat a lot in front of people. She was also always trying to at least watch her weight so she never ate as much as she wanted to.  She was now comfortable enough around me to eat as much as she wanted to sometimes. I sort of liked seeing it as it was a sign that she was comfortable around me.

Her eating showed a weight gain within a month. It was not huge, but I noticed. It also seemed like her belly would really pop out after she ate large amounts of food. I liked this look.

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November/December 2019 (232 lbs)

The holidays were a bit stressful this year as our finances were tight.  My wife found a temporary job working retail for the holidays.  She did not like it, but it meant that there was still a bit of money coming in. She was not really looking for other office jobs and had seemed to have given up for the time.  I did not want to say anything, as it would just make the situation worse.

Being off work and a bit depressed, her eating continued.  I noticed she was eating more and not really caring the way she used to.  It was a bit of a surprise, but I knew that it was a rough time for her.  She did not put the same amount of time into looking presentable and she just did not seem to care the same way.  I liked how she looked no matter what, so it was not a big deal for me.  

She gained more weight over the holidays and it seemed like her depression and binge eating went together. She seemed to be eating much more and it was showing on her. Her mid-section had grown and she even got a few comments from family when we saw everyone for the holidays. A bit before Christmas she came how with her hair very short again. I was now used to her having very short hair, but this cut really showed that she had gotten bigger. I liked the look and it seemed like she did not care much either way.

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January/February 2020 (230 lbs)

The new year started off with my wife deciding to try to pull herself together. She made an effort to eat less and try to lose a few pounds.  She put a bit more time into her appearance and started looking for work.  I was happy that her spirits were better and really hoped that she would find a job soon.

The job search did not go well and after a few weeks, she got very discouraged.  I tried to keep her positive, but it was not easy.  She thought finding a new job would be much easier. It seemed like there were very few positions for her and the few interviews that she had did not go well. By late February she was close to giving up and started to show signs of being depressed again. She was eating more and drinking in excess at times. I did not like seeing her this way and hoped she would find work soon.  As the job market was decent, I was not too worried. 

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March 2020 (233 lbs)

March started out like any other month and then changed very quickly.  My wife finally had a job interview that went well on March 10 and thought that she would get an offer soon after. Within two days, Covid started and everything changed.  She did not hear back on the new job and the prospect of finding anything else dried up very quickly.

I was told not to come in to work on March 16 and by March 23 I was laid off as well.  We did no think this would last too long at first, but by the end of the month we were getting worried.  At this point neither of us had any money coming in and government benefits would not get us very far. We were worried and unsure what to do next other than hope that everything got back to normal quickly.

As my wife was pretty much around the house all day, bored  and depressed, she began to eat more and more. I did not mind, but was a bit concerned for her health. There was also talk that Covid was worse for people who were overweight so she had to be very careful.

My wife was still in touch with her friend from Alabama. When she was complaining about money, her friend told her for the first time about an internet site that has big women on a live stream that their fans watch. The site has different levels of viewers that range from free streams where anyone can watch and give the models tokens for money.  Once the model gets fans, they can subscribe to a members only stream where they pay a fee every month. Models can do what ever they want on the stream, but mostly eat and hang out. Some show more of their body than others.

We had heard of sites like this, but could not believe she was on one. We looked on the site and saw that her live stream was private and for paying members only. We were not going to pay the fee, but she had some promo videos that were available to view for free. It showed her sitting in bed in a bra and panties and eating a huge (and I mean huge) bowl of mac and cheese in front of the camera. It did no seem that bad. We knew she was not shy, so it sort of suited her. I felt weird looking at her that way, but had to say it was a bit of a turn-on.

I could not picture my wife ever doing that, as she was pretty inhibited. The idea did not go any further until near the end of the month when my wife learned from her friend that she already had over 200 paid followers and was getting a cheque for over $2,000 a month.  I did not say much, but was worried about money.

 

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April 2020 - first week (232 lbs)

A few days into April, my wife brought up the idea of the site our friend was on.  I did not think she would bring it up again. She told me she looked into the site. I was a bit shocked and I showed it.  That  might have embarrassed her a little. She immediately changed the subject. I did not bring it up again. Then a few days later she brought it up again. I was nicer about it this time.

She explained that we were running low on money (which I already knew) and had to do something soon. I did not have an answer and it was starting to look like I would be out of work for some time. She told me it is not porn. She would just sit in front of a camera and eat as much as she could. I knew she could really pack it in when she wanted to, so I thought she sure would impress people if that was their thing. I asked what she would wear. She told me to come with her and she showed me the site. It was all big girls. Some were around my wife's size, some smaller and some were huge. They ranged in ages, but most appears to be mid 20s to late 30s.

Most would just eat a lot on camera. Some in bed, some on their sofa, some at a table. Most were in clothes that shows off their bodies, none were naked and some were actually dressed sort of conservatively. In addition to the free streaming, you could be a fan of some models for a monthly fee. Some models even had different categories for different prices. My wife explained that to have paid followers you had to give at least 10 hours of content a month and be on a minimum of 20 times. She learned from reddit that some models were making over $10k a month. Others models made a bit of money on the side and others did not last too long.

I noticed on the site that some models ate more while others really did not eat that much. My wife thought that if she ate as much as she could, it would probably get the interest of some fans who like to see a girl really eating. I asked how much she thought she could eat and she said we should test it out tonight. She skipped dinner and at about 8:30 (after our daughter was in bed) she had a pizza delivered. It was a 24 slice party sized pizza. I asked how many slices she thought she could eat. She smiled and told me to set my timer. To my amazement, in one hour later she ate 19 slices.  I was shocked and a sort of in awe. She did not seem rushed but just kept eating.

After she was done, her stomach was noticeably bigger even under her untucked shirt. She complained that her stomach hurt.  She went into the bedroom to change into her PJs and I noticed huge belly had really popped out from eating that much.  She noticed me staring and just gave me a look. I found the whole thing pretty attractive, so I tried to be close with my wife that night. I tried all of the tricks I had, but she just was not interested as she had a really bad stomach ache. I could understand but it really got me going.

The next morning I was still in bed when I heard her in the bathroom for quite some time.  She came back into bed and her big stomach was no longer popping out. She felt better and we were able to be close to one another..

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April 2020 - second week (235 lbs)

She did one more practice run by eating another party sized pizza.  This time she only got to 17 slices, but it was still an impressive amount for a girl who was only 5'1" to pack in in an hour.  Like the first time, she was sore after and it looked almost like she was pregnant with the way her belly popped out.  I liked the look, but she was in no mood as her stomach hurt. The next morning she unloaded as soon as she woke up and was back to her usual self.

She decided to actually record on the site. We had a spare bedroom where she set out her laptop with its camera.  It faced her in bed where she planned to eat as much pizza as possible over 60 minutes. She did not want me in there at the time but had me help her set everything up.  She picked out her sexiest pair of underwear and a cute t-shirt that fit a bit tightly around her mid-section and boobs.  She did that she would not wear a bra, so her boobs pretty much hung down close to her belly when she was sitting in bed. I thought she looked sexy as hell and was a bit put off at the fact that others would see her that way.

She planned to record after our daughter went to bed that night.  The morning before she was planning to start she was still not sure how to wear her hair.  By then it was a pixie cut that had really grown out.  She had not cut it since late December, as she did not want to spend money after she lost her job. She put off getting it cut after that.  Once Covid started, no where was open for her to trim it.  By now, it was bushy on the sides and long enough in the back to have a bit of a mullet look. The top did not look as bad, but was long and sort of in her face. She still parted in and brushed the sides back so her hair was not over her ears. It was now all her natural brown color. She asked me my opinion and I did not say much other than pointing out that the was nowhere open to get it cut even if she wanted to clean it up.

She said she needed a different look.  She found a drug store that was open at bought blonde hair dye.  She came back and seemed to be in the bathroom for hours.  When she came out, she had light blonde hair that had the stripped color to it. It was light, but had an orangey tone. It was a different blonde color than I had seen on her. It looked unmistakably like a home hair coloring job. Her hair looked thinner after she bleached it.  Part of the reason she preferred her hair shorter was it did not look as thin.  She then put in a huge amount of product so her hair looked sort of wet and brushed it down so it covered part her ears and was in her face a little.  It looked much longer and was different to what I was used to, as she always hated her hair being in her face. It was very different to the neat and professional look she seemed to have liked for the past 10 years.

I was not with her when she filmed.  She brought a big bottle of coke and a full party sized pizza. She ate a big meal the night before and then a small lunch that day.  By 8:30, she was starving. She started filming and gradually packed it in for the next hour.  She talked a bit on her video and introduced herself. She did not say too much and saw comments on her feed as she just kept eating. She said most comments were nice, but some were perverted and gross. By the time she was done, she managed to bang back 20 slices. This was the most she ever ate and again it made her feel pretty sick. At its peek there were several hundred live viewers.  By the end, many were amazed at the amount she ate.  Many comments also liked how her belly expanded noticeably as she just kept eating.

She got up from sitting in bed a few times and let her viewers see her entire body. Her recording was well received and she gots tokens from members which added money to her account, sort of like donations.  This was not the real way to make money on this site, but was better than nothing.  To make real money, you had to get paid followers once your videos were no longer free. She agreed to leave the recording available for members to view for free. By the next night she had well over 1000 views and over $40 in tokens. This was not bad money for the first time. It seemed like she had more viewers from Europe (who saw her the next day) than from the US.  

Again, she felt bad after eating that much and her shirt was stretched from her stomach growing and fit very tightly.  I wanted to make her feel better but there was nothing I could do.  She went to bed with her stomach feeling sore. Like usual, her body was relieved soon after she woke up and was back to normal. She made the joke after she came out of the bathroom that it was like she gave birth every morning after she ate that much. 

The next night, she went on for a short recording.  She did not eat while being recorded, but just showed herself again in underwear and a t-shirt.  She was on for about 10 minutes and answered questions asked online from the comments of viewers. She was told that even if she did not have a full session every night, it was good to come on and visit.  That is was paid viewers wanted from their models. Within three days of her first going on, she had made over $80.

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7 hours ago, fantasy1290 said:

I've been following this story about your wife since the beginning and liked it, but it now suddenly had a very surprising and delightful turn with your wife now involved in such a website and actively trying to eat a lot of food. Can't wait to see where this goes! Lucky you!

Thank you for the encouraging words.  I know the story has taken quite a turn, but that is life in 2020. I hope it does not offend the readers who enjoyed the tame format. I guess no one is forced to read it. I will try to publish more soon.

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April 2020 - third week (238 lbs)

It was hard to believe that my shy and modest wife was doing this.  We both had mixed feelings about it.  In the end, we needed money and this was pretty much the only way we could make anything at this time unless one of us wanted to get a minimum wage job that involved a serious risk of getting sick.  We already had credit card debt and did not want to have to go into default on our mortgage.  I should also add that I sort of found the whole thing exotic and adventurous. I never thought that this would happen with my wife.

She filmed herself again.  She wore a different pair of underwear that fit a bit tighter and rode up a little. She had not shaved down there in a while and thought that it might get more attention if a bit of hair showed. She had me look at her in the position she was going to be in and to put it nicely, a bit more than a bit of hair showed when her underwear rode up. To my delight, she asked for my help with grooming her. I will not go into detail, but I had my work cut out for me, both in the front, underneath and behind. When she is sitting with her legs open in bed eating, quite a bit showed down there. She found another tight shirt and again went bra-less. She decided to wear her hair the same way.

This time was a McDonald's night. We got her 100 McNuggets and 4 large fries. Once again, she did not want me looking when she filmed.  We figured she would be able to eat at least 70 nuggets. She filmed for just over an hour.  When she came out, I learned she ate all 100 nuggets, along with 10 dipping sauces.  She only had 2 of the fries, but her fans were still very impressed. No one thought a girl as short as her could pack in that much. She said she had more fans this time and made about the same money. Like usual, she did not feel too well after eating that much, but was more used to it. By the time she relieved herself the next morning she was feeling fine and her belly was more or less back to its normal shape. 

When she logged on the next day, her recording had got even more views and tips.  She made even more money. Nothing huge, but better than nothing. She visited that night, but did not do the same eating show. She arranged the next day to have a ** recording with her friend in Alabama. They had been planning it for a while and thought it would be a good way for my wife to get more viewers. The two of them would obviously film separately, but the videos would be side by side. It was decided that it would be a pizza night and a friendly competition to see who could eat more.

My wife again found a tight shirt and tight fitting panties. This time she wore a shirt that was shorter and would ride up to show a bit of her belly as her midsection expanded. She really wanted to promote herself and get followers to eventually subscribe to her once her recordings went private. This was the way she could make real money from this venture. Again, she wore her hair so it was covering her ears and in her face a bit. She also decided to smoke a bit of ** before going on as she knew that would make her eat even more.  We joked that it was a performance enhancing drug.

Both her and her friend started with party sized pizzas and bottles of soda. My wife had plain pizza and her friend had toppings on hers, which she explained was only fair as she now out weighed my wife by well over 100 lbs. The show was a hit and to my wife's delight, she kicked ass in the feeding contest.  Her friend was able to finish 16 slices, which she thought was pretty good.  My wife downed 22 slices in about an hour and 15 minutes.  She said the last 15 minutes was just her eating after her friend had to tap out.

I did not see the show, but my wife took screen shots so I could see it after.  Most of my surprise was how our friend looked. She wore underwear that was very tight on her and seemed to ride up more and more as she ate more.  Her thighs and rear sort of engulfed her underwear, so nothing really showed. She was wearing a sports bra and boy was she huge. I had no idea how much she had grown, but it was a shock. I have to admit, I found it attractive. It also made my wife look thin. Her hair was now red and clipped really short. I assumed her husband was cutting her hair, as I knew he liked it really short.

By the next day, my wife had twice as many followers and had again done well with tips.  Her friend gained paid subscribers from the show as well so she was thrilled.  My wife went on that night just to talk and announced that the next show would be the last free show until she went private. I was happy about that, as it meant more money if my wife could get a following.  I could not believe that I was supporting this, but I was.

The final show of the week featured her and her favorite burgers from Hardees.  She decided that getting sliders would be more exciting. She got 25 sliders, which really were not that small. This time she wore a tank top which revealed side-boob and showed her nipples. When I saw her before she filmed, I thought she looked incredibly sexy. I was all over her and she was almost late for filming at the time she scheduled to do her show.  

It went well and she managed to finish all of the sliders. This was remarkable. She said her fans always commented how much she could eat in an hour.  When she came out after filming, her belly looked way bigger. It looked like her boobs were hanging more as well. She was in rough shape after, but was getting used to the drill.  The next morning she finished her routine and was back to normal.  I noticed that even after her mid-section was not popping out, she still looked like she had gained weight in the past few weeks. I could see it in her boobs, belly and love handles.  I figured it was good for her getting more admirers.  

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April 2020 - fourth week (240 lbs) 

My wife decided that it was time to make her streaming private and for paid viewers only.  She has several recordings that were public and got great interest.  The session with her friend resulted in many new fans and she was at a point where she figured she could make this work.  She had already put on weight from her binge eating and it showed.  It seemed to be going to her midsection and her rolls were getting more noticeable.  I am pretty sure she was close to being the biggest she had ever been.  To me, it looked great.  She seemed okay with it as well.

For her first private session she decided to go back to pizza and pack in as much as she could.  Again she wore tight fitting underwear, a bra and a button down shirt that was from when she was 80 lbs lighter.  I was very tight on her and I had to help her do up the buttons. Her rolls were squeezing out and it looked like the buttons would all pop off if she took a deep breath.  She explained that she planned to unbutton it as she ate. She looked super sexy to me.  Her underwear rode up on her in a way that revealed that she had not groomed down there in a while. I asked if she needed some help cleaning up that area and she said she wanted to keep some growth to mix it up a bit.

She smoked a bit before she went on so she could eat even more and it seemed to do the trick.  She managed to eat 19 slices over an hour.  As she kept eating she unbuttoned her shirt and let her belly show.  By the end, her shirt was unbuttoned, but not open to show everything. She said she got great feedback and had over 50 paid fans. She felt sick after but managed to get to bed.  By the time I saw her the next morning she was back to normal and feeling better.  Her routine was pretty much the same each time she ate like this.

She went on the next night for a short visit and announced she would be doing another session with her friend.  It was an eating rematch, which both of them played up.  She figured this would be a good way to get more followers. She barely ate all day before her session. She wore a short that was cropped to show her belly, but loose fitting and underwear that left some room.  She was dressed to eat as much as she could.  She also wore her hair differently by slicking it back so it was off her ears and face and looked shorter.  To keep it in line she had to put in lots of product. I liked the look on her. It made her look bigger and she preferred it out of the way.

The session went well and she once again ate way more than her friend. Most fans were amazed.  She also got really nice comments about her hair from fans.  She was happy after filming and said that she got more paid followers. She went on one more time that week, this time eating burgers.  Again, it was a hit and she seemed to be getting close to 100 followers.  

By the end of the month, she had made well over $1000 with followers and tips.  That was a lot of money and it seemed like she could make more if she stayed with this. It was not the best way for her to make money, but it was much better than nothing.

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May 2020 - first half (243 lbs)

It was hard to believe that my wife was actually doing this, but after a few weeks it became more real. She seemed to still be herself all day and then take on another identity when she filmed herself eating.  She was on reddit with other models and learned certain tricks to present better. She also sort of liked to excuse to stuff herself.
 
She tried to film 3 times a week and would eat different things each time.  Some nights she would eat more than others, but she always managed to impress her fans with how much she could pack in. I never watched, as I thought that would be weird. I was however curious what it was like and enjoyed seeing her big belly after she came out.  I found her attractive at that time, but she was never in the mood when she was so full. We still found time together after she was feeling better. Her eating was really showing on her body and she was gaining weight pretty fast. Of course she had friends who were just gaining weight due to being home all of the time.
 
The money from what she was doing was starting to add up.  She was getting more fans and seemed to be growing her brand. Several fans asked to see more of her, which at first was troubling. She learned that it is a good way to expand her fan base and charge for money for premium accounts.  On the other hand, she was very uncomfortable with the idea at first.  I did not say much either way. The thought of this shy girl who did not even show herself to me until we got married showing herself to strangers was very shocking. With that said, having more money was also important.
 
During the second week in May, she did a session eating KFC.  She got a 20 piece bucket and was able to finish it. She smoked quite a bit before and was a bit silly while filming.  This actually went over well and I learned that she did a teaser where she showed a bit of boob to her fans.  She also made some off color comments that they seemed to enjoy.  I was happy this was going well for her and was not sure where it would take her.
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May 2020 - Second half (246 lbs)

 
By the middle of May we had realized that life was not returning to normal any time soon.  I was still not working and my wife was being extra careful, as she was at increased risk for covid due to her weight.  She accepted that until covid was done, she could not even start looking for real work.  As a result we were dependent on the money she was making from filming. 
 
Although the idea still made me uncomfortable, I realized that it was best for our family during this time.  I also liked how my wife was looking and found the idea sort of sexy in a weird way. It was around this time that I started writing our story on this site to share with others. She had gained weight before, but never as quickly. Now she had gained over 10 pounds in one month.
 
As covid numbers calmed down where we lived, my wife decided that she could finally go out to get her hair done.  It had been five months since she got it cut and it was a mess.  She hated hair in her face so she just wanted it short again.  I asked if her viewers would mind if she had short hair and she said most are not too concerned with her hair and look at other parts of her. She also said that she gets compliments when she slicks her hair back and thinks having shorter hair may be a look that some fans would enjoy. Personally, I liked her hair shorter and had even offered to trim it while we were in lockdown. I was happy when she said no, as I probably would have messed it up.
 
Although I knew she would go shorter, I was surprised to see how short her hair was when she came home. I do not think her hair had even been as short as she cut it.  Her stylist knew that she wanted to be easier and would not likely be able to come on a regular basis as she was trying to stay home as much as possible.  For that reason, she gave her a style that she could keep up on her own with a set of clippers. She used a #8 guard on top and a #3/#2 guard on the sides and in the back, going even shorter around her ears and her hairline in the back. She put product in it and brushed the top to the side so it still looked like a cropped style and not a buzz cut. As always, her stylist liked to chop.
 
Her hair was certainly neat and out of the way.  It showed her face more and made her look a bit heavier which was fine by me. As it was all cut with clippers it was not as feminine looking, but her body was so womanly it really did not make a difference.  It is thin and flat women who have to worry about looking like boys. She was worried that it was too short and her viewers would not like it on her. I was a bit worried as well, as so many guys only like long hair on women. Of course, I learned that several of her viewers were female which surprised me at first.
 
She put a lot into her show that night. It was a McNugget night and she really went all out.  In addition to 105 nuggets, she ate 3 large fries.  I really did not know how she fit it all in, but her fans loved it.  She wanted to make sure she still looked feminine, so she just wore a sports bra and panties.  By now her stomach bulged out even before she started eating and her boobs barely fit into the bra that was fitting her comfortably just 3 months before. She also had me help her groom down there so there would be no hairs showing around her panties. She had me take it all off, which I personally preferred.  As she said, she did not think that her hair should be longer down there than on her head.  I was just happy to help.
 
She said her new look was a hit and her fans loved her hair.  They also liked how she showed more skin. When she came out, she looked like she was about to burst.
As she continued to eat like this, her stomach started to expand more when she would eat what might be 10 meals for some people.  She did not feel too well after and must have been in the bathroom for over 30 minutes the next morning.  After that she was fine and was happy that her fans were still interested in her.
 
She managed to film over 10 hours in May and put all that she could into each show, Some nights she could eat more than others, but even when she ate "light" it was way more than most models would be able to eat on there. I think her fans also loved her progression into an even bigger woman.  I sure did.  By the end of the month, she had made over $4,000.  This was huge for us and was way more than we were spending.  I was grateful that this was keeping us going during a stressful time.
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June 2020 - first half (250 lbs)

Time continued to pass slowly, as I remained out of work.  I had not been officially let go, but until our office reopened I was not making money. For that reason, I was grateful for what my wife was doing to support us.  She continued to get more paid fans, but this did not come easily.  Fans tended to move on and not renew after the first month unless she changed things up to keep them interesting. She took requests on what to eat, what to wear and what to do while she was filming.  
 
Many fans asked that she start a premium subscription that included her without clothes on.  This would be a bonus to fans who paid more and would take place as additional content. At first she said no way, but over time learned that this was a good way to make more money and keep fans subscribing.  She asked my opinion and I did not say anything either way. I felt like I did not have to, as I knew how modest she was about her body.  This was the same woman who waited close to three years before she was comfortable having me seeing all of her in plain view. The fact that she was even doing this to support our family was something I never would have expected.
 
By the end of the first week of June she had gained quite a bit of weight from all of this eating and it showed.  She felt like she was sort of doing the same thing each time and knew that she had to do something new.  She decided to just go for it and film without her clothes for premium fans.  When she told me, I almost choked. I was uncomfortable with the idea, but was really not in a position to complain as this is how we were getting by. I offered to help her get ready and she hugged and said she was very relieved that I was letting her do this.
 
The afternoon before she started filming her first premium streaming, she asked that I help her clean up down there.  I was happy to pitch in and she wanted me to make it smooth all over.  I thought that was a good idea and enjoyed helping out.  As we already had the clippers out and had made a mess of our bathroom, she asked that I also trim her hair to clean it up.  I had never done this before, other than cleaning up her neck and hairline.  I was nervous to do it, but she explained that it was just using clippers like her stylist did so it was hard to screw up. I started with the back and sides and then she even had me go over the top with a #8 guard.  
 
I have to say the final result did not look bad. It looked a little shorter than when her stylist did it, but I liked that look on her. It was also a bit harsher looking than usual, but it was better than her having to go out of the house and risk getting sick.  She was very worried about covid due to her size, so she did not go out for anything and did not want me going out either. I loved the way she looked after we were done and let her know.
 
I only found out what she did on-line after it was over.  She started with premium only viewers by wearing her work clothes.  She gradually undressed and was down to a bra and panties for a while.  She then explained her ritual of rubbing shea butter on herself to get ready to feed.  She took off all of her clothes for this and rubbed it all over - even in places she did not normally apply it.  The whole routine took about over 15 minutes.  She then put on her underwear and tight fitting t-shirt and began her normal filming for all fans. 
 
She made it a Taco Bell night and finished 18 regular soft-shelled tacos. Her fans were impressed and it made her look like she was going to burst.  After about 50 minutes she ended her regular session and then continued for her premium viewers only.  She then showed off what she looked like after she had packed it in. She felt sick after eating that much, but still managed to put on a show.  It was a huge hit and her fans let her know.
 
Three days later she was doing the same thing again.  She performed for her premium viewers before and after again and mixed it up a bit.  It was a KFC night. She did not eat a record setting amount, but managed to eat way more than double what most models ate when they filmed.  As a bonus, she continued for her premium fans by eating dessert.  It was chocolate pudding and she finished a two servings while not wearing anything.
 
She did not tell me much about it and was still uncomfortable about what she was doing.  She did not let it show to her fans, but it was not something that she really enjoyed. Although I did not like the idea of others seeing her, I did sort of find what she described to be a turn on. I also liked the fact that she was actually making as much now as we were when we were both working.
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Hi, i just red your whole story. I thought it was really interesting so thank you for sharing! I have been in a relationship for a couple of years now and my girlfriend started gaining a lot of weight recently so this is all very inspiring. I’d like her to fully embrace a bigger body like your wife did so thank you again. I wish you guys the best and would love to hear more about it.

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June 2020 - second half (252 lbs)

We were both not entirely comfortable with what my wife was doing, but we were thrilled to have money again. She kept getting more paid fans and tried to keep changing things to keep it interesting. It was not easy, but she treated it like a job.  We did not talk about it too much, as we both had mixed feelings about what she was doing.
 
The fact that she was eating massive amounts of food was really starting to show on her.  It made her fans happy and I did not complain either. She seemed to be developing rolls like she never had in the past.  I loved the way they looked and felt. It was no longer just rolls on her midsection, but also her thighs and rear. 
 
As she was not going out, she did not buy any new clothes.  What she wore just got tighter on her and showed the rolls that were growing.  She wore tight clothes when she filmed to show off her body and rolls.  She was also getting better at eating even more food.  She could not do it every time she was on, but managed to finish an entire 24 piece party sized pizza one night.  Her fans encouraged her to do it.  She was pretty sick after, but it was a crowd pleaser. There were some instances where she was fine after eating that much, but other days when she was in rough shape the next day. She was normally able to wake up, spend some time in the bathroom and be better.
 
Her site let her make polls for fans, so she sometimes used them to see what they wanted from her.  At first it was for them to suggest what they wanted her to eat.  She then used it for other questions. Although most of her fans liked her size and ability to eat, others found other aspects of her very attractive.  She learned that many of her fans preferred her not shaving down there.  This surprised her, but she decided to go natural for the time being. That was not my favorite, but I did not really mind. I just missed helping her groom in that area.  They also asked her to wear certain clothes, which she did. Some fans liked her starting off wearing her work clothes and other formal outfits. In the end most of her clothes would end up coming off (at least for her premium fans).
 
It seemed like many of her fans also preferred her hair short.  Some of her initial followers were those who learned about her from her friend in Alabama who also had really short hair. She was developing quite a fan base of those who liked her hair very short.  In late June her hair was growing out and she wanted me to cut it a bit shorter to please her fans.  This surprised me, as it was already super short in my opinion and any shorter would really look like a clipper cut. She was always afraid to go too short and never liked her hair being so short that it looked boyish.  Now she was being adventurous and wanted it even shorter. 
 
We looked on YouTube to figure out how to go shorter using the clippers we had. I was nervous to do it, but sort of liked the idea. I was more scared than her. She underdressed in our bathroom as it would get super messy.  I liked that aspect of it and still loved seeing her in the light without any clothes on. I used a #4 guard all around and then took the sides and back even shorter using a #1 and #2 guard.  It must have taken me close to 45 minutes before it was all done.  The result was very short and sort of harsh looking. She showered to clean up all the hairs and then we managed to find some time to be close with one another. I will not get into details, but there are some things that I really liked about her hair being that short.  It sure did not get in the way on anything.  As I held her after, I told her that I might be able to get used to her with hair like this.
 
Her new look was a hit with her fans.  She seemed to get more followers and a few more joined the premium site, which helped support our family.  She was now making good money and we were actually saving during this time. 
 
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