Being a Feedee and learning about yourself

[Jorin85]

@AnnaOli fat, gaining and feedism from my teens to now, is all that really has interested me. The problem is that I heard many people around me call it "evil" and "disgusting". They saw it only as abusive - not something that was mutual and pleasurable. I repressed it for many years. It has only been in the last two years that I have learned to embrace it and not care. The problem is now socialising is harder. So I would describe myself as a feedee who seeks support from others. But that is also constantly changing. But a lack of objective openness about it for many, many years is something I regret. 

But there is the future. Who knows where things will lead. I am ready to be honest about it now ❤️