Cant admit I like fat girls

[Stealth]

I've not read the rest of the thread but:

If you're not comfortable showing her off, regardless of whether she wants to be shown off, she's not going to want to be with you.

If she's OK with you not wanting to show her off, then you're in a toxic relationship and boom, still not going to end well.

You like what you like. You don't even need to "come out of the fat closet"- I did, because I got pissed off with the sizeist crap going on around me, but you just get on with life and nobody's going to be a problem.

Those who are offended/find it gross do not deserve your time.