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Totally not bitter - my fantasy


NocturnalDevotion

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Book reading

 

The book came out, it actually became quite popular and had a buzz around it. I couldn’t resist dropping a hint to the inspiration for it…

 

He sits down in the bathroom, his thin perfect  preppy wife is playing with their kid. He starts reading the first chapter, there is obviously NO denying that it’s about him…. He had no idea that she was THIS hung up on the idea of him!  

 

At first he just felt flattered and then he got to the part where she was watching him gorge himself at the restaurant, ugh! He hasn’t had a double bacon cheeseburger and disco fries in so long! He looks down at his belly and squeezes his luv handles and thinks “you wouldn’t know it though, would you?” He’d been trying to get back to how thin he was in 2015, but he just can’t, his body just won’t let him…. That and his huge appetite! He knows he has a beautiful wife and wants to be thin and fit for her, but it’s just so hard, he wishes that he never slimmed down in the first place because then maybe she wouldn’t have ever seen  it as an option. 

 

She’s so sweet, she never says anything, he can tell though by the way she quickly runs her hands along his sides, she doesn’t like the feeling of how fucking thick they are getting, she tries to pretend that his belly isn’t filling back out, he gets it, what girl likes a fat pig? He really needs to try harder. Ugh! It’s just so hard though!!!

 

He didn’t really realize what this book was even about but as he reads on he realizes that Tiffany is getting turned on watching him stuff him self! What?! What?! “Yeah, I knew she was weird, but that?!” The thought alone just titillates him.  His free hand goes directly to his crotch.  He checks her photo in the book jacket, God her tits are huge now, well that was  money well spent! She certainly didn’t look like THAT in High School! 

 

He really had no idea why she even had a crush on him, so many girls did, he just figured it was for regular reasons like that he was popular and good at sports, she would say stuff about him being “beefy” but he thought she was even maybe making fun of him…. “I guess not!!!” “God! “ He thinks, “imagine being with a girl who wants me fat!?” He reads on, when he gets to the part where she’s feeding him cake he starts really getting hard.  Especially the teasing part, is this really real? He starts reading the dialogue of her teasing him, he tries to remember the sound of her voice, oh! Shit! She has a YouTube channel! It says that in the book jacket too! 

 

His wife tells him that she’s running to the store with the kid. He yells good bye from the bathroom, then sneaks out and grabs his ipad.  He sets it up with one of her videos, quiet enough that he can still read but loud enough to hear her voice.  He watches as she smiles and her boobs bounce around as she talks. “Damn!” He thinks, she is really hot! “Why didn’t I….. when I had the chance?” He starts thinking. “Oh because she was crazy and super aggressive!”, he actually was a little scared of her! 

 

She’s definitely got a different look than he’s used to but he’s had the same kind of girls his whole life, it’s nice to see something a little different! 

 

As he reads and rereads the teasing part he gets increasingly hard, he starts to stroke his dick, damn that feels good! He puts the phone down for a second and squeezes his belly thinking about how good his soft fat feels and how amazing it would be to have a woman tell him that, tell him he doesn’t have to starve anymore…..starve with no results either!  It doesn’t matter what he does, the weight keeps piling on.  He’s been full and thick most of his life, he doesn’t really mind it, but with his wife being in perfect shape, EVEN after having the baby he really feels that he owes it to her to at least try to keep from beefing up too much, and lifting weights doesn’t really help, he just grows so bulky, not the lean look he knows that she likes.

 

He continues picturing this new busty Tiffany teasing him while stuffing his face, telling him that she loves what a fat pig he is, that she wants to make him fucking huge! “Oh my God! The freedom!!!” Just saying “Fuck it!” to everything, having the perfect wife, the perfect body, everything always having to be perfectly socially acceptable!  No, to just fuck this trashy looking little slut, while she screams his name and alternates between degrading him for being so fucking greedy and telling him he’s the hottest man in the world and her biggest dream is to have him….. to have him and fatten him up. Fatten him until he’s nice and round, so big and jiggly that his wife leaves him because she can’t even stand what a fucking pig he’s become. 

 

He pictures himself in bed with her, his big belly stuffed so full he feels like he’ll pop with one more bite, and then Tiffany just trying to push one more piece of cake or chocolate past his plump juicy lips. He knows he’s way too stuffed but gives in anyway, it feels so good to let go and become the fat hog he’s always been! By now he’s beating his dick like he never has before, like ever… what the hell? This is so weird!

 

He takes a break for a second goes into the kitchen and gets some ice cream from the freezer, he tries not to keep any perishable sweets because that’s just more of an excuse to eat them right away. He brings the tub back to where his iPad and phone are sitting. He takes the first bite…. It tastes SO good!!! He hasn’t had anything sweet in what feels like forever (maybe it’s been a month) but it seems like an eternity! He’s only got two hands so he watches her video on his iPad as he starts stroking himself again and shoveling ice cream in his mouth. This is fucking heaven! The video he started watching ends and now there is one of her reading from the book! “Seriously?!” He thinks.  “Oh my God!” She’s reading an excerpt where she’s teasing him!

 

He turns it up, he closes his eyes while stroking faster, he hears her purr his name, God that’s sexy! He hears her tell him what a greedy pig he is, how she always knew it and that’s exactly why she wanted him SO badly! How desperately she wants to spoil him, spoil him rotten, grow him round and fat and just worship every pound she packs onto his thickening body.  Rub him down with lotion, massage him every day so the fresh fat that she packed on him stays soft and tender (is that a real thing? He doesn’t care, it sounds fantastic!) how he’s like a fucking God to her! 

 

How she just wants to do everything for him, get him so lazy that his belly becomes as soft as pudding, all she wants are his arms, chest and shoulders built, and that’s so easy for him. The hard part is trying to keep his bulging luv handles under control. Oh! Now she’s mentioning them, talking about how deliciously meaty they are, how much she loves them, how wet the thought of all his bulk makes her! He thinks about her grabbing them, kneading them, telling him how sexy he is, how she’s going to make him her prize hog, how he’ll be helpless to do anything about it, he’ll just watch himself inflate while getting pleasured beyond the limits of his imagination. With that thought he cums harder than he ever has before in his life! Thirty-seven years, countless times he’s had sex, jerked off, jerked off to Playboy models, messed around with the hottest sorority girls, made love to his wife that he truly loves, who gave him a child, and is so beautiful! How the hell did this get him like this?! 

 

Yes, Tiffany is really hot now, but he’s always been popular, he’s been with girls that looked like super models, it’s not that! Then it hits him.

 

He’s been trying to be normal all this time, trying to ignore what he really wants, which is to be fattened up by a woman who loves every fucking inch he expands, be teased for what a huge hog he’s becoming, to be truly free to give into whatever this weird fetish is.  He thinks back to eating pie off the floor, while practically humping the floor like a chunky Chip n Dale. He thinks about how voraciously he went after it, how much it excited him to do that. How everyone was screaming his name. But then he had to push it out of his mind, no girls seemed to be particularly into….. oh shit!!! That’s why Tiffany became so fucking obsessed! She was TURNED ON BY THAT!!!! He forgets that he has cum all over his hand and smacks his forehead. 

 

“Oh shit!” He washes his hands and forehead and quickly stuffs himself with the rest of the ice cream. The gallon container was almost full when he started ! He looks down and sees how much his belly is rounded out, fuck! His wife is going to know he pigged out behind her back! She can always tell! 

 

He rubs his belly hoping he can get it less distended.  As he does he pictures Tiffany doing it. Her behind him, pressing her huge boobs into his back and small hands into his belly. Grabbing his plump juicy handles, whispering how she wants them even meatier and thicker…. all of him thicker, how whether he knows it or not he’s going to absolutely surrender himself to her.  He won’t be able to help it, piggies never can.  Their job is just to grow big and fat for their master, become obedient little pets. God, he wants to be her pet, helpless and lazy and just getting pampered all the time, all he’d ever have to do is fatten and lift weights, that sounds SO amazing! 

 

He looks in the mirror, he’s gotten so puffy, his jawline has lost all  definition, he’s got the beginning of a double chin, his hair is still super thick but he’s far from the fresh young stud he was in high school, now he’s just a Dad in his late 30’s, would she even still want him? Would it even matter? He would never leave his wife, she’s a saint, she’s so good to him, despite not being into his increasing bulk, and he wants his kid to grow up with both parents. And it’s not her fault that he didn’t realize that he had this fetish before.  Also Tiffany is married now, to a guy that he has to admit is better looking and younger looking than him, and obviously more her type, and he doesn’t want to mess up anyone else’s life!

 

And It hits him, this is his Karma, he knows he’s going to fantasize everyday about a woman he can never have. There is no going back now. He already knows he’s going to watch every single one of her videos, and they will keep coming, her channel has gotten so popular, he knows she has an Only Fans, of course he’ll sign up, maybe ask for a custom, or see if she has anymore ones reading from the book? He can’t wait to hear her say his name again….. And now he knows what she must have felt like, climbing the walls, wanting him so badly she could barely stand it while he ignored her, didn’t even consider her….. He looks deep into his eyes in the mirror and tries to figure out what was the bigger mistake, not knowing sooner or finding out at all…..

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🔥🔥 Reading it on stages. "His free hand goes directly to his crotch" defined for me the end of stage one... as I did exactly that 🤤

 

Later edit: finished reading it (after one more interlude). Loved it! Very psychological, introspective, and reflexive. Amazing ❤️❤️ Hopefully, there'll be a second part!

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Sooo hot! I love how you write! You make everything so sexy! 

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3 hours ago, anonfin said:

🔥🔥 Reading it on stages. "His free hand goes directly to his crotch" defined for me the end of stage one... as I did exactly that 🤤

 

Later edit: finished reading it (after one more interlude). Loved it! Very psychological, introspective, and reflexive. Amazing ❤️❤️ Hopefully, there'll be a second part!

Yes!!!! Best compliment EVER!!!! Thank you so much!!!! Even said crudely that would be an extremely high compliment but you are legitimately the most eloquent person ever. You could make talking about mastrobation sound like a sonnet!!!

I did start on a second part where he asks for a custom teasing video, it’s very humiliation heavy though, so I might rework it. Stuff like- 

 

 

I start in “I don’t know if you even can prepare yourself for what I’m going to do to you, how fucking fat I’m going to grow you! You’re going to be round!  A huge fat pig, lazy and flabby, those love handles blowing up even more out of proportion than they already are! A nice big belly, your chest, arms, shoulders and back will grow so broad and wide! If I’m going to feed you and wait on you hand and foot I want you lifting huge amounts of weight, more than you ever have before! But that’s it, besides that I want you to barely move, no cardio,” I laugh. “As if you wanted to do that anyway! No, in order to become my perfect pet hog you need a butter soft belly, one that I can sink into, soft and pillowy, like those chubby cheeks are getting. I know you want to be my pet, don’t you? Well that’s not going to happen until you grow so fucking fat that your wife can’t even bear to touch you, she’ll be disgusted by the sight of you, when she looks at you all she’ll see is pure gluttony, her perfect jock fattened to the point that he can barely move, don’t feel bad. That’s what she gets for trying to starve you, not appreciating your potential, not seeing how much fattening food she can stuff you with, how big she can blow you up.”

 

“That’s what you were made for, some piggies are just bred for certain things, you were meant to grow, grow very very fat! Your body wants it, your big greedy appetite wants it, and of course you know I want it!!! I can’t wait to measure you every day, watch you pack on pound after pound. Your wife will switch to a male trainer at the gym, her perfect lithe figure will immediately catch his attention, as she’s working out in front of him and he’s lusting after her you’ll be here getting stuffed, she’ll come home in a tiny tight little outfit showing off her toned muscles to find you beached on the couch.  Your belly so round and distended, stuffed with everything in the house but the lean meal she prepped for you. She’s so frustrated, she’s trying to do everything she can to keep her husband from growing into a huge sloppy embarrassment, she can’t figure out how you were able to lose successfully before but not now. It never occurring to her how unhappy you were denying and depriving yourself.”

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1 hour ago, Dodgecummins said:

Sooo hot! I love how you write! You make everything so sexy! 

Thank you so much!!!!❤️❤️❤️I love hearing from the boys!!!

I’m curious (this is to everyone @anonfin  and @Tastic1 too) when you read the stories and get turned on, do you picture yourself in the guys place ( @Dodgecummins I know you’ve said that) or do you picture the story the reverse with a woman gaining, or is it just simply the words and imagery of fat that turns you on like a switch? (that’s how I am)

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8 minutes ago, NogutNoglory said:

Yes!!!! Best compliment EVER!!!! Thank you so much!!!! Even said crudely that would be an extremely high compliment but you are legitimately the most eloquent person ever. You could make talking about mastrobation sound like a sonnet!!!

I did start on a second part where he asks for a custom teasing video, it’s very humiliation heavy though, so I might rework it. Stuff like- 

 

 

I start in “I don’t know if you even can prepare yourself for what I’m going to do to you, how fucking fat I’m going to grow you! You’re going to be round!  A huge fat pig, lazy and flabby, those love handles blowing up even more out of proportion than they already are! A nice big belly, your chest, arms, shoulders and back will grow so broad and wide! If I’m going to feed you and wait on you hand and foot I want you lifting huge amounts of weight, more than you ever have before! But that’s it, besides that I want you to barely move, no cardio,” I laugh. “As if you wanted to do that anyway! No, in order to become my perfect pet hog you need a butter soft belly, one that I can sink into, soft and pillowy, like those chubby cheeks are getting. I know you want to be my pet, don’t you? Well that’s not going to happen until you grow so fucking fat that your wife can’t even bear to touch you, she’ll be disgusted by the sight of you, when she looks at you all she’ll see is pure gluttony, her perfect jock fattened to the point that he can barely move, don’t feel bad. That’s what she gets for trying to starve you, not appreciating your potential, not seeing how much fattening food she can stuff you with, how big she can blow you up.”

 

“That’s what you were made for, some piggies are just bred for certain things, you were meant to grow, grow very very fat! Your body wants it, your big greedy appetite wants it, and of course you know I want it!!! I can’t wait to measure you every day, watch you pack on pound after pound. Your wife will switch to a male trainer at the gym, her perfect lithe figure will immediately catch his attention, as she’s working out in front of him and he’s lusting after her you’ll be here getting stuffed, she’ll come home in a tiny tight little outfit showing off her toned muscles to find you beached on the couch.  Your belly so round and distended, stuffed with everything in the house but the lean meal she prepped for you. She’s so frustrated, she’s trying to do everything she can to keep her husband from growing into a huge sloppy embarrassment, she can’t figure out how you were able to lose successfully before but not now. It never occurring to her how unhappy you were denying and depriving yourself.”

Thank you so much, and thank you for the preview! Can't wait!

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5 minutes ago, NogutNoglory said:

Thank you so much!!!!❤️❤️❤️I love hearing from the boys!!!

I’m curious (this is to everyone @anonfin  and @Tastic1 too) when you read the stories and get turned on, do you picture yourself in the guys place ( @Dodgecummins I know you’ve said that) or do you picture the story the reverse with a woman gaining, or is it just simply the words and imagery of fat that turns you on like a switch? (that’s how I am)

That's an easy one for me: words! WORDS! And psychological perspectives. That turns me on to some insane level, regardless if the main character is a man, or a woman.

I have to say that In my own texts, all the feedees are women, but as seen here I deeply appreciate a very good story with a man as a feedee, as well!

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7 minutes ago, anonfin said:

Thank you so much, and thank you for the preview! Can't wait!

Do you think it’s too harsh on the humiliation? Or is it good? I guess it’s just weird to me because he’s a real person and yesterday I found out that he had at one point gotten beefy again, (that’s what inspired the text) he practically had a double chin, 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 there are not many recents that I’ve been able to stalk out which makes me think that he possibly gained more and doesn’t want to show it. But knowing his body had been restored to it’s original perfection at some point after he was skinny gave me great joy and great frustration in equal measure!!!  In the photo I found his face looks so puffy and he has so much extra flesh around his jawline, instead of the perky-cheeked baby face he had as a teen his pudgy cheeks pull the corners of his mouth down a little, his lips are pouty and full again. His mouth is slightly open in the picture and I just want to push a spoon past those pouty lips and fill those chubby cheeks, his face actually looks kind of bad, the flesh is definitely kind of sagging, but it somehow makes him hotter, makes me just want to coddle and worship him more, there’s like a vulnerability to it.  His love handles looked as thick and meaty as ever, I’m so glad that he didn’t stay thin forever!  Yeah, it’s an issue…. 

1 minute ago, anonfin said:

That's an easy one for me: words! WORDS! And psychological perspectives. That turns me on to some insane level, regardless if the main character is a man, or a woman.

I have to say that In my own texts, all the feedees are women, but as seen here I deeply appreciate a very good story with a man as a feedee, as well!

Thank you so much!!! That definitely makes sense!!!

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That answer you just wrote is in itself amazing and very explanatory when it comes to your writing talent! Sooooo good!

10 minutes ago, NogutNoglory said:

Do you think it’s too harsh on the humiliation?

It doesn't matter. It's your text, and your approach / analysis. On the other hand, I do believe that feederism invites rather harsh (as in raw) analyses. Something that equally disturbs, attracts, and fascinates 👇

 

14 minutes ago, NogutNoglory said:

his face actually looks kind of bad [...] but it somehow makes him hotter, makes me just want to coddle and worship him more

There you go 🔥🔥

15 minutes ago, NogutNoglory said:

Yeah, it’s an issue…. 

Yeah... As a feeder, tell me about it.

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    I’m going to have to agree with Anonfin in this case! It’s the wording and how you write. It allows me to really expand my own imagination. 🤷‍♂️

   Even though I am not a gainer you make it sound so damn sexy that if it was you feeding me and worshiping me like that I would probably do it lol. That’s also what makes the story so hot! 
   

    

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12 minutes ago, anonfin said:

Something that equally disturbs, attracts, and fascinates 👇

 

Yaaaaasssss!!!! See! The way you say stuff always sounds good!!! If someone else mentioned “disturbs”  it somehow wouldn’t sound as good!

 

28 minutes ago, anonfin said:

Yeah... As a feeder, tell me about it.

I do wonder if there is an obsessive compulsive aspect to being into feederism and weight gain, there must be. I’m definitely an obsessive type personality!!!

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6 hours ago, NogutNoglory said:

Thank you so much!!!!❤️❤️❤️I love hearing from the boys!!!

I’m curious (this is to everyone @anonfin  and @Tastic1 too) when you read the stories and get turned on, do you picture yourself in the guys place ( @Dodgecummins I know you’ve said that) or do you picture the story the reverse with a woman gaining, or is it just simply the words and imagery of fat that turns you on like a switch? (that’s how I am)

I am not into make Wright gain in the slightest but your writing is so well done that I am compelled to read it regardless. I suppose that I gender swap the characters in my mind's eye in order to fit my orientation. I agree with @anonfin and @Dodgecummins in saying that your writing makes it sound so sexy and fun.

As for the humiliation? I have never understood it because to me chubby and fat are beautiful and not something to be derided. But because the humiliation is part of your kink you again you make it sound sexy and fun in the story.

A well written story can take us to places we have never been, make us feel things we have never felt and live lives that will never be. So thank you @NogutNoglory for taking us into your fantasy ♥️

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12 hours ago, Tastic1 said:

I am not into make Wright gain in the slightest but your writing is so well done that I am compelled to read it regardless. I suppose that I gender swap the characters in my mind's eye in order to fit my orientation. I agree with @anonfin and @Dodgecummins in saying that your writing makes it sound so sexy and fun.

As for the humiliation? I have never understood it because to me chubby and fat are beautiful and not something to be derided. But because the humiliation is part of your kink you again you make it sound sexy and fun in the story.

A well written story can take us to places we have never been, make us feel things we have never felt and live lives that will never be. So thank you @NogutNoglory for taking us into your fantasy ♥️

Thank you so much!!! I do always like to add some worship with the humiliation. I’m hoping when I’m done with the book that if anyone who doesn’t really understand the fetish or thinks it’s about degradation reads it and maybe understands it better. I have to idea if there will be interest outside of our community, but we’ll see!

I just really like the juxtaposition of the teasing/humiliation and worship, I think contrast is a big theme for FAs . Thin to fat (weight gain), contrast between the size of partners, I think that was even part of the reason I had such a crush on that jock because the contrast of our styles excited me.

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