ive been trying to figure out how to post to my blog... i finally hit enough buttons and figured it out 😁
so, i’ve been super discouraged lately because i’ve been stuck at 190 FOREVER!!! i thought after vacation i’d be 200 pounds for sure. but i’m not 🙄 i guess i’m not pushing myself enough which also makes me sad because i try so hard, ya know? i loveee to eat so even if i don’t put on pounds i’m enjoying myself but i wanna see some results! i even had some marks on me the
so, with another month of quarantine, feeder and i realized it was time to stop playing games. i want to get bigger. and this is the perfect time to do it.
Mochii Babii was a big inspiration for me (how could she not be that shit was fucking amazing) and i will never be able to top what she did, nor am i trying to! BUT, i’m going to take these next 2+ weeks and push myself past this fucking plateau of 200/205 i’ve been stuck in for awhile now. i am going to do absolutely nothing but be fe
do i look a lil bigger to you? 😏
i’ve gained 4 pounds! i’m 209. i’ve finally broke through this plateau i was facing thanks to quarantine. and chinese food.
i feel huge. i literally feel so heavy. it is getting harder and harder to just move honestly. i mean i can’t even imagine what it’s like for the ssbbws out there because at 209 pounds just getting out of bed is the hardest thing to do. which i’m only doing to get more food or go pee (i have a super small bladder i pee a lot random