Yesterday was a really low point for me. It seemed at every turn that I was reminded of how fat I've become. I felt huge, and disgusting, and ashamed. So of course, as soon as I was alone, I stuffed myself.
Obviously, the opposite action to take if I was truly disturbed by my size. But really, what I was feeling was alone. There I was, facing my enormous weight gain as if it mattered and my partner seemed so unaware. Not just unaware of my feelings, no, worse than that, unaware of my
I've always been fat. I know that. It's not like I ever denied it. But recently, well the past year I guess, things have changed.
My love of food, and binge eating, and an unstoppable fat fetish kept me gaining and dieting my whole adult life. Pregnancy, getting older, yeah they helped things along but I always managed to keep things in check. Under 200 pounds, that's all I really could hope for. And for decades I managed it. And then...bam!
Health issues, no longer working, old ag
An even bigger Hunk
(This is entirely my fantasy as an FFA, it’s not so much about me so it’s more of a read for male gainers/feedees who get turned on by humiliation, though I’ve also gotten great feedback from people not into that)
When I was in highschool I had such a crush on a fat blonde football player named Wes. Sadly, for multiple reasons he was not into me. One being that I was a “freak” and he was a “jock”, but more interestingly, he appeared to be attracted to the sam
I want to grow to immobility. I think it would be so hot to sit around surrounded by food all day everyday. But to do this I need your help!
I will keep track of measurements and weigh ins in my blog ❤️
Hai!
I had no idea that I’m able to have a blog >_<
The more you know 🌈✨
Anyways, my initial goal when I began gaining was 250, I was actually scared of getting “too” big. When I hit 250, I wasn’t satisfied and thus decided to gain until 300. Now, mere pounds away from the big 3 0 0, I’m still not feeling curvy enough!
Long story short, I figure that once I hit 350, I will not be ready to stop gaining; should I just change my goal to 400 lbs now? lol
Hi !!!! cupcakes, I'm trying to learn more about the tastes of feederims and chubby girls.
So, in this blog I will try to listen to all your comments, as well as I will try to fulfill certain fantasies. For me, my biggest fantasy, would be that they tie me up and feed me, after I am so full, I would like them to caress my belly with great tenderness.
So ... what is your fantasy for you?
I had a substitute teacher in 4th grade who was a nice, busty, fat apple shape, and very strict. I found out she had a boyfriend, and imagined no woman that confident would date anyone who didn’t like her fat. Then I thought, if he likes her fat, maybe he wants her fatter.
At this point, I had already thought many times when being denied treats or seconds “Or I’d get fat” that I couldn’t wait to be a grown up, so I could get as fat as I wanted. I thought maybe she wanted it too and had f
Bella squirmed in her seat as her cab pulled up to the hotel. She’d had weekends of gluttony in hotels for filming before, but never anything like this: a whole week, luxury suite, no limits on her room service or food delivery budget, all provided by her benevolent feeder. Seven days of unfettered gluttony and indulgence awaited her.
High with excitement, she floated through reception, grabbing her key, up the elevator, down the hall, into the lovely, spacious suite. A bottle of champagne
I started this as a thread and it wound up being so long it was more like a blog post, I don't know, I've been thinking about this for a long time. I REALLY REALLY encourage comments!!!
I have been a FA for as long as I can remember. Weight gain is not anywhere near necessary and I actually really prefer "naturally fat" people who were chubby even as children, it's not a requirement but it is actually a turn off to me if they weren't chubby as children.
Once having a discussion
Its 4 am and I wike up craving a chic fil a chicken sandwich 🤣
Unfortunately, its ahh... 4 am.... and our nearest chic fil a is a 50 min drive.
When this happens I am like a literal pregnant woman and cant satisy my hunger until the craving goes away or I get it. Slim to no chance of getting it so I guess ill eat *too much* today 😂😍
I used consider myself a feeder, not a feedee. In fact for a long time as an adult I was around 100lb. I think part of me was a little afraid to gain weight, even though I find it so hot on others.
In October this year (now 12th of Dec) I decided it was time to test my feeding skills on myself and 🥰 get fat 😍. I was 165lb and chubby (I'm only 5 foot 2).
I only planned to gain 20lb, then stop at 185lb. My metabolism is on the slow side, so I didn't think it would be that hard physically
I have no idea what to do with this part of my profile! What things would you like to see here?
Is this an appropriate place to ask for questions to do a Q&A?
Hhaha lemme know if you want
Hello. Im New here. I live in Russia. Im my country dont like BBW, hate this. But my dream look my first feeder. I need smart and really possessed this.
New here and from what I can see this sight is pretty cool. I have never seriously blogged before so a little unsure on what to put here, but I am a writer. Perhaps a series of short stories would suffice. Something erotic? Or fun? WE shall see, but for now greetings.
Hey lovelies,
So, it's no secret I wear my heart on my sleeves, if you've seen my videos I'm fairly sure that's obvious. Honestly feeling kind of discouraged all around.
Firstly, to those of you who do buy my videos, comment, like, etc., thank you! You really are the reason I do this so just know that I appreciate you guys so so much.
I really try to not base my own self worth on my sales, but this is my full-time job, and I've put a lot of time and money into them (even lowered
I know we are all here for our love of fat (XD) but if anyone is interested I would love to talk and learn about interesting things! I am a scientist and have interests in stocks, music, food, and much more :3 Sexy and smart baby ;)
I became a real feedee, it excites me so much, and there is always a feeling of hunger, how can I cope with this, being at home I can afford to eat huge portions, and the rest of the time people around me may suspect that something is wrong with me... my weight is 200 lbs and continues to grow...
привет, я начинающая, мне нужно ваше внимание, ваше мнение, ваши вопросы, ваши пожелания, чтобы создать красивый и сочный контент! немного про себя: я русский) Люблю рыбалку, природу, пикники, парки, аттракционы, сахарную вату, дога, газировку, шоколад, сладкие сливки, торты, выпечку и жареное сочное мясо) Я хочу добиться здесь отличных результатов) найти друзей, популярных)
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